Two Little Agreements and We Change the World

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However all this *them* stuff is as best as I can “translate” what they are saying at that time I connected. A standard rule for this work – for any and EVERY person who claims to do this sort of work, please trust nothing I say. Zero, not a single thing I say anywhere and at any time. Do not believe it until you run it through your own filter and come to your own decision as to any “truth” that I might have gotten lucky and laid out correctly. All messages filter through Me, a fallible and suspect human. Every single channeling, writing, religious work, or supposed “word of God” anything – yes, anything and everything in our little world…

All of those messages had to pass through a human to be manifest in this world. Nothing manifests without human interaction and intervention. There is not yet a single one of us Human Beings who can claim to be 100% plugged in with zero bias, no ego, and no agenda wrapped around the message. Our language itself is imperfect with bias and inaccuracies baked in! There is no such thing as a perfect vessel for the message, because we humans are imperfect. Any and all messages from “the other side” are, therefore, suspect and should be framed in this context. Up to and including, yes, the biggest of the big religious works and writings. Lest I be accused of being coy, I’ll say it plainly: The Koran, Talmud, Tao te Ching, Bhagavad Gita, Bible, Book of Mormon, and so on. Every single one of them is biased and incorrect, because every single one of them passed through a human to exist in our reality. Even the best-known channel of our time, Edgar Cayce, everything came through with a very obvious Christian packaging. Not because Christianity is the message and THE truth, but because Cayce was a devout Catholic. Even in trance, his base humanity wrapped everything he downloaded with his 3D reality matrix of Christianity.

This is very, very important for all of us to understand, to grok, if we are to have any success stabilizing our world.

And yes, I know full well even saying this out loud is an offense punishable by death in some cultures. You want to burn me at the stake or issue religious death warrants, have at it. We have larger issues to deal with so grow the fuck up if me saying this triggers you into an apostasy seizure and you choose to lose your mind. We need adults in this effort, not little children who can’t control their own emotions and thoughts. If we are to get somewhere EVERYTHING has to be on the table for rethinking or reinterpretation, through the lens of “this came from a human, so let’s be careful how we use it”.

8/30/19 Session Notes

C- I am not trying to gain converts here. Each person can help things go better – and they really don’t have to do much but just agree to shift a few “sacred cow” core truths, and agree to consider than any “set in stone” belief or dogma could use a little updating – just a little smidge of evolution. So much yet so little required to effect change, when enough people hold these ideas in their hearts, then change can/will easily happen.

Simple, but not easy.

So, if there is an “enemy”, it comes as doubt, fear, and… Kind of a heavy-heart sad feel/flavor to it. It can be powerful stuff, self-doubt. Well, the “enemy” out there is a great allegorical story for our own inner self-sabotaging, negative voice that can send us down dark paths, if we indulge it. Is it really “Satan, the adversary” whispering and manipulating you, or is it just our own dark sides?

I propose that it does not matter one bit! Dark done in the name of dark – what difference who or what name we give to it, where the idea or responsibility even matters – evil, dark – what the fuck difference does an academic argument of ultimate fault matter, when we’re talking why a person chooses to go dark? Personal responsibility, I’m talking about here. Many want to shirk it, but I think we all know deep down – hell, I do, so I think I can assume… I think we all know deep down we each really do have 100% responsibility – us adults/grown and adult-brain-functioning humans – know we are in charge of “me”, yes?

I think a lot of ego and mental gymnastics get in the way of admitting it, but it is… I control me, period.

And, if that’s true, then the “the Devil told me to do it” or I choose to hear the devil, or even I make up this story because I want to do X some dark thing…. Then a dark thing/thought/action done is a dark thing, regardless if us humans are the puppet or the puppet master – darkness/evil committed, just is what it is.

Meaning, I think if we’re to have any rules here moving forward, then we need to collectively agree on a few core, common ideals. NOT rules, NOT religion.

  1. All functioning Adult Humans are responsible for their own individual actions and words, period.

It seems so painfully obvious and reasonable… Yet this is a fucking controversial idea! Personal responsibility for self through self-actions and self-words – that’s all!

God Damn, and to think we fight against this idea!

Even shorter ideal: I control me.

So if each one of us (functioning adults, again for the yea but’s in the back, FUNCTIONING ADULTS) if we all are ultimately our own puppet masters, so to speak… Then there is ultimate personality responsibility inferred with any and all activity of every single (functioning adult) human on Earth, every thought, action, deed, and word. If no blame for darkness/evil in the world can be blamed on anyone outside of ourselves, collectively even, then – and I think I have sound logic here, but maybe I’m not conveying the abstract idea so well… I’m having trouble, because personal responsibility does not mean bad things don’t happen or bad people don’t behave badly. It’s admitting ownership of our own actions/deeds/words. Self-accountability – being an Adult, IOW.

But it means you can’t lay your problems on anyone or anything’s doorstep, and that is a very tall order for someone who has been deeply wronged/hurt by another person or group… But I don’t mean fault for the evil/bad/dark things that happen to us.

Even now, I’m having to flesh this out and be careful articulating what is and isn’t “I control me”. I should be painfully and blatantly obvious… and that’s a core reason we are so fucked up. But I really feel, if enough people wrap their minds and hearts around this and agree to put it into every day practice, then we can indeed transform the world, for peace and our future.

C- And I don’t need any channeling or muse to know what in my heart feels right and necessary, and I visualize and focus on manifesting that reality. AKA, I hope & pray!!! HAHA, spiritual joke. (Hope and pray is kind of pissing into the wind, spiritually speaking, as I understand it – passive and not helpful, in other words).

//… connecting to a higher-level soul complex, what you might call a mentor of a sorts, in the Akashic-realm. But felt from a higher/next level, if you will, not in time but in energy and love vibration, for lack of a better term, closer to the light. Spiritually more developed than us spiritual bottom-dwellers – and make no mistake, humanity is barely above shit-flinging, cannibalistic chimps. You really are barely-functioning little babies, spiritually speaking. It’s how you are capable of so much fucking purposeful destruction! WTF! Man, you people got some issues! So, yea, big fucking headline if you didn’t know – you humans are some petty, childish, brutal, evil, spoiled and entirely too self-entitled little bitches… spiritually speaking.

The ideals professed are more of this spiritual complex than any one person/soul you humans want us to name. We are trying to draw parallels here in your language, but it’s not easy. Language is such an imperfect tool, but it’s all you have for the time being.

C- Frustration, I feel what they mean, but it’s hard to translate, even just kicking back and letting them talk through me, more or less. I think channelers call it a group of souls or “soul-complex” – that feels like as good a term as any; much better than any one name in our language – that’s just a rabbit hole, so worry less about “who/what” is talking, and just listen to the message.

So don’t take the above admonishment as you’re all bad little shits, spiritually speaking. You have incredible, unbelievable potential – shit, you all can’t even dream of today… but you are young and naïve, and a danger to yourselves and your planet, unless you get past your terrible twos, spiritually speaking, and grow up a little. Some self-realization and actualization would go a long, long way for you people. There is so much more out there if you just stay curious and open to change and evolution. You all can choose to change, and then you will. As we say – as you all say, C and his martial arts buddies say all the time – simple, but not easy. So, you do need to get off your ass and mentally in the game, but it really isn’t that much each person needs to do to help. It’s really nothing more than a shift of internal attitude, once you agree to be in control of yourselves, coupled with a knowledge of and feeling of connection to all your fellow humans, animals, life of the whole planet. Put those two little things together in your mind, and we change the world. We take a collective step in evolution together, and we totter forward one shaky step to adulthood at a time.

Note to clarify “Soul Complex” in your world/reality, a soul can be plugged into their “Soul Complex”, while on your 3D plane is their own Human persona. So someone claiming to be the savior or a savior is both telling the truth, but also not telling the truth. You gotta drop the idea of your prophets and wise people… It’s one thing to talk to/hear/channel from another soul complex, it’s something else entirely for someone to claim to be the flesh & blood embodiment of a soul complex. Be careful around those people. Beware cults of personality, IOW, in real life, we’re not talking writing/history/scripture even. There is a lot of good and truth in your religious books, so they are in part ALL correct – some parts – but they are also all wrong… again, some parts.

C – I think just now I see what’s going on, since I recall this idea from earlier today… For lack of a better way to say, it (new ideas manifesting in my mind) feels like maybe I get a file dumped in all at once, and then it takes a day or two – or even longer – to digest and decompress the file that comes from a much higher speed, let’s say… Processing speed, maybe. So then the weed, maybe, or maybe just time (passes) and then I can flesh things out…

//All holy works, scriptures, “word of God” are both right and wrong. If we can’t agree on that as a base idea, we will have trouble moving forward. Even with universal connection, without a base agreement that people keep their religions and beliefs, but they gotta be willing to let slide a few things out of their dogma – just a little, and then can choose – scholars, sages, priests, whatever – they can evolve their own views of religion, but we just gotta get them to agree that some parts can go, in principle, chalked up to human frailty and interpretation flaws – whatever. God, I don’t know how we get much of anyone to agree to that. Even though it’s from a place of love and respect for all life that drives this. A way to fix what is broken, to make a better world, and I’m not asking anyone to kill, hurt, lie, cheat, steal, or do any one dark or violent thing. I’m asking you to grow up, be self-responsible and pick yourselves up by your boot straps, and we can modify our beliefs by choice, willingly and together… And you’d think I’m another Hitler. He really got a lot of people to kill a lot of other people, and I lament/worry Hitler would have had an easier time doing all that evil that he did, that’s easier than what I’m getting down here. Radical peace and love and respect, because we’re all in this together, we really are.

And this is such a radical concept? A clean, healthy and safe world, for everyone? That’s gonna invoke cries of bloody murder, blasphemy, apostasy (punishable by death in some corners of the world – and people still think we’re not children?) Peace, prosperity, health, equality – as we choose to peacefully talk through and decide what that even means. All these things are possible and inevitable if you can all each do these two little things, in your mind and hearts. Two little changes.

Two little agreements and we change the world:

  1. All functioning Adult Humans are responsible for their own individual actions and words.
  2. All written word, scripture, holy books, “word of God”, etc come through Humans and are, therefore, open to interpretation.

And now we see the prison, both physically and mental/spiritual. If you are open to change, you are guilty of sin, if change involves any portion of the sacred system, so you bake in a subservience to a control system (with those no progress/evolution allowed religious laws/dogmas). Physical death, Islam, for example, but also spiritual death, damnation, or even annihilation – all held over those that dare evolve the “truth” too much, right? So you have a pretty good mental prison, as people tend to hedge their bets and not risk the damnation part and push too hard against those that set the rules for damnation; if we admit to a level of human fallibility that creeps into the holy works, then we can start to question from a higher, loving and interconnected level the “truthiness” of any written word of God. Doable, of course, but it’s not gonna be easy.

Am I wrong here?

Missing something?

For humankind and Earth’s sake, I don’t see how we can save ourselves if we can’t get folks to agree to a few ground rules, based on love and agreement that we talk things out, peacefully. Moving forward, but that we gotta open everything to reinterpretation and debate. The sacred cows have got to be slain; if not, I don’t see how we can save ourselves, long term. We’re on a precipice here.

Prove us wrong.

Is there another way forward through the darkness of our souls, long term for humanity and Earth? We are not in a good place.

Prove me wrong these two things are not 100% necessary for long-term evolution.

NO MORE REVOLUTIONS; we’ve gone around and around long enough! Just 2 agreements and we change the world!

Project Stabilize Humanity

I started a Facebook reply earlier today that took me into a much larger amount of information than I had originally intended. It’s funny how simple answers can scale up to large answers! This post is to help clarify some base terms, ideas, and foundational items that I feel might be helpful to other people. If nothing else, this helps me get my own thoughts in order so that I can be a more helpful human being.

My hope is that what I’m getting into here can help others do the same. Overall, that’s all I’m doing here – trying to be helpful in a way that I am able to do in this existence we find ourselves in.

Thoughts on clarification of message and purpose

I am very new to this public work – I just launched the website and social media on 11-11-19. I am a one-person operation for now. As I work through solidifying the CME voice and how to best present the work, I feel strongly that crowd-sourcing is necessary to refine and expand our collective work: specifically Project Stabilize Humanity. This is as good a name as any, so I’m planting my flag on it going forward – PSH for short. THE work, the ultimate goal for my work, in other words. Most – very probably all – of what I’m saying here has been said before. I do not claim to be particularly unique or new – it’s been a very rare day lately where I come upon something that I don’t think I’ve heard or seen before. Even when I do find something new to me, a quick web search usually finds something similar already in existence. I think this clarification is important to grok, to fully understand.

Humanity has all of the tools necessary to make for a fantastically fulfilling, safe, supportive, fair, and nurturing planet so that humanity can keep growing and progressing. We do not need anything new (yet) – we have all the tools at our disposal now to, very literally, create Heaven on Earth. Not from some woo-woo level white robes and we sit on clouds playing harps all day – that’s fairy tale bullshit. I mean we have everything we need idea-wise and technology-wise for PSH to be real. What we lack is the will to make this happen; or, more specifically, the knowledge that this is something that we individually not only can do, it’s something we all individually MUST do. If not all of us, then at least a critical-mass of sane adults must do this. We all need skin in the game or PSH does not work.

No Big Brother Government or Big Parent Goddess, Gods, or God is going to swoop in and save us. No benevolent alien race is going to keep us from completely self-destructing, at least fully and out in the open yet. Those ways of saving humanity are a child’s fantasy; they are spiritual-level fairy tales told for spiritual-level children. What we need in the world today are Adults who agree to leave their childhood fantasies behind, to dump them in the trash bin of history where such ideas belong because they no longer serve us collectively.

I feel I’ve stumbled on to a way that we can help each other grow up and see the work that must be done through the eyes of a functioning, rational, caring adult human. I absolutely DO NOT have “THE BIG ANSWERS” to how exactly we go forward. However, I see clearly and feel strongly that this baseline foundation I can help you build for yourself is a critical piece of the puzzle that we need today. I am not here to throw around my egotistic ideas – I can if you want me to, but my ideas are still just one guy’s ideas for what’s wrong and how I’d like to see us do better. Even with the Akashic-level awareness, I am still very much a physical human being with baked in biases, a very strong egotistical voice, and specific ideas of what’s right and wrong, what’s fair and unfair. Like every other human being, I am completely and 100% unqualified to “fix” what’s wrong by myself. We’ve been down that road of letting a few people at the top run roughshod over the rest of us with their ideas of what makes for a good, functioning planet and that has pushed us to this edge of a decision point as I see it.

If it helps you get on board with PSH by throwing out all the woo-woo level psychic and spiritual mumbo-jumbo, please do. I very well am a bipolar schizophrenic with delusions of grandeur. That explanation also works, but the ideas are stand-alone. We discerning adults of the world need to be free to separate the ideas from the person. An idea can stand alone, regardless of who said it or gets behind it. In this realm of work, ideas matter, people not so much in that way. So chill if you find me strange or not believable; listen to the message, don’t worry about me.

The Decision Point

Solutions and also the problems we face are all scalable. This means we can look to the Universe and Nature – things like the Golden Mean spiral-fractal nature of our reality – and scale things down to a very concise, simple to understand level. If an idea is scalable, it is then both expandable and reducible at the same time. So the base ideas I’m working with can be reduced to some very simple points. I see two sets of choices that we collectively are facing today, and by all means, please tell me if my logic is flawed or I’m not on the right track here:

  1. Self-annihilation vs self-progression.
  2. Using our own minds and bodies as they exist naturally vs technology-based upgrades and implants to “improve” our physical human bodies; to make ourselves cyborgs.

I started discussing these decisions a bit here: Thoughts on Transhumanism

What do I mean and why is this important?

I’ve found I can “plug into” what, right now, I understand to be the Akashic record-level of awareness. I’ve stumbled – not quite blindly, but as an untrained novice – into this by following my intuition and with a lot of deep self-work. By self-work I mean what most functioning and rational adult humans understand this to me – self-improvement and trying to be a useful member of human society, as best I understand it from all of my own biases, identities, group associations, past experiences, etc. How I bring my physical 3D self into the mix, to do things, to do work in this world we find ourselves in. This is what I mean by “Me” or my 3D-self: physical reality me and all that is baked into this thing I know of as Me (note the capital M-Me here).

I can hold my awareness with that vibration and then receive/know things. At times I seem to be having conversations with “others” outside of myself, and at other times its more like the knowing just sort of appears inside my own psyche and translates in my own voice more or less. Basically, once I realized what’s possible, then it’s no big deal for me to go there. Sort of like seeing a blueprint for a new kind of design and then saying, oh yea, I can build that. I didn’t know I could build it until I got a peek at the design, but now it makes sense.

Cutting through the woo-woo level of this work, what this new, expanded point of view has given me is the ability to look back at our physical-level selves and see how it fits into the larger picture. This larger picture is really no different than the similar process we go through as children growing into teens and then young-adults. Our very self-centered focus of life opens up one day, if you are growing in a positive and functionally helpful way. One day it’s just you and your immediate family and friends in the world, and the next day you’re suddenly aware of the larger world and other people in it. At least, we hope that’s where we each can go with human-level maturity. This is really just the next step in that maturity, and less about any woo-woo psychic claims that I cannot currently prove to you. No one told us there is further to go, but I am here to tell you definitively, yes, there is more maturity and growth that is necessary for us.

That’s the crux of this thing I can do: Adult-level awareness and the implications that become glaringly apparent when you take this view over humanity and the Earth in general. We’re not in a great place and there is some Adult work that needs to be done; that’s all I am saying.

Akashic-level work Supports our Physical-level work

I’m settling on this as a working definition for now. There is a lot of data out there already, so please just Google Akashic Records if you are not yet familiar with this term. It’s much easier to piggy-back on already existing and understood terms and ideas.

Looking through the lens of IT terminology seems to work really well to describe things at this level. When I plug in, it’s like I’m hitting the Universal WiFi signal, signing into the Universal Internet, and then I receive what feels like a compressed file. Sometimes I have good control over my browser search and I can find what I went looking for, but at other times it feels as if there is a Master/Root-level user sending me files that “they” feel I need.

This is what I mean when I say “they told me” or “they showed me”. I’m not quite sure who/what they are yet, I just know they feed me data when they feel I need it, and also when they feel I am ready to handle some of the larger, more complex data files. Some are so big and so large they know it’s stretching me and I do sometimes fall short – hey, I’m coming up on just a year now that I’ve been working with this, and only a few months since I really even understand it to this level I’m talking about today. Humans cannot hold these larger Akashic-level files in our 3D brains, any more than you can hold the entire human knowledge base that is the full World Wide Web in your individual computer.

As an explanation it completely scales; Akashic-level work is very much digital and information-driven, it’s just a hell of a lot larger than we can imagine.  This is not what is commonly understood to be “spiritual work” as its been sold to us. All soft music, bright calming lights, like you’re floating in the Universal hot tub of relaxation all groveling at the foot of your better spiritual level beings – Jesus, God, Buddha, The Tao, Muhammad (PBUH), Gaia, and so on. Yes, there is that place we can go to for relaxation and connection, but the work I’m doing is very much grounded in the physical and in my own personality. I swear, I cuss, I have a potty mouth and a dirty sense of humor, so that’s how the message comes out sometimes, and that’s how I talk back to them when I feel frustrated. They ARE NOT our betters, they are our peers here to help. This is very, very important to understand and bring back around full-circle to the work we need to do.

I’ve heard it said elsewhere and I fully, completely cannot agree more that this is a base truth of our existence: God does not want supplicants, God wants peers. Get out of your own way believing the lies you’ve been sold your whole life, that you are not worthy. That you should be God-fearing. That the higher beings in our Universe are somehow better than us. Each entity is its own self-sustaining system, from the lowest living entity to the largest Universal connected in oneness higher mind – God, if you want to call it that. Radical, Universal equality is important to understand and bring back into your day-to-day life when we do the work. Living, conscious beings have an inherent equality baked-in, regardless of their size or station in life. Don’t demote yourself to be lesser-than, lower-than, or unworthy. Know your equality in the Universe, and then live this truth in whatever way is meaningful to you.

My CME Work

Another scalable idea/concept as seen in nature is the idea commonly said/understood as “if you’re not growing, you’re dying”. In other words, progress is never static, it’s an always-in-movement, always progressing sort of thing. Progress is not a destination, it’s a constant never-ending process. So this is all for me, today, how I see this new start point I’ve kicked off. All changes are subject to change, and all progress can and will lead us in other, unknown directions as we work further down the path of life. Physical Me and my Brain/Mind complex does not create these files I download – this much I am sure of, but 3D me does uncompress and try to explain the file, bringing the language into manifestation at our physical level. To call it a translation isn’t accurate; there is a lot more going on. Relaying meaning as best I can from a very massive abstract concept that is not bound by space, time, or physical being-ness into physical language is a better, more inclusive description. It’s not exactly easy and running off the rails into my own ego and personal preferences, beliefs, etc is unavoidable, but I do try my best to keep myself as honest as I can – this is where I have specific side notes and commentary at times – a method of writing that I haven’t yet but will make available eventually.

I’m experimenting with voice, how I post blogs, what I discuss to see what resonates with folks. I was curious how raw notes from a session lands with people, so please ask for clarification and I’m happy to help uncompress some ideas more. Raw notes are Me writing as fast as possible to keep up with the speed and massive amount of data contained in these files, so they can be a cryptic and difficult to follow at times for me even, let alone someone coming in new without any frame of reference.

This brings me back around to why I’m here, why I’m taking this live and putting it out in the wild: I’m testing the water, building a following, and seeing what next steps make sense – traditional publishing, Patreon-style crowd sourced freeware, or something else – all cards are on the table.

I’ve spent 20+ years as a business writer and instructor, so I’m pretty good at breaking down complex topics in clear layman’s language. However, the vastness of the Akashic record downloads are not even close to something as “simple” as, for example, cranking out a series of tech manual for a fortune-100 AWS infrastructure. That’s complex enough, so imagine 1,000,000-fold  more complex and abstract. Finding a clear voice and message is crucial for me to be as honest as possible to the real message – I don’t want to twist this around my ego as many, many before me have done. This is a huge statement with a lot to unpack, which I will chisel away at over time and in the forthcoming book.

To help with all this, I feel that crowd-sourcing is a great tool and solution, to a lot of things. One thing I have learned is that anything that “works” functionally at our physical level HAS to be scalable. Crowd-sourcing a simple message that a couple 100 people read works the exact same as crowd-sourcing fixing the environment, for example. This is what I mean by ideas have to be scalable. The fractal nature of the Universe demands that anything sustainable and supporting the system within the toroidal feedback loop of reality has to balance and has to scale. If it doesn’t balance and scale, then the whole system is weakened and can fall apart. This means a one-sided ego-based conversation where only I talk is not sustainable or helpful any more than one single Oligarch deciding how to save the rain forest would be a sustainable solution that holds up over time. It is too complex of a system for any one person to be able to hold the whole thing, deal with their own ego, and still be helpful to humanity…. I’m kind of riffing and summarizing nine months and 300 pages worth of writing here, but it is what it is.

Every long, difficult journey begins with one step. Just one step is all we need to get started. So this is me taking very small baby steps, to help do my part for what I’m just now calling Project Stabilize Humanity.

Heavy Lifting

By embracing the unity of the human experience we DO NOT give up or lose our individual selves. On the contrary, solidifying your 3D humanness and voice is crucial to this work. We are all one has a dualistic meaning! We are all one, parts of the same thing… AND We are all one individual entity, each single human being in this case. We are all one means two different things. Duality of meaning is also very important to understand if you chose to do this work, and our physical selves are an important part of the work. We get through this by going through this, not by pulling the ripcord or diving out an escape hatch like the Christian ideal of Heaven only after death. We make positive progress together by doing the work in 3D. We have the choice and opportunity to invoke our birth-right and use Akashic-level manifestation to create a living, sustainable Heaven here on Earth, NOT only waiting on our death-right passage to heaven.

This is what we (Them and Me together as one voice) mean by the Heavy Lifting – this is a massively large project, the largest ever handed to Humanity, maybe. No Big Brother or God/Goddess is going to swoop in to save us. We sink or swim on our own here, physically at least. The Akashic-level is available as a tool to support us, but, just like the Internet is a tool, so is that just a tool. It’s great and fun and mind-blowing to connect to, to feel the Universal-level love and acceptance – it’s like a drug so be careful! But it’s still just another tool available to us. Don’t be a tourist; put your talent to work for us!

Physical work is involved and all functioning adults that choose to be on board and join the crew for Project Stabilize Humanity ought  to do some work; to have some skin in the game. That can mean whatever you want it to mean, for you personally. Ascension work is very, very personal work. No one can tell you how it should go and what you should do. You get to decide.

How I can help other people do the work

I think I have a good methodology to give us a foundational framework to move forward with PSH, but I am not so egotistical that I think this is the only way. There are as many ways as there are stars in the Universe. So join this CME crew and help propagate the message from this angle I’m working, or form your own crew and propagate your message as you see fit – it really does not matter to me in that way.

I only care that you wake up, know that there is a choice to make, know that you can make a choice in the matter, and then make a useful choice for us to stabilize, in whatever way you feel makes sense, if you want to. Free will dictates there is no other way around this. You have to choose, and then we have to choose together and do the heavy lifting. Not as one kumbaya we hold hands and sing together bullshit utopia vision, but real, functional work to help your fellow human beings. What that work eventually looks like, I DO NOT AND CANNOT YET KNOW. I only know that we first need to work our way through the aforementioned decision points. Once we stabilize, then we can choose to work together, to crowd-source what that looks like. The sane, functional adult human beings need to crowd-source and work cooperatively, this is all I mean as a baseline foundation to Project Stabilize Humanity.

I feel what I’ve managed to stumble into here can be helpful as a self-stabilization model for other human beings. To keep the ego a little bit controlled and let adults have adult-level conversations, make some hard and sometimes painful choices, but always with an eye towards a sustainable, livable and growing human existence. This much I know for sure.

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If you’ve come this far and feel my flavor of vision and message has something to offer you, then join our crew!

If you want me to clarify anything, please let me know. If you feel I’m off the rails on something, then also please let me know. I’ve gotten decent at parking my ego off to the side in this work, so I don’t really do not give one shit about being “right”. I only care about what “works” to help stabilize humanity, in whatever way makes sense.

If you want to engage with me please do not bring childish fallacies and sharp-shooting bullshit to my home, to my crew. Stress-testing ideas is very important work that we need to do together, but a lot of people just want to throw their own ego-based verbal diarrhea around at the rest of us and bludgeon us into accepting their very narrow idea of “the way the world ought to be”. So please understand the difference between constructive criticism and discourse vs egotistical bullshit verbal masturbation. I’m happy to poke holes in these ideas I offer all day long; that is critically important to the heavy lifting.

All ideas and every possible solution needs to be on the table – we cannot start from a good baseline foundation without starting with EVERYTHING in our known history and common experience as humans. However, time is short and I will not suffer fools and asshats lightly. I will not engage, I will do my best to not be snarky or mean-spirited as best I can hold myself in check – I know better. I simply will not give energy or attention to such people except to tell them I’m happy to engage when they learn how to be a civil, helpful human being – an Adult, in other words. So come one, come all to the party – we have a lot of work to do and I feel I can help level-set, help offer some baseline ideas and suppositions that I feel will give us a good solid foundation to work forwards from!

All ideas are on the operating table and we all should be wielding the scalpel and power tools here. The only way I see PSH working within the Universal laws of fractal expansion and contraction – an idea that scales will always scale in both directions – is if we ALL work together. This is NOT some pie-in-the-sky vision of utopia, a socialist workers paradise, or an anarchist complete “freedom” with no rules or consequences dystopia bullshit. What I feel we can do is build a solid working model for how we stabilize humanity and ensure our forward expansion, in whatever way we decide makes sense and serves the feedback loop to keep us alive and stable. Beyond that, I am way too opinionated and biased to be allowed to make any rules or “what needs to be done” dictates.

Peace and Love to All,


Thoughts on Free Will and Freedom

Hot off the presses, (mostly raw) session notes from 11/27/19

We can save the world and give ourselves a comfortable life. There is enough. Don’t be a dick. Don’t take more than you need.

Hoarding is a sign of a sickness, relating to an imbalance of trust – trust that there is indeed enough, for all 7.5+ billion of us. That you can take what you need – yes, take – but only what you need, and then trust that others have enough also and we all just don’t bust each other’s balls about it. Hoarding, taking more than you need is a sickness and that imbalance then causes other imbalances in the system. Live within that system too long and the host is sickened, maybe inwardly, maybe outwardly… If its someone from immense wealth and power, then the imbalance is highest for a situation such as this. It’s a negative feedback torus. More hoarding creates more of a vision of winning and justifies the seeking of more, rinse and repeat. It addles the mind and soul. Makes you think you are that much more special that you get to decide what is to be done in the world. These people feel their “winning” at the 3D zero-sum games means something. It does at their level, but it’s just a façade, an illusion…//

Shit, I’m drifting, feel not so well connected. Like a bit of this last bit is off – ego?

Sigh, the problem is I have one person in particular on this level I completely think of when these words are coming out. I know who he is well and his manipulations in the world today… So I dunno if this isn’t sub-conscious ego, pulling a little confirmation bias. I already don’t like people like this – not hate, mind you. Words mean things. I do not care for the egotistical manipulations of the billionaires of the world, the above 1%ers, by another name. They are drunk on their own wealth and influence, and feel it gives them the right to meddle in the rest of our lives.

The arrogance!

Each soul is to make its own way, as free as possible to do so. No other rule works, we are an indivisible system, embodied with freedom in our hearts, as much as we are animated with blood, bones, skin – a physical body, IOW.

Free will and, therefore, freedom are an irreducible system. Humanity and freedom. Freedom IS free will.

Without it we reject the system, we reject any attempts to control us. This, this is the cause of all the revolutions from all your history? An oppressed/repressed people rise up, when they can’t take the pressure any more. And when it’s at its worst, the pressure is autocratic control, is it not? Surrender does not mean what our 3D existence tells us it does – this isn’t the Knight surrendering and vowing allegiance to the King, so that the Knights life is forfeit at the King’s pleasure. That’s not it at all – you have to let go that fear hook that this is that kind of surrender.

I suppose we should consider a new/different word. Surrender might be too loaded to successfully use without the negative 3D imprint it carries. Alignment is more accurate. Getting on board with the team. Joining the crew… Not “I give up all that I am and all that I have” to any other; NOT a surrender of personal sovereignty, IOW. The system cannot be broken down that far. Personal sovereignty is a non-reducible piece of our “whole” human 3D system. We cannot remove it from the individual human experience any more than we could remove a liver without killing the person. “Leaders” gone wrong, drunk on their own importance, thinking it’s about them – push the people too far. Let them eat cake, kind of shit.

Isn’t that enough of a standard human trait that we can even call that a base meme of humanity, a base truth of one of our core struggles, as Humanity in general? The bi-polar, duality of freedom and repression, individual sovereignty and autocratic control? What revolution hasn’t been sparked by a people leaned on too hard, by those who thought they were the betters, smarter, whatever? A standard us – them dynamic. We rule, you suck. This means anything we say is automatically good, because we rule and you suck. Not all wars, mind you. I’m talking about revolutions. And I do not know history well enough to even claim to not be talking out of my ass…

But they have a point here, don’t they?

Sorry, I guess at this point it’s such a fluid shift into “them talking” and my own commentary. It’s damn near seamless at times. I start a thought & sentence, next thing I know we’re a page on and I haven’t really added anything more…

So Humanity and human spirituality is important to consider when we have us a little humanity time-out, before going forward again. What is the base human condition, that is our 3D core blueprint operating system of a single human being, because this is the smallest entity in our system that can’t be taken apart, right? So this means a human being individual needs to be whole in order to be functional. Is freedom and, yes, individual sovereignty (of at least body, physically speaking, if nothing else as a starting point) not a part of what makes an individual human whole? The freedom to dream. To create, to rise higher, to build something never seen before? To live, even if to live a life that seems inconsequential by modern standards – a Hopi subsistence farmer, for example, in the high desert of Arizona. Dirt poor, but happy. If an individual base right is their own free will itself, then I see that for any system to operate in balance, we must start out with a base foundation, and hold it for real this time – not in word only, as we have today, in both word and deed and, therefore, in reality. In word only is not reality.

Am I wrong?

Can the human being be a whole human being without their own freedom?

Let me ask it this way: Do whole, happy humans start revolutions, burn it all down, and lop off heads of the old rulers?

So if we keep up with this revolution of war, empire, expansion, more wars, empire falls – on many scales… So that model of known history has gotten us a lot of revolutions, a lot of death, a lot of misery. Today, like 7 trillion dollars spent on the War of Terror, over 18 years. Global hunger – GLOBAL FUCKING HUNGER – can be eradicated, we know, for LESS THAN 1 Trillion dollars, for FUCKING GOD’S SAKE! You could have lifted all of your poorest brothers and sisters out of life-threatening poverty 6 trillion dollars ago! Probably could have funded a moon base, mars bases – why not? How good are we in this current model of really taking care of our fellow human beings? LOL, even you so-called humanists and “power to the people” types. How could this be permitted under your watch if you really love your fellow humans and want to help, to help all people lead a better life? If even a small portion of you really cared, you would have it fixed already. There is plenty to go around today. There is plenty to stabilize the Earth now, today.

Project Stabilization is what I’m calling this. We must stabilize before we decide how we move forward. The Hopis worked with 7-generations – that seems like a good start point. What you do today needs to be sustainable, at least, for 7 generations. We can adjust fire from there, as necessary.

You’re worried a little adult responsibility and adult freedoms are going to hurt you, ruin shit?

Have you taken a look at yourselves lately, what you’ve allowed in your world for the past 18 years, let alone since… Fuck, the dawn of your history? Tyrants rise. They crush the spirit of their people, thinking they can just find the breaking point. Push the people far enough, break their spirit and will for freedom, just like you break a horse. Of course you can break some of us, but you cannot break all of us. Some of us have a serious fire for a just fight in our hearts. And if you give us enough pressure to fight back and we feel like there’s nothing to lose, that we fight for “right” reasons – then you, if you are the “leader” of those people, your head will be on a pike eventually.

So what’s our history of this expansion and contraction, always apparently around the freedom–control paradigm. Rulers fear freedom because it takes away the control they have and makes them irrelevant. You don’t beat them by fighting them, you beat them, once and for all, by making them irrelevant.

But to get there, oh boy… Talk about a massive project for humanity! But we need to start somewhere.

So, yes, for all that is holy. Yes, the human individual has an in integral part of their humanity, let’s just say freedom baked-in, shall we? As in, free will works no other way. So if free will means we’re free to choose our own way, then any impedance to this freedom would be treated as a threat by the system… In this case, a system of one, but many ones can make up larger and larger systems. As interconnected as we are these days, that’s one global system now.

So herein is the problem as I see it, as how we might annihilate ourselves and the decision we keep talking about. The standard ebb and flow of history goes toward another revolution. You are too far interconnected now; this next full-blown revolution, and you all feel it. The feeling of unease, like we’ve maybe been here before. We thought we were through and never to return, but here we are back again… And it’s looking like, no, we said we’re done with that, but here it is, peeking around the corner at us again. If you allow another full-blown revolution, you very well will not return from that fall. Not in any way recognizable as modern Humans on Earth, circa your timeline of 2019. Maybe you completely annihilate, maybe you suffer a near mortal wound and crawl your way back again in another 1000 years… I dunno.

So let’s have this discussion. I think I’m on a core truth of life, of humanity. Probably no different than many humanist philosophers have. I have never read much… well, any philosophy. Every time I try, I find it dry and boring.

But isn’t this a good start point to discuss?

How do we make the “powers that be” irrelevant?

I promise you, if we “fight” them, in the way we’ve fought all previous revolutions, we get that – just another revolving shit-storm that just might take us all down this next time.

Evolution, NOT revolution.