Now Would be a Good Time

Time is a funny thing. Depending on one’s perspective it either exists or doesn’t exist. It’s malleable for sure, but for the sake of Humanity and our current situation in the 3D, time absolutely matters. Right now matters. The veil is thin and we have a chance. I see two competing timelines that we are balancing between right now. We’re on a precipice and we have a choice, but we need to choose now. I fear we’ll lose this golden opportunity soon if we do not act now.

Time is an illusion. Lunchtime doubly so.
Doug Adams

We can do this, but it takes a certain amount of us to effect change, to jump us from one timeline probability to another. Within the collapsing convergence of multiple timelines, we have the opportunity to jump into a different future. Future proves the past. We can prove today with a positive future. But you have to know you can do this. You have to know you are powerful and you can help. Please, for the love of all that is holy, please wake up and choose. Now can always be used to redirect future, but certain Nows are much easier to jump timelines. The longer we wait the more difficult and the more painful this change will become, and, eventually, if we refuse to take control, then we make a slow, painful death that much more probable.

I know this is long, but it is what it is. Language is imperfect so we dance around these ideas from several angles, trying to flesh out an idea firmly enough for others to grok, and end up with 5 pages to say one thing:

You have the power to manifest change, but we need to take this opportunity and act now. DO not wait for someone else to help. You must invoke your power.

Please consider this content and share if it resonates. This isn’t about me, but I do feel this is a good, useful message. Plenty of others are saying the same thing, so this is by no means unique.

C = 3D me, Ego me. Physical me, IOW.
HM = is Higher Self, Higher Me, so HM works as “Him”. HM self-references often with “we”.
Them/They = the slight whispers of others – I’m still working out the kinks on that level of connection.

3/22/20 Session Notes

HM- From the outside looking in, your systems are too complex for your brains to hold right now. So trying to figure out what, exactly is going on, as if it is one reducible thing – it is not – if you can just “wrap my mind” around all the moving parts, globally, politically, conspiracy side, disclosure side, Q , MSM, and everything in-between. It can’t be known by one person, so trying to figure it all out looks like a scribbled, jumbled mess from our perspective. You cannot solve the problem of balancing and harmonizing that jumbled mess of a reality from within the middle of it. Very much the idea Einstein is famous for articulating – because it scales as a universal truth. You cannot solve a systemic problem from within the (sick) system, to say it another way. You gotta be able to step outside the system and look back in. When C did this tonight, he saw a big fucking mess that is unknowable, at least from meatsuit-level brain sort of thinking. So just like we’ve been working on 5D adjustments to the unbalanced 3D signals, to understand, to Grok your full situation, at least loosely from the higher level. To do this you need to step up a level, outside your current perspective, at least. But once you’re out here, the view isn’t what you think it’ll be. So what we can do to balance is different than what you might think we “should be doing” at the 3D level to “fix” things. Remember the lessons about control, specifically high-control. We float in-between dualities in order to function, to grok, to see the better way about things. To latch too much into one thing, to allow certain “hooks” or beliefs to set in place then blinds you to all other aspects out there. The moment you hook into one faction of a duality, you lose sight of the other, you collapse back down into 3D.

So float, as we’ve been recommending a lot lately. You have to be able to kind of float around different ideas without hooking into any one of them too much. Too much control, too much force is tension, and tension is unbalance. Humanity has gone about as far down the high-control route as you might want to go on your planet, should you want a fair amount of you to live and have a good life, at least. The lessons keep getting harder and harder – this life truth scales, because all truth scales. Life keeps kicking your ass when you don’t listen and learn, right? So why wouldn’t this scale? You need your asses kicked to learn your lesson, and the ass-kicking will get worse and worse and worse until we learn our collective lesson. Do you want to learn our lesson today and then move forward and stabilize now, as best we can?

Or do you need more lessons? I hope you understand how bad things could get if you all refuse to learn this lesson now.

C- I for one am pleading with you all to recognize the lessons and say no more!

HM – We’ve had enough of the old ways. We don’t need those old ways any longer. We are hoping enough of you see this, feel this, and manifest this. You have the power. You have everything you need. You only lack knowing and believing in yourselves this way.

NO big brother. No government, no God, Deity, Allah (PBUH), Jehovah, Gaia, I Am – whomever, whatever you look to as authority figure that’s supposed to save you. Even just government and social systems if you don’t look any further than your fellow humans to save you.

NO MORE. We do not need saving in that way.

We are our own saviors. It works no other way, no other way to be sure “they” are not steering us down another misdirection and unbalanced way. The Universe will keep kicking our asses, if we let it. We will get this lesson down, even if it wipes out every last one of us humans. This is the way. This is the only way that makes sense. Ascension requires balance. Complex systems require balance. What we are talking about here is a POSSIBLE vision. Future reading is easy for tomorrow, not so much 20 years out. The cone gets pretty wide at that point and there are many, many possible futures at that “time”. Nonetheless, we can choose our path from any Now in existence.

Now is Easier than Later

Maybe there are white hat groups out there, teeing us up, maybe not. It really doesn’t matter because WE still need to do the work, to take us the rest of the way. We need to pick up the baton and run with it; people need to wake up at some point and start helping row this boat. We have a critical window where the two timelines are converged in the cone. Maybe another 4 weeks, tops, I feel… Call it May 1 on the outside realm of what I feel is our time frame to set our anchor firmly in the time stream we want to continue on: Dystopia road to who the hell knows where that one ends, or get this party started now, NOW NOW, not tomorrow, but now. Now, we need to act now!

We have a window of opportunity. We cannot rely on some mythical group of helpers who may or may not exist. Us regular people need to pick up this baton and run with it at some point, or we risk losing our opportunity. IF we choose wisely. If we invoke our power, our collective power. This is why they try so damn hard to keep us apart. Think about it. If everything that divides us all today is manufactured on purpose? What if this is true? What if us regular humans are all 95% the same? What if we all find, if we slow down and talk a bit, we are all tired of the bullshit and just want some peace and fucking quiet in our World? There’s too much noise, too much uncertainty, hatred, division, and so much work, effort, treasure, and creativity is misdirected. How much of our GDP goes to maintain our GDP? Unbalanced subsystems are making the host sick!

This is the lesson of the jumble of thoughts of trying to understand what’s going on in the world today. It’s a hyper-complex dynamic system we’ve created. A lot of moving parts, and there are some easy to see central ones, for sure. But still, it’s a mess and we cannot completely wrap our individual minds around it. So we went deep to step outside and look back in for what “we can do”, but as soon as we popped out and looked back in, the answer is not what we went looking for.

We don’t fix what’s broken by understanding all the parts and figuring out one, unified, set solution because your world is now too complex. High control does not, cannot work. The system is too complex to control, but they are trying to keep control of it for dear life. They fear us taking our power seriously and invoking it. Not a single shot will need to be fired. We just stop the madness and deescalate. The sane humans of the world can stand up and start helping. This is what some of us have been prepping for, more or less. We knew it was coming, we’ve been doing some work of one kind or another that might be helpful to others in these strange, unique times we find ourselves in.

To fully stabilize, for real and for infinite future generations, at least from a death by your own hands, and this is huge. Never before in our history have we had the ability to have a real, lasting peace on Earth. Its time, people. Do you want to live in paradise or perish in hell?

C- We have this choice before us. I’m telling you, I’m pleading with you to consider this possible. Please, for the love of all that is holy – you have to believe it is possible or we will not do it. To refuse to see our target is to miss our target.

System Dynamics and Trust

We stabilize by decentralizing and trusting in our fellow humans to do the right thing for other fellow humans, and we protect ourselves by limiting subsystems to a level that won’t bring down the whole if one subsystem fails. Our systems are now too interlocked and complex. Systems dynamics shows us that a single point of failure in a very large system not only can fail, it absolutely will fail. The more complex, the more you centralize control, the more fragile it all is. This is why seeing a fall of some sort coming doesn’t take a clairvoyant, just an astute observer of 3D actions and a bit of human psychology, I guess we call it.

So you are so connected today, but now is a risky point. Seeing how interconnected you are, shady darker types who don’t give a shit about the rest of humanity are licking their chops. An interconnected centralized world is their wet dream for top-down control by the privileged few, for the privileged few. They are chomping at the bit to fix themselves at the top of this global system. The proverbial Seeing Eye at the top of one pyramid.

One pyramid for us all is not sustainable. An overly complex system cannot be ruled from above. Something will break, and the next time something breaks it won’t be a virus killing a couple million of you. Think how ugly a lot of the dystopian entertainment has been lately. Call it a warning, call it a blueprint – it can be both without it mattering. What matters is you all, in the Western 1st world, have been seeing a lot of this lately. Do you agree to that vision, of dark, depression, Hunger Games?

C – I don’t agree to this vision, so I take all those things for what I choose to make them: warnings. An anti-picture of what it is I want our path to look like. And If I have free will to choose my own life, then god damn it! I choose to make it a good, peaceful path of balance and a world where we can all kick back and just breath a little, relax, know we’re safe. Have a good rest and recuperation period, from all this hard fought war we’ve been through, our entire history. It’s baked into our DNA, our collective memory so our collective psyche. We fight. War is normal. There is always an enemy, always someone or something out there to get us, we should be scared of. But is there really? What’s really out there? Another group of humans? Who happen to want the same 95% of things I want, who I have much more in common with than the (maybe) 10,000 assholes who rule this world?

If you’re with me, then why do you keep consenting? Mass peaceful refusal to do anything we don’t want to do changes this world in one day. Don’t say it’s not possible. It is possible. We have the technology, the food to feed everyone, the ability, the know-how. The collective imagination of nearly 8-fucking-billion souls alive right now! Never more than ever before in known history! Imagine if you will a world, not to be cliché, but kind of like John Lennon’s song, Imagine. Not completely, but it’s a decent start point.

HM – Systems dynamics is the main point in tonight’s exercise. We’ll work on the long-term vision over time, we can do this but it’s a reach right now until C can hold that long cast better. But we’ll get there.

In the meantime, understand the systems dynamics at play here. We don’t need anyone to save us, we can do this ourselves. The overall world system is too complex, too interconnected. If one portion of this new foundation goes, we all potentially go. So we’re on this ship and it’s out to sea already, like it or not. You might not have knowingly agreed to this, but you are here.

Get over it. Get control of yourselves, get your fear in check – fear is fine, fear is good to know, but you cannot let it control everything you do. Have some backbone. You are soft and life has been easy, but stand the fuck up and realize what you are. You are the heir to a 200,000-year chain of humanity that has fought, and scraped, and survived. We survive, this is what we do. We are clever, and adaptive, and flexible like we cannot even remember. We are capable of so much, yet we’ve slumbered for a few generations. So know your lineage, feel it, get in touch with it. You are not a meek, powerless people. We are tough and we are smart, and we have hearts and empathy, but we do not have to all agree all the time. We just need to start rowing in the same direction. Stop letting them boss us around, trying to direct everything from above. Just a few people. They can’t control it. It is clearly out of their control. They thought they had control but they don’t. They want you to believe they are still in control, but they are not. This ship has no one at the wheel right now.

And the wheel is up for grabs, for first to step up and take it over this next several weeks. You need to wake the fuck up and quickly, if you want to help grab control. I cannot tell you life will even be THAT bad, if we let them keep control. I’ll probably manage to live out the rest of my life – say another 50 years give or take, somewhat comfortable if I can fly under the radar. Writing this stuff doesn’t help – if we go dark, at this point I’m already gone. They really won’t like people like me if we go that path. The witches will be burned again, at least metaphorically speaking. So I guess I’m all in at this point regardless.

We have time to take time, but we do need to tie this one off before we hemorrhage. Once we do that, then we’ll have taken control of the wheel and we can have some time to breathe and figure things out. I really do hope there are some real white hats out there, whoever, wherever, Q-ever they are (haha). But if not, so what? We start this thing today.

We do not need anyone but ourselves. This is the main, main point we need to drive home to each and every person on Earth. You have the power. Never let anyone, any group, anything even tell you otherwise. To convince you that you have no power is to steal your power. You give your power away when you let them lie to you. You agree to let them steer for you. This is an implicit agreement to TPTB in our world. This is how they control, through our consent.

I remove my consent; do you remove your consent?

You should also. And then you need to get active, in whatever way makes sense for you with your particular skill set. If more of you are out there, get in the game. If I am the first one – whatever, someone needs to get this ball rolling. We cannot sit back and wait for a savior. This is a huge, huge mistake. If the “good guys” are out there, then anything we do on this positive side work will feed into something that might already be rolling. Whether or not that is already rolling does not matter. We cannot sit back and wait for someone else to save us. We need to start this ourselves. I’m not sure what this looks like for anyone else. I just know we have a choice for who steers going forward. Them, or us. Us being the 95% of humanity who isn’t actively trying to work for some dark agenda. To think “they” don’t exist is a grave error. But don’t dwell. They don’t matter nearly as much as they want to think they matter. Don’t be afraid. Once we pull the plug, they’ll go quietly away because they’ll have no choice.

But we adults need to stand up and start doing what we can, and soon. We have a finite window. Do not let TPTB scare you. Fighting is not what we do. We’re beyond fighting.

Stability, get past these Covid19 issues and take control of the wheel… And then we can talk more.

Manifestation is a good tool to start wielding.

Peace and Love to All!

A New Beginning

This is a summary blog post, to be used as a guideline for past and future posts.

Now is always an option for a new beginning. But now can be easier than later, from a certain point of view. Shifts in direction of outcome are easier at certain “now” periods of our timeline. With everything going today, Now is absolutely such a time. We’ve never had a Now quite like this in any of our lives, young, old – this chaos is new for all of us! We can create order out of chaos, as one of the secretive groups rumored to be steering our world says, quite appropriately. But do we want to let such secretive groups choose and steer how our new order is estabished? Or do we collectively, all of humanity, want to take over the steering wheel and and drive open, public conversations and agreements about how we steer ourselves going forward?

This is one option we have presented to us today: the choice to bring formerly hidden things into the collective, open human consciousness. We do not need all of us to agree to such a vision, but we do need some of us steering/rowing in the same direction. This absolutely does not mean we all agree on everything. That is a fallacy that would serve us well to leave behind: that any one meta-solution or one-meta way of doing things is necessary, or even that one group or tribe or organization has the one answer. This is a major problem for humanity, when we reduce the way life on Earth operates down to manageable levels; there is no one way, no one answer, no one person, no one group who can do everything, control everything, know everything, and, therefore, steer everything. Top-down control of such a dynamic, living system is not only impossible, it’s unhealthy and unsustainable.

With the current world events, the work I’ve been struggling through over the last 18 months now comes into a new focus. I think I can offer some assistance to my fellow humans, should you choose to listen and enact these things I am going to start laying out more clearly. It’s time, and I’m ready to do my part.

What follows is an overview that can help you understand and follow what the hell I’m even talking about, in past blogs and comments, and in the forthcoming wave of posts that I have – over 400 pages of information and adding nearly every night. Some of this is so simple it’ll make you do the proverbial face-palm, and some is so complex it is a serious stretch of our language and my brain to try to explain it in a way that makes any sense. To deal with AKL is to work in an entirely different language and point of view.

If you find spiritual stuff too woo-woo, then please just give me the benefit of the doubt. Atheists and true believers and everyone in-between can get on board and help do this work. On one level we’re simply talking about a new-ish way of looking at things and going about our lives. But small changes at the individual level scale up to a global tsunami of change. Don’t let the big picture distract you and send you down rabbit holes – keep your eye on the ball and keep your focus on the individual level of what you personally are doing and can do. This will help keep the immensity of what we’re doing and up against in perspective. Keep it local, keep it personal. This scales.

If you are like me and you want to see some positive changes come out of this current chaos, then we need to take the opportunity presented in the now and start doing some things differently, together. We do not need to all agree on the how, we only need to agree somewhat on the baseline reality that we live in. This works whether or not you are interested in the supercharged level of AKL manifestation that I can help you with, if you want. Or it works from the most commonly understand 3D level of reality that we’re all mostly familiar and comfortable with. Please don’t throw the baby out with the bathwater if some of the things I discuss here are weird or strange or unbelievable.

Your belief is not required for me to help, but your agreement as to our baseline situation is helpful. But also that is not required. There are no rules here, in this new world, no commandments, no laws, no fences, gates, walls, or anything that can hold us in. There are only agreements as to how we look at this world we find ourselves in, and I think, if you just walk with me a bit here, I can help show you what I’m talking about, I can help show you that, yes, we can actually all agree on some things. We don’t need to agree on much, just a few core things and then we can effect whatever kind of change we choose to.

If you want a healthy, stable world for all of us to live in, then please hear me out. I have some helpful pointers that can help start us in a healthy direction. I do not claim to be able to answer all questions, or even much of any questions. I, of course, have opinions and they are very subjective, so take everything I say for what it is – just one person’s perspective. This is absolutely not about me. This is about you, and about us. I make no claims to be anything other than what I am telling you, so please trust only yourself. I only offer commentary and ideas, not firm truths or claims of being “right”. Personal due diligence is appropriate and important. Trust in self before you trust in anyone else. Anyone who tells you they have one answer or the answer, verify, verify, verify. Everyone has an agenda. If you don’t understand their agenda, put them in the suspect category, me included… Me especially!

Some random snippets I think will help get this ball rolling and help explain how I think I can be helpful to my fellow humans moving forward.

Human = 1

Human = 1 is THE PRIME agreement I feel we need to start and this will never change for me. This is our primary foundation to everything We do. If all things can and should be on the table, then all things can and should be taken apart before we put them back together. The value of each human, then, can be reduced to this equation. If someone cannot either agree to or even consider this to be a real foundational thing for humanity, that person should not be trusted with finger paints, let alone be allowed to have any kind of say in how Humanity deals with our collective issues necessary to stabilize ourselves.

This means equality of value of every single human being, as opposed to, for example, the idea George Orwell wrote about in Animal Farm: Some Animals are more equal than others. Meaning some humans are more valuable than others. This is a highly dangerous slippery-slope belief that can keep us on this very dark, tumultuous history we’ve lived in up to Now. Don’t get wrapped around the axle on this one, trying to slice and dice different ways to measure a human – you’ll go way down a rabbit hole that you can get lost in. Just hold the idea loosely, and in general: each human has a value of 1. Each Human has a life-value of 1, to state it another way.

Not following this ideal is one of the big problems facing us today, IMO. The rulers of our world, both the official ones and the self-appointed ones, whoever they are and however they came to be in these positions of power don’t really matter. But a belief in the superiority of one type of human over another is what’s gotten us in this predicament we find ourselves in. If you are going to believe some humans are greater than 1,  Me > 1 in other words, the logical end point of that equation is slavery at best and genocide at worst, so functionally somewhere between those two extremes.

Ideas and Terms

This is a general list of things I’m working on and things I’ve come to understand that will help understand how I do what I do and how others might follow on this path or create a similar path – whatever one chooses. General direction is what’s important, NOT absolute answers. Keep this in mind.


Akashic Level. Akashic Records is a term used by some to name the outside-of-our-3D-reality record of the Universe to include all human activity, history, thoughts, and each of our individual lives. Think of it as the galactic version of the Internet. I’ve modified this term and use it to mean “All that is in existence that we don’t normally see, feel, or even have an awareness of”. All things outside of our 3D existence, in other words. If the woo-woo troubles you, just ignore me when I talk about AKL. I find it helpful, but not functionally necessary to do the work.


Our physical reality, as we understand it today.


Meatsuit is a term I picked up from another writer. The physical manifestation of the 3D – our physical bodies, in other words. It’s kind of a cheeky term so I find it useful and humorous.

Biases and Perspectives

Biases in perspectives and perception cause confusion in understating, at all levels of our reality. Even the physical perspective on our planet of what is “up”. Our “up-down” perspective of our planet, for example, gives us a biased view of the galaxy, of the Universe even. What is up? In an X, Y, Z 3D universe, all axial-perspectives are equally balanced. To bias a perspective, to “weight” one axis over the other stats with an imbalance that one of the prime axis is better than the others. This creates and imbalance of perspective. Imbalance does not scale. For example, the Northern Hemisphere is top, up, on top – everyone knows this, right? Antarctica is down and the North Pole is up, right? No! The planet just is. We can probably make the argument, based on the plane of the elliptic, that up and down are at least the prime two “directions” we can use to orient, but who’s to say which is which? Flip it 180 degrees and nothing has changed, only perspective. Even when we think we have a perspective that “works”, it’s still a duality in two directions of one prime axis.

Perspective matters. Solutions without multiple perspectives do not scale and are doomed to fail. It’s the solution equivalent of pin the tail on the donkey. You might get lucky, but chances are high you will fail. If your perspective can easily be described as an –ism, then you have a biased and limited perspective. This goes for politics, religion, spirituality, and everything in-between.


This one can be difficult to wrap one’s mind around, and it requires a certain looseness of mind to hold, but it’s possible. The Tao Te Ching is, as far as I know, the best study of duality. If you can understand The Tao, you’re well on your way to being able to hold two apparently competing ideas at once. This is an important attribute when sifting through data and perspectives and testing ideas. Two is always better than one, and more than two is even better, if you can get that many balls in your mind at once.

F Scott Fitzgerald says “The test of a first-rate intelligence is the ability to hold two opposed ideas in mind at the same time and still retain the ability to function.”

System Dynamics & the Complexity of our 3D World

System Dynamics means one thing for business and industry, but I think it works well for overall 3D life. We are a very complex meta-system of subsystems within subsystems. Of fractals within fractals, or bubbles within bubbles are other ways to state this same thing.

Hierarchical systems assume one prime view or one prime system is possible. This is, more or less, the Mechanical or Mechanistic view of 3D: Life is a machine that can be broken down and understood by its parts and then put back together again. It has one meta-system that can be understood and controlled from the top.

This point of view dominates modern society and is possibly the primary source of our suffering and imbalance. Once a system becomes overly complex and self-supporting, removing or weakening any one part can bring the whole system down. Think of our physical bodies for scale here as a scalable idea of a complex system that can’t be reduced any further.

I propose that our human society has not always been a single complex system, but it is now. You can’t operate on the patient by removal or complete upheaval of subsystems without killing the host, without taking down the whole system. Furthermore, I propose that this very complex single system we’re in now cannot be fully understood nor controlled from a single point of control model – the pyramid model that we all know. Any small group of people cannot possibly control a system this dynamic. Why does “big C” Communism fail on a large scale, again and again? A complex system with a single chokepoint of control at top. This is not a viable solution, it does not scale, and it will therefore always fail. As an analogy, how long could you stay alive if all of the functions of your body were consciously controlled by your brain? Forget to breathe for a few minutes, forget to keep your heart beating, forget to take out the garbage for too long… And you’ll quickly die.

This means the current push for more and more centralization is killing us, absolutely and without doubt. We can remove all the conspiracy, all those trying to do good, all those trying to do bad – all of them. Throw them all out. Anyone who says we can centralize ourselves out of these problems will kill us all. At best, it’s the worst kind of hubris. At worst, it’s purposeful deception in order to kill our species, and everything in-between, of course.


This is probably the biggest hurdle that I see. The powers that be have been consolidating and consolidating over many generations, and they are within grasp of locking down full control. Children want a strong parent. Adults want to be left alone to live their lives. Do you want a parent, or do you want peer adults where we can work together on things?

We’re talking loosening up the structures of control, backing off the laws, rules, and regulations – as it makes sense to, don’t be silly and claim we’re talking anarchy here! All things must balance. That which does not balance is not sustainable. Smaller systems are easier to monitor and adjust quickly. Balance is achieved not by top-down control, but by grass-roots balance of all our subsystems. If too much control breaks it, then you’re not working far enough down the fractal. Take it apart and try again.

We’re seeing the complete and utter failure of top-down systems today. We cannot pivot and adjust because of too much control at the top. DO NOT let anyone tell you more control and more centralization are needed to “fix” things.


Project Stabilize Humanity. Before we do anything else we need to stabilize. When you’re on a frozen lake and the ice starts cracking, you lay flat and stay still. Hold in place, evaluate, and then, carefully, slowly, we can do things. What those things are I have no idea. I only see the immediate paths we have before us. To do better, we must stabilize. We can do it now, with pain and effort yes of course, but we can do it now. If we don’t take this opportunity to stabilize now, we put that much more at risk going forward. If the path we choose is not PSH and stability, we might not get another chance.

For me, a central sub-project of PSH is what I call the soft landing. I don’t want to see a hard change that puts us into too much chaos. Today we have the opportunity to take what the Corona Pandemic is giving us – yes, this is a gift, if we make it such. We can make it a gift by creating a future where today was the gift that created tomorrow’s stability.


Fear of loss creates loss. Fear is a self-sustaining emotion. Those using fear to control are harnessing an unsustainable, unbalanced system. It does not scale, so it will eventually fall. If we allow fear to control us, we will have a hard landing or no landing at all.

Time, Timelines, and Time-lives

This is a newish thing, for me, I’ve been working with. Those of you not into the woo-woo might want to stop reading now!

Time is malleable. Timelines are also, therefore, malleable. Multiple past possibilities lead to, effectively and far as we understand, a singular “now”. Time-lives are the different “me” past timeline possibilities-probabilities. Now is just now. From this Now, I can grab or promote, choose if you will, settle on one – or even more than one pasts. This is where what the Q group says makes sense to me: Future proves the past.

So future probabilities based on Now can then, change or be changed in the Now. It’s kind of a different way to think about “today’s decisions impact tomorrow”. This is where I do my manifestation work. I cast backwards into my past timeline – timelife and also cast forward, to a generalized “direction” in the future where we’ve gone a ways into PSH with the soft landing. I don’t need a solid, complete vision of the future, I just need to know which general “direction” to aim from the Now.

There is never a “better” time than now to do this, to pick our timeline and steer our timelives to an acceptable outcome. But today’s Now and, for example, next year’s Now are different with different situations. This is where “aiming” us collectively towards PSH has a level of importance. Turning direction Now is much easier than not now. The more “later” we go without directional change, the more difficult change will be in that now.

This is the time crunch they have been talking to me about, during my sessions over the past 18 months. Time is a construct from one perspective and, therefore, can be said to not matter. However, from 3D now, it absolutely matters. This is one of the many dualities that it’s helpful to understand.

There is a black project by the US government called Project Looking Glass. I believe they are or were using a technologically boosted human to play with Timelines and Timelives. There are rumors in the deep conspiracy realms of Timeline wars going on, and it might explain things like the Mandela Effect.

Good/Light and Evil/Dark

Where we go from here depends much less on good vs evil. It’s really more about fear vs love, if we’re to be honest, fear and control plus perspective. However, there is certainly “room” for a “light vs dark” perspective in what’s going on today, but don’t get wrapped around the axle worrying about good vs evil or light vs dark. Our prime agreement helps take care of this: Human = 1.

As far as dark/evil is concerned, don’t be afraid to look at it and consider it. If for no other reason than it gives us the anti-target that we do not want to be heading towards. If we’re steering our manifestation vision in a general direction of PSH, that’s a fuzzy and not exact target, so having an anti-target helps orient us to another way, a different direction than the dark/evil. Many people are afraid to even look at or consider the dark things. To think about them is to give them energy, which means to make them more possible or manifest. This is partially true, but not true also. You get what you focus on. Many of you know this. If you only focus on dark/evil, then, yes, it’s dangerous. However if you consider dark/evil as part of the whole, it can give us a healthy respect for what we don’t want so that we know which way to focus that which we do want. Don’t be afraid of the dark, but don’t dwell only in the dark or it can overcome you.


Coined by Robert Heinlein in the book Stranger in a Strange Land. As I use it, it’s best defined as: “…means to understand so thoroughly that the observer becomes a part of the observed—to merge, blend, intermarry, lose identity in group experience. It means almost everything that we mean by religion, philosophy, and science and it means as little to us as color does to a blind man.” To become one with an object, idea, or emotion, in other words; to fully understand, but not just linguistically – this goes way beyond language, hence why I like this word – there’s no other like it I can use. I suspect that’s why Heinlein had to create it!

IT Terminology

IT terminology works well, I feel. Considering the holographic/fractal nature of everything, then it stands to reason the Universe does operate digitally (I think it has to, there’s just too much data for it to be analog). Whether or not it’s a “real thing” doesn’t exactly matter. What we’re doing here is trying to frame things in language that makes sense, without losing too much in the translation, so I find it useful to frame things in IT terms such as: Files, upload, download, ping, bandwidth, maybe even IP address (energy signature), hardware (aka wetware in this case – meatsuit), software (mind/brain/ego/personality/opinions), and so on.

Fractal and Scale

I say things scale and things need to scale a lot. What I mean by this is the fractal nature of our holographic reality. Things scale up and they scale down. If a thing is to balance, then it must work at scale, both up and down. Solutions need to scale or they are unsustainable, for example.

I wrote a blog about this here: Thoughts on the Black Whole

They/Them and We

When I’m doing my deep AKL work, I think what I’m doing is officially called claircognizant, but it shifts into other clairs at times. For lack of a better way of saying it, I usually say “they told me” or “they said to me”, but often times its more of a knowing than me “hearing” or seeing, which I do at times experience it that way also. I hesitate to call what I do channeling. Most of the time I’m connecting to my higher-self, and the higher self then can plug into the AKL version of the Internet. I’ve spent a lot of time trying to define this and nearly driving myself crazy wanting to know what, exactly, it all is. I find it easier these days to just generalize with “they” and move on without too much explanation or excuses. It is what it is, believe me or don’t believe me. I have zero proof I can offer you that would make much 3D world sense. For me, this is probably the most difficult of the clairs because it’s very difficult to discern the difference between one’s own inner voice – Ego – and them. If I ever question, I error on the side of blaming the more outlandish and crazy shit on my ego. If it’s dark or serves self, then it’s usually ego-based. If it scales and serve PSH and humanity in general, then it’s safe to call it “them”. When I say We, I mean 3D me and Them working together or talking together in agreement. Oftentimes the knowing blends together so I can’t peel away Me or Them, so I just saw We.

Fear is the Mind Killer, a Call to Action

I don’t have much of a voice, but that’s no reason not to make the effort, if even for my own sanity. What follows is a conversation with my higher self. If that idea bothers you, consider this a deep meditation on current events and how we might do better.

I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
Frank Herbert, Dune

Humanity has everything it could ever need, right now, to stabilize and settle in for the long-haul. We haven’t always had it so close, in our grasp. But our technology is… I was going to say coming alive but C raises a good warning at this, we need to be careful how we translate. Coming alive as a euphemism for geometric progression of something. His music really came alive when he mastered the chords… So NOT alive like AI, but what you’re building is damn good now. As above, so below. Your tech is getting closer to the other realms. But your tech needs to be your tool, not your crutch for everything that you are and do.

This is a big worry today. You are never before so well connected, yet you all also haven’t ever been so disconnected. At least in the Western, 1st world and many of the up and coming 2nd world developing countries. So few are truly poor, as we’ve discussed before. Yes, so many, due to sheer numbers, so many are still in dire need – that is never any implication in what we say. We simply state facts. Facts do not countermand other facts. More than one fact can exist together as much as only one might exist alone. We know this, we all know this, yet we fight on our hill and argue, as if most of life is an X or Y argument, when the reality is nearly ALL LIFE is a much more nuanced discussion about what is valuable and not valuable and what it means to be a useful Human being in this world. This is where we would be better suited focusing our energy and attention. We have the technology to do it from grassroots, with minimal work. We don’t really need them, TBTB (The Powers That Be) once we get to this realization, and, to me, it feels like we’re close.

Perhaps this is why all the death throes of a dying power structure that sees the end of its own days. Too proud to just relinquish control to the juggernaut of nature that will turn them asunder, regardless of how much or how little they fight. They know this. They have to know this, or they wouldn’t be going so ape shit out in the open these days. TBTB are on life-support and many of us know it, we feel it in our bones. Change is in the air, and they are going out like a bunch of spoiled, entitled little fucking children, if we’re to be frank. I’m not here to point fingers, if only to challenge my fellow human beings – even TBTB, for you are one of us; there is only us, not us and them. You had your time, and if you force this, you are going to take a lot of us down in the crossfire. Yet you persist nonetheless.

Why? You know as well as the rest of us, the adults are going to take over now. We’re not going to go the way of our forefathers, and of your forefathers. We’re not going to march into the slaughter for you ever again, so you don’t get to go the way of your forefathers regardless how much you may want to.

The adults of the world are waking up and we’re tired of this shit.

There’s no need for us to keep acting like this. As if what they use to divide us really matters that much. We’re happy to just go along to get along, the average, sane humans of this planet. We would have never made it this far if we are not the overwhelming majority. Yes, too many of us will look the other way when we shouldn’t, but we do know it won’t take all of us. Just some of us to tip the balance, and I believe we have reached this time.

The overplayed, over-hyped fear porn reaction has jumped the shark, as they say. Regular, salt-of-the-Earth folks are calling bullshit on this one. The jig is up. They can still cause us some serious pain in the ass, if we don’t get our shit together quickly, but we are doing great so far!

But they still control all the power centers. They can still cause us much damage, so adults of the world need to stand up and be adults, people. You know who you are, don’t go hiding, thinking you don’t understand what I mean. Those of you who still have a backbone and know a few things about decency in this world. I’m not talking about saints, by any means. Even petty criminals know who the real criminals are. Fear is the great killer they use against us.

When we can stabilize people to not be in fear, then we’ll know we’ve won. Fear is their only real weapon. If fear is all they really have, do you see why they are so afraid of us, of the people? How few of them there really must be, who pull most of the big strings in this world. We know it’s not all that many – maybe 10,000 total, if even that. And we are closing in on 8 billion strong. See anything in that equation? The terror they have of us. If we find out. If we discover the trick. If we simply walk away from their narrative and start our own, new one from the foundation of the old, of course.

How desperate they must be to openly pull the levers, that the propaganda and fear porn has become so obvious to so many. Do they not understand how they are pouring fuel on this fire they allowed to get going under their feet? They thought they had it all figured out. Their families have for centuries, but then something changed. I suppose it was inevitable, is inevitable. Give a thinking, cognizant being enough free time and s/he might just start figuring a few things out. If you’ve built your entire charade on the old paradigm of humans needing a strong parent unit to direct them, to boss them around, to kill and cull them when mom & dad thought it necessary, either for sport or greater cause in their end game, or whatever. That’s built on a lie, and when an adult realizes they’ve been bossed around with children’s rules, they simply stand up from this kindergarten desk of a reality they have for us and walk out of the room. We don’t have to play their game, and not even all of us need to make this shift, this realization. I do not know how many we need… Maybe 10% of the population. If the estimates we’ve seen – loosely – are correct, from people in bad, bad war zones. From WWII Europe, I think it was and this sounds about right.

So 5% of people are genuinely good and will not go along with anything immoral or evil. 5% are evil and take pleasure in being evil and destructive, and 90% just want to be left alone and will go along one way or the other, to a point. Tip that balance a bit one way, you get the Holocaust. Tip it back the other way, and we can get the opposite of the Holocaust. Germany was certainly militarized and heavily propagandized to support the Nazi regime, but by no means were all Germans Nazis. People don’t remember that part. So they allowed it to happen under their noses, and we somehow think that makes them evil… But the Stanford prison experiment shows otherwise. The vast majority is… well, sheep is applicable, but it’s so damn derogatory. It’s not quite right, because a sheep never pushes back. Decent humans will go along to a point, but at some point many will push back. Not all of course, and there’s probably some kind of sliding scale… But nonetheless the point is to look at tipping that balance in the other direction this time. Let’s say just another 5% of the population coming to the light side. That’s not really that many people. 5% of 7.5 Billion. That’s 375 million people, give or take. That’s not so many, really. 5% is way better than trying to get 50% on board, so don’t sit there feeling like this is too much. If only 10 of you could do it, nothing happens. We need real, lasting change. We need enough of us to hold an idea to make it real. We need enough of us to manifest a vision and then each take a small part of the mission and do what we think we can do to help the others along.

Feelings always come attached to a thing, an event, a memory, a physical action, words said, life lived, IOW. Right? A trigger is a commonly understood word these days, and it is a very good word to use here, in this way. There is an action of some sort that then kicks off feelings in our body, correct? An action and the feeling are, therefore, independent “things”. This means the trigger and the emotional response can be separated, if one chooses to contemplate this and enact it. As we’ve touched on before, this is not like a Vulcan of the Star Trek stories, devoid of emotion. We, in fact, are now free to feel emotion fully, as an adult and not in fear of it. To master emotion you do not run from it, as Frank Herbert instructs. You turn into it. You, as Melissa Mayer says, you lean in.

Fear is the great controller. It allows others outside of you to control your mind, and it allows your own mind to play tricks on you and engage the lower mind/brain functions to override the higher you. There are different layers of us in here, within our own minds. We always think of mind as in here, and soul as something packed in here also. Like you opened up your body as if it’s a suitcase, I suppose, and insert one soul in the body for the trip, and away you go on a grand adventure. When you’re done, you open the old (hopefully), weathered suitcase and take the soul back out.

As many of you know, you don’t, in fact, use all that much of your brains… of your entire bodies, for that matter. As your science is coming along with understanding, the mind is not just the brain, not by a long shot. There are more neurons in the human gut than in the brain. The fascia is thought to act like fiber optic cables. The organs and parts of you have their own inherent intelligence. Talk to someone who was sick and took Ayahuasca to heal. They have conversations with their “sick” organs all the time; it’s not that strange these days as you might think upon first hearing such things. Your entire bodies are the end-point of your infinite existence, and there is no “here” and “there” when it comes to physical and the rest of the beyond 3D Universe. It is all just here. You are the endpoint extension of this insertion point into the physical, but you are by no means sealed off from the rest of it, the levels and frequencies beyond 3D.

C- The play pen. I think I get why.

Right. Can’t have spoiled, petulant children manifesting chaos and destruction from the higer than 3D levels (AKL). So think of it as prison, or think of it as your play pen, to keep you and everyone else safe. You have the key to walk right out that door, as we’ve been over and over and now over again. There is no lock. There is not even a door.

There is only knowing, and when you know, then you know.

Find the others, and if you can’t find them, then start your own grassroots group. Don’t expect Q to do the work beyond what Q can do. We appreciate some help, if they are going to get the ball rolling, yes please!

But at the end of the day, the rest of us… Us regular people who do want to see us stabilize, we need to get off our asses. Call this a manifesto if you want, I suppose that word isn’t completely inaccurate. However, as we’ve said from the get-go, this isn’t about judgment or telling anyone what’s right, wrong, or how to fix anything. This is just the first order of business as we see it:  stabilize first, progress second. There is no real progress without stabilization.

We can’t fix it from within the problem – as Einstein tells us. New perspectives are in order, new paradigms to settle into place. Pull us back from war, collapse, famine, nuclear war God forbid, plague, whatever else they try to release on us. The key is going to be control our fear. If we can keep the fear from turning to panic, then we’ve made some good progress, then we can have the adults sit down and, in the open of course – always in the open going forward, clean this fucking mess up. Gawd, we’ve made a mess of things in some ways, yet not so much in other ways. Don’t forget to give yourselves a collective pat on the back. Not all make it this far, and we have a pretty damn good fighting chance now. We can do this.

Notice to Q and other White Hat Groups, if they even exist

To Q Anon, and all the other rumored and supposed groups, shit or get off the pot already and let’s get this thing turned around before it gets too ugly!

If you are waiting for someone to ask you or tell you, fine, I will step forward and be this person. Someone’s gotta light the public fuse. If you are worried about full disclosure, then form a committee in the open. Open up the books, let us all get a good view of where we are, and then we can work on this problem together. There’s gotta be some level of trust here, but if you all are, in fact, who you claim to be, then it’s time to put up or shut up. If you keep letting things slide, then you know where this could go. None of us sane adults want this powder keg to blow. You need to start coming forward and opening up. A good way to start would be a new kind of open sources committee. A wiki on steroids, bringing adult representatives of humanity together, whoever they might be and wherever we find them. It isn’t that fucking difficult to find a decent human being and create some sort of overseeing role that can help filter through all the disclosure information – ALL OF IT must be on the table, if we are to trust.

So do we have enough of us demanding this? An idea can go viral in a few days now. Now is the time, when we still have global communications and a fairly level playing field. If this goes too far – and maybe it’s not Corona… But these are getting worse and worse, and the propaganda is getting more and more ham-fisted. Even simple, middle-America country folks are calling Bullshit. C’mon, man. Enough of this pussyfooting already, before we lose too many. You who claim to be fighting for the light, for the White Hats, for the people – for human decency – where are you? We don’t need another cryptic code and fortune cookie predictions; we need real action.

And if there are no official groups or people really out there, if those groups are just more misdirection and falsehoods, then the adults of the world need to stand up and pull the reigns now, before we lose too many. A lot of people seem to say maybe we don’t lose too many if we leave the current power structures in place, but how can you possibly measure that? You’re going to hope for humanity’s future on maybe a group of generational sociopaths and psychopaths won’t kill more of us off as we try to uproot them. You’re going to bank on that maybe? How’s that worked out for us thus far?

We don’t need a savior, but we sure could use some help one way or another. So get on the right side of this before it gets too ugly. You all who know, know.

Human = 1

There are ways through this, but we need all of us and we need to work in the open, in the light, and in the truth. And people need to really get a say in things, in whatever way is reasonable and makes sense to ensure stability. And we’re careful not to take that too far in any direction. The foundation is the individual. There is no further division of humanity, so, therefore, this is the baseline for humanity that we must support, if we are to be balanced and whole. I’m sorry collectivists but there is no other way around this. Groups can be divided. If we are going to dig in to our problems and issues fairly, we need to be able to reduce the fractal down to its base unit.

The base unit of humanity is one human. No ifs, ands, or buts. Prove me wrong if you can, I’m open to other ideas but I don’t think this one can be taken away from us; human equality I am talking about. To prove that thesis wrong, you need to make 1 human either more than one or less than one. As in, this one is worth less so we can sacrifice her to promote the better 1+ human. I hope most of you reading that, groking it, feel that pit in your stomach of how this is a simple, reduced to the most simple equation you can deal with when working to build a functional, healthy society. Human = 1, or else the 1+ humans will eventually start killing off the 1- humans. This has been our curse for all of this recorded history. Supremacy of any one person, group, tribe, belief, color-race (we’re one race of mongrels, for Christ’s sake). I hope you feel that pit of fear, of realization of how correct this must be. One human has to = 1, else we can start killing the -1s. An adult human does not need a collective, she can stand on her own, if she chooses to.

So collectivists and nanny-state control shit-heads, get lost. The adults can take over now, we just need a couple hundred million of us. Not so many. Very likely, we don’t even need that many. If such a small amount of people can keep the lies so well hidden for so long, then a few more of us awake and open is probably all we need. Maybe 5x their numbers feels good, with enough wiggle room. So 50,000 people awake and rowing in the same direction ought to be a seismic shift.

So call it what you want, but those with ears and desire, join us, please.

Not in agreement or religion or politics. Simply in humanity, first and foremost. There’s really no reason for a lot of the bullshit we allow in our world. Plenty of us know this quite clearly these days. It’s about high time the adults step up and start getting this ship righted, before we go too far. A lot of you know what I’m talking about.  You don’t even have to believe in getting your Universal connection going in order to supercharge your manifestation vision. You can simply decide to be a decent human being and step up to the challenge.

We’re ready to grow up. I sure am.

How about you?

Cosmic Lessons, Timeline Manipulation, and Q

I have two topics here that I’ve been afraid to admit openly, but I’ve decided to plow ahead. Feel the fear and do it anyway, right? Gotta crack some eggs to make an omelet, even if I lose or annoy people, or put myself on certain lists that I would rather stay off of. I can’t do my work without talking openly about these things that I connect to, even the crazy-sounding stuff.

1/30/20 Session Notes

Just now, before sitting down to write, I received a lesson-vision, in how we see other species, other galactic sentient entities IOW, as not hideous if/when we ever meet outside of this galaxy. Life is always a function of the love/effort of the compression of the Universe (that holds physical reality in place), so you must see an entity from this level  – the geometric 4D/5D is the same, anyway. But any non-star pattern – bipedal, two arms, 1 head – it’s allegedly the base pattern for our… system? Galaxy cluster? So non-5star pattern is bound to look ugly, scary, demonic even to us. But remember – from their frame of reference we would represent the same to them.

No idea why that popped in as a lesson, but excited for the implications of this lesson.//

PN (Personal Note) – I haven’t admitted this to anyone yet, but I believe I’ve stumbled on to timeline manipulation and forward planning, how it can functionally work as a tool to ensure we are in control of our own destinies. Just like with climbing or with one ship towing another at sea: I use pilot lines. I fire a pilot line off into the future, as a manifestation vision, AND ALSO then in the future, you fire lines into your past validating the future as you’ve made it. In deep AKL meditation, I seem to be able to navigate around and agree to accept or reject different future probabilities; different pilot lines, IOW.

As Q says, Future proves past. This of course has multiple meanings, but I think it works here also. I believe this is Project Looking Glass type stuff here. I’m having good results just on my own, so imagine if the oculus devices rumored to be a real thing are, in fact, real things? Someone has been dicking with our timeline probabilities, if that is the case. And, if that is true, then us functioning Adults need to get that Pandora’s box closed back up as best we can manage.

Maybe this is functionally a real thing, time-casting forward AND back in time, or maybe it’s just a mental construct tool that helps me build my own vision for my future. As with all these things I fool around with, if it works, it is what it is. If no one gets hurt, then we leave it alone.//

PSH must be us doing it for ourselves, and it will be hard work for now. Because any other way sacrifices to an unknown vision of a savior of some sort, and I cannot trust that vision to not wipe out a good number of us. The only measurement that makes sense in this world, to me, is this:

One Human Being = 1

No ifs, ands, or buts. We all equal 1. Ultimate parity. If this is a core Universal truth, and it feels as such to me, when in AKL, then the only fair solution to PSH is to start today by stabilizing so that every 1 can have the best world to try to make their way. This means any manifestation I agree to – Yes, “they” are peppering me with probabilities; different futures, IOW, different “pilot lines”. But they all jump from here to happy ending in my lifetime – which would be SO cool!!! But I don’t see how we can stabilize that quickly without cutting off a lot of 1’s from the equation. You could DMT-shot the whole planet, I suppose… But even that is against many 1’s free will. For it to be honest, and ascension is about absolute accuracy – honesty and truth, of a sorts. And it kills me to not to agree to the ego-based “we win big and quick” vision. Full disclosure tomorrow will rock the world. We are so goddamn propagandized, we MUST function under the Precautionary Principle. Survival is of utmost importance, as many of our fellow 1’s as we can carry on this ark. We can’t throw half of our passengers overboard, not honestly.

Christ… How many cliché stories are there like the modern Avengers movie series, where Thanos snaps and wipes out half of life in the Universe, to save the Universe? How perverse is this? I would rather annihilate trying to save us all than bump off half. Even (bumping off) any, if we can possibly do it…

Yes, given a choice I will sacrifice us all to save us all. Anything else is NOT scalable… Or is it? How does nature handle this equation, of species survival? I’m not talking natural selection and natural disease, death cycle. I’m talking putting a gun to some-1’s head and pulling the trigger, if it’ll save, for example, 10 more. In those games, I choose to not play at all, like the old War Games movie. The only way to win is to never play.//

For our own self-preservation, we must prove our civility and stability. For our own survival, it’s necessary also, so I see it as win-win. You can keep killing yourselves for only so long with revolution after revolution. It’s time to try something different, don’t you think?//

I recall writing this already, I think… Maybe. Einstein said “give me one miracle…” (regarding how the Universe first kicked off with the big bang. They need a miracle to get over the initial just before the big bang part, or it doesn’t work.) Shit, they all still do today, the Big Bangers, whatever they think of themselves (the physical materialists): give me one miracle.

For me, I do want one little one…

Q I think is it for us, but I still worry at the entrapment game at play here, somewhat against my own principles. If Q fits what disclosure information is starting to hint at, then it’s possible… Gotta make it believable to be possible; this COULD be the start if we make it so. I’ve been receiving Q references in my deep AKL work since last summer. Not a ton of them, but enough to scare the shit out of me at first, and now to consider the possibility/probabilities at play here. I am still not sure it’s not, as they say, a LARP, a misdirection… But I’m hopefully optimistic, enough so that I’m willing to use it as a foundational manifestation point for now.//

Perfect love for a manifestation vision isn’t a mindless anything goes sort of thing – it’s NOT being a True Believer, a zealot and non-thinking. Use your minds and souls, ALWAYS uses your minds and souls. This means even when standing at the foot of the Creator of the Universe itself, ask for proof. It would expect nothing more from an inquisitive child. I was fearing if I don’t “100% believe” then it’s not a clean cast/manifestation, and I might do more harm than good. But, upon further reflection, that’s silly. I can love a plan and work for its manifestation while still keeping an eye for the exit, should the path ever feel wrong. Mistakes happen. Even in mystic time-casting land. True believers are dangerous.

Trust but verify and be ready to run for the exit should we need to! What this means for me is I choose the pilot line very carefully and hold it until I do or do not need to let go. And then I choose again when necessary. Regular course corrections are necessary.

Peace and Love to all!


January 12th Meditation

These are raw notes from last night, so I apologize that I they are choppy. However, I feel time is of the essence for some pointers that can be helpful in framing tomorrow’s global session. We’re at a crux here, and many of you feel this… But many of us don’t know how to wrap our minds around where we go from here, functionally and in a model that works. If feels too big at times. We can meditate on peace and a more kind, humane world, but we don’t know how that works between here and there.

If I may be so bold as to offer some ideas for how this path could work going forward; I’m here to help.

1/11/20 Session Notes

…The real how to plug in and, yes in a way, tune in and drop out. That was a very profound idea for the time. Imagine if it had been allowed to thrive and grow as an idea organically? You do understand now the government and your “authorities” shut that one down very quickly and completely? Authoritarian and downright immoral, if we’re honest. We know this. When we look at our history of conquest over our native brothers and sisters – NO this is not “Liberal hippy shit” or “woo-woo unrealistic bullshit” – REAL love and REAL respect for our fellow human beings demands, at the least and if nothing more, an honest accounting of history and how, why, we’re here and.. YES! who we enslaved, killed, subjugated and subverted as “necessary evils”, or whatever/however we call it. I’m not talking about judgment. So many people get their panties in a bunch when they think they are going to have the finger of judgement pointed at them; even more so when they know they are absolutely guilty of what’s being pointed in their direction. I’m talking about an honest appraisal of where we are today and how we’ve come, collectively, to be here together, with some of us “on top”, and many of us crushed underneath those “on top”… BUT also an honest appraisal of how good 90% of us now are in the world, some more than other, of course, but never before in our known history have so many been so well off. We cannot ignore this, either.

Our history of arts, sciences, and intellectual advancement – we’re kicking ass and taking names as a society. We have a lot to be proud of! But religions over-laid with politics and all those kinds of human “developments”, that threw a very good number of our forefathers into the meat grinder of history. I’m not interested in blame, in who’s to blame.

We are here today with a choice. To have a real, full honest accounting of our history and who we really are, today. It’s not pretty on many levels. PSH, I feel, requires it. How can any of our still subjugated, oppressed, and abused fellow humans – we know there are still millions – shit, 100’s of millions of people we’re still fucking over, still turning a blind eye to. And I’m not even advocating revolution or “down with the status quo” at all. We can’t smash everything to nothing and start over (well, we can, but I choose to shut that path down and work on a better future – PSH and Soft Landing). We can start over from here, if we choose; if YOU choose and stop fucking forgetting that you’ve already made this choice!

Seriously, work to do. You know this, so chin up, head out of ass, and get busy doing the work that we need. This is the path. You choose this. You now live it. The Mandalorian is very right here. A warrior’s path is a choice that we never break, ever. Your will is stronger than anything in your reality, when you choose and know to focus, or when your heart is 100% behind or into something. You know this, but we need to keep reminding you until you can hold the thought/idea in your minds and make it a reality, so listen…

WE KEEP TELLING YOU!!! It’s in all your fables and stories and myths. The pure heart, the honest swearing of a sacred oath. Hello, anybody listening? These cultural themes and meta-memes you have… Why do you think they are so ingrained in all of your psyches? Instructions, maybe, of a sorts? For those who know to listen, the main cultural metaphors, like the white knight in Western/European culture, the worthy just war, love at first sight – all that hero’s journey stuff.

This isn’t hippy-dippy crap, asking for something for or from nothing; there is no free lunch. All things come with a cost, so we need to be honest in order to understand the costs. I’m only asking for an honest accounting of human history, to include unmasking of all the hidden and corrupt BS these days – especially that, but also an honest accounting of how we all came to be saddled with these problems,  and then we start talking and working through things. All things ought to be on the table.

All I can help offer is a path from here to there, but from “there” WE ALL get to have a say, one way or another. To at least have an honest and safe opportunity to have a say, at least. There is ZERO justifiable reason anyone can morally argue against peace and stabilizing ALL of us. We have the ability to do this, so there is no honest answer against why we don’t do this, make it our #1 effort going forward. If we want to have a chance to keep the 7-generation plan going, we must start now and start at the beginning. Like the children we are. Clean up our rooms and behave like a decent, civilized sibling to our fellow humans. How can we possibly justify any more war, destruction, etc. when we know this? Now don’t you see how truly evolutionary and, yes, even the r-word as much as I don’t like to use it. The r-word, as it’s understood, I mean to mean big and huge changes, but let’s please do work to drop the r and have us an Evolutionary change. No more revolution as we’ve know it.

This is why they crushed the tune in, drop out counter-culture 60s. It’s dangerous stuff, to those few with interest in maintaining the status quo. You know who and what I mean. Some are even self-sustaining systems larger than any person, so will take a coordinated effort to turn that inertia of an idea/norm around. But even those are just ideas, and ideas are all anything is, really! It’s all filtered through your minds, so all you know is a construct within your own mind, anyway…

So, sure, everything is just an idea, isn’t it? Not to rabbit-hole with another Descartes “do I exist” hard problem… There are whole books already written, so we won’t linger here, but it IS this way, isn’t it? And if you can see that and know it also, then changing ideas isn’t really that big of a deal… it is, but it isn’t. This is how we make the impossibly huge and intimidating small and manageable. We scale it down until it’s at a level we can handle – change an idea in our own minds, and then keep moving forward. If it scales, it works. Remember this as we move forward. As we’ve said before, solutions MUST scale, or they are not solutions.//

Interesting thought just now. The Cobra meditations for peace and light activation this weekend have a specific time to meditate, because we live in a 3D+ density where time does matter, they say. I thought:  “I disagree that time matters, but I can see for those who still are in only 3D+, then yes absolutely. I’ll just tunnel in to the right time if I miss it.” (now is not yet the Time – lol – for this discussion, but this is something I’ve been working on. Manifestation and time tunneling – Timeline Probability Maintenance, in other words. I believe this is something we can do.)//

Interesting point that came when I was half-in the portal just now:

I suppose I am one of a group just coming online now, to help with the next phase. We’re maybe a few steps ahead – we’re 5D – Akashic – ascension first-adopters! 🙂

So, as egotistical as I know this sounds, trust me I do know and recognize how this sounds, but I am here to help pull us forward. We’ll need new committees of sorts, and those of us a few steps ahead can help stabilize in the initial phases of what we could bring into reality if we keep working and expanding.

The next wave is just about needed to step up. Soon, I hope. It’s still not guaranteed, but I do feel confident we are in the midst of an awakening. I mean Jesus, while Marianne Williamson, God bless her! – and I mean that in a fully as I can from this 5D level. The topics she brought to the national consciousness/stage, can you imagine even just 6 years ago, 5 even, her even being “allowed” to have this traction and make it this far??!!

There are some good signs this week. WWIII seems to have fizzled, for the time being, cooler heads prevailed. Fuck. That was probably as close we came as the Cuban Missile Crisis, it was just more subtle and fast-moving. But maybe we exaggerate… I dunno. It was scary this past week, regardless.//

The ugly of the world is fertile soil for beauty and art. Don’t pity the tortured artist. The pain is the fertile ground that grows great art and evolutionary expansion. Pain is growth. This is not an evil or dark worship of pain for pain’s sake. Suffering with no beauty at the end of that journey is just a pain-endurance existence, and we are not saying that’s a “good” thing. Like seeing the beauty in the pain that pushes us to greatness, not always… Listen to  Billy Holiday The Lady in Satin for an example of what I mean. She’s at the end of her career, voice raspy and full of beautiful suffering of a life lived hard.

Perhaps this is a way we can move forward with “righting historic wrongs.” Acknowledge an honest view of the pain inflicted and those crushed under the boot of the victors of history. History is written by the victors, of course it is. After that, we can then point to the Billie Holidays of the world and see the deeper pain and, yes, beauty in the art that came into manifestation because of this suffering. Let us never forget – as far as we know as a species, some of our very best art and evolutionary thinking comes from some of our most broken fellow human beings. The tortured artist is such a cliché for a reason. So then we move forward with an honest view of who we are and who the abused.

In other words, we use the privilege of our place as “Victors” in this world to pull the rest of our fellow human beings along with us and stop using them to perpetuate our station in life. This does not mean going backwards in order to go forwards; there is plenty for everyone without having to break it all down and start from scratch. We’ve done that enough in our history. Let’s stabilize and move forward, finally, and for real this time.

It’s your choice. Don’t be afraid – there are plenty of us out here who can help and want to help.

Find the others.

Peace and love to all!


Two Little Agreements and We Change the World

CliffsNotes for session notes and annotations:

  • C- Denotes “Me” asking a question or inserting “my” comments. Any text without a C- in front of it is, for lack of a better tern *them* talking through me. Don’t worry who/what “them-they” are – it doesn’t matter and they tend to get annoyed when I ask.
  • // is a section break. These sessions are raw note downloads, so they do not always flow from one section to the next like a good article or story does. The section break is to help you see there’s a break from the previous topic.

However all this *them* stuff is as best as I can “translate” what they are saying at that time I connected. A standard rule for this work – for any and EVERY person who claims to do this sort of work, please trust nothing I say. Zero, not a single thing I say anywhere and at any time. Do not believe it until you run it through your own filter and come to your own decision as to any “truth” that I might have gotten lucky and laid out correctly. All messages filter through Me, a fallible and suspect human. Every single channeling, writing, religious work, or supposed “word of God” anything – yes, anything and everything in our little world…

All of those messages had to pass through a human to be manifest in this world. Nothing manifests without human interaction and intervention. There is not yet a single one of us Human Beings who can claim to be 100% plugged in with zero bias, no ego, and no agenda wrapped around the message. Our language itself is imperfect with bias and inaccuracies baked in! There is no such thing as a perfect vessel for the message, because we humans are imperfect. Any and all messages from “the other side” are, therefore, suspect and should be framed in this context. Up to and including, yes, the biggest of the big religious works and writings. Lest I be accused of being coy, I’ll say it plainly: The Koran, Talmud, Tao te Ching, Bhagavad Gita, Bible, Book of Mormon, and so on. Every single one of them is biased and incorrect, because every single one of them passed through a human to exist in our reality. Even the best-known channel of our time, Edgar Cayce, everything came through with a very obvious Christian packaging. Not because Christianity is the message and THE truth, but because Cayce was a devout Catholic. Even in trance, his base humanity wrapped everything he downloaded with his 3D reality matrix of Christianity.

This is very, very important for all of us to understand, to grok, if we are to have any success stabilizing our world.

And yes, I know full well even saying this out loud is an offense punishable by death in some cultures. You want to burn me at the stake or issue religious death warrants, have at it. We have larger issues to deal with so grow the fuck up if me saying this triggers you into an apostasy seizure and you choose to lose your mind. We need adults in this effort, not little children who can’t control their own emotions and thoughts. If we are to get somewhere EVERYTHING has to be on the table for rethinking or reinterpretation, through the lens of “this came from a human, so let’s be careful how we use it”.

8/30/19 Session Notes

C- I am not trying to gain converts here. Each person can help things go better – and they really don’t have to do much but just agree to shift a few “sacred cow” core truths, and agree to consider than any “set in stone” belief or dogma could use a little updating – just a little smidge of evolution. So much yet so little required to effect change, when enough people hold these ideas in their hearts, then change can/will easily happen.

Simple, but not easy.

So, if there is an “enemy”, it comes as doubt, fear, and… Kind of a heavy-heart sad feel/flavor to it. It can be powerful stuff, self-doubt. Well, the “enemy” out there is a great allegorical story for our own inner self-sabotaging, negative voice that can send us down dark paths, if we indulge it. Is it really “Satan, the adversary” whispering and manipulating you, or is it just our own dark sides?

I propose that it does not matter one bit! Dark done in the name of dark – what difference who or what name we give to it, where the idea or responsibility even matters – evil, dark – what the fuck difference does an academic argument of ultimate fault matter, when we’re talking why a person chooses to go dark? Personal responsibility, I’m talking about here. Many want to shirk it, but I think we all know deep down – hell, I do, so I think I can assume… I think we all know deep down we each really do have 100% responsibility – us adults/grown and adult-brain-functioning humans – know we are in charge of “me”, yes?

I think a lot of ego and mental gymnastics get in the way of admitting it, but it is… I control me, period.

And, if that’s true, then the “the Devil told me to do it” or I choose to hear the devil, or even I make up this story because I want to do X some dark thing…. Then a dark thing/thought/action done is a dark thing, regardless if us humans are the puppet or the puppet master – darkness/evil committed, just is what it is.

Meaning, I think if we’re to have any rules here moving forward, then we need to collectively agree on a few core, common ideals. NOT rules, NOT religion.

  1. All functioning Adult Humans are responsible for their own individual actions and words, period.

It seems so painfully obvious and reasonable… Yet this is a fucking controversial idea! Personal responsibility for self through self-actions and self-words – that’s all!

God Damn, and to think we fight against this idea!

Even shorter ideal: I control me.

So if each one of us (functioning adults, again for the yea but’s in the back, FUNCTIONING ADULTS) if we all are ultimately our own puppet masters, so to speak… Then there is ultimate personality responsibility inferred with any and all activity of every single (functioning adult) human on Earth, every thought, action, deed, and word. If no blame for darkness/evil in the world can be blamed on anyone outside of ourselves, collectively even, then – and I think I have sound logic here, but maybe I’m not conveying the abstract idea so well… I’m having trouble, because personal responsibility does not mean bad things don’t happen or bad people don’t behave badly. It’s admitting ownership of our own actions/deeds/words. Self-accountability – being an Adult, IOW.

But it means you can’t lay your problems on anyone or anything’s doorstep, and that is a very tall order for someone who has been deeply wronged/hurt by another person or group… But I don’t mean fault for the evil/bad/dark things that happen to us.

Even now, I’m having to flesh this out and be careful articulating what is and isn’t “I control me”. I should be painfully and blatantly obvious… and that’s a core reason we are so fucked up. But I really feel, if enough people wrap their minds and hearts around this and agree to put it into every day practice, then we can indeed transform the world, for peace and our future.

C- And I don’t need any channeling or muse to know what in my heart feels right and necessary, and I visualize and focus on manifesting that reality. AKA, I hope & pray!!! HAHA, spiritual joke. (Hope and pray is kind of pissing into the wind, spiritually speaking, as I understand it – passive and not helpful, in other words).

//… connecting to a higher-level soul complex, what you might call a mentor of a sorts, in the Akashic-realm. But felt from a higher/next level, if you will, not in time but in energy and love vibration, for lack of a better term, closer to the light. Spiritually more developed than us spiritual bottom-dwellers – and make no mistake, humanity is barely above shit-flinging, cannibalistic chimps. You really are barely-functioning little babies, spiritually speaking. It’s how you are capable of so much fucking purposeful destruction! WTF! Man, you people got some issues! So, yea, big fucking headline if you didn’t know – you humans are some petty, childish, brutal, evil, spoiled and entirely too self-entitled little bitches… spiritually speaking.

The ideals professed are more of this spiritual complex than any one person/soul you humans want us to name. We are trying to draw parallels here in your language, but it’s not easy. Language is such an imperfect tool, but it’s all you have for the time being.

C- Frustration, I feel what they mean, but it’s hard to translate, even just kicking back and letting them talk through me, more or less. I think channelers call it a group of souls or “soul-complex” – that feels like as good a term as any; much better than any one name in our language – that’s just a rabbit hole, so worry less about “who/what” is talking, and just listen to the message.

So don’t take the above admonishment as you’re all bad little shits, spiritually speaking. You have incredible, unbelievable potential – shit, you all can’t even dream of today… but you are young and naïve, and a danger to yourselves and your planet, unless you get past your terrible twos, spiritually speaking, and grow up a little. Some self-realization and actualization would go a long, long way for you people. There is so much more out there if you just stay curious and open to change and evolution. You all can choose to change, and then you will. As we say – as you all say, C and his martial arts buddies say all the time – simple, but not easy. So, you do need to get off your ass and mentally in the game, but it really isn’t that much each person needs to do to help. It’s really nothing more than a shift of internal attitude, once you agree to be in control of yourselves, coupled with a knowledge of and feeling of connection to all your fellow humans, animals, life of the whole planet. Put those two little things together in your mind, and we change the world. We take a collective step in evolution together, and we totter forward one shaky step to adulthood at a time.

Note to clarify “Soul Complex” in your world/reality, a soul can be plugged into their “Soul Complex”, while on your 3D plane is their own Human persona. So someone claiming to be the savior or a savior is both telling the truth, but also not telling the truth. You gotta drop the idea of your prophets and wise people… It’s one thing to talk to/hear/channel from another soul complex, it’s something else entirely for someone to claim to be the flesh & blood embodiment of a soul complex. Be careful around those people. Beware cults of personality, IOW, in real life, we’re not talking writing/history/scripture even. There is a lot of good and truth in your religious books, so they are in part ALL correct – some parts – but they are also all wrong… again, some parts.

C – I think just now I see what’s going on, since I recall this idea from earlier today… For lack of a better way to say, it (new ideas manifesting in my mind) feels like maybe I get a file dumped in all at once, and then it takes a day or two – or even longer – to digest and decompress the file that comes from a much higher speed, let’s say… Processing speed, maybe. So then the weed, maybe, or maybe just time (passes) and then I can flesh things out…

//All holy works, scriptures, “word of God” are both right and wrong. If we can’t agree on that as a base idea, we will have trouble moving forward. Even with universal connection, without a base agreement that people keep their religions and beliefs, but they gotta be willing to let slide a few things out of their dogma – just a little, and then can choose – scholars, sages, priests, whatever – they can evolve their own views of religion, but we just gotta get them to agree that some parts can go, in principle, chalked up to human frailty and interpretation flaws – whatever. God, I don’t know how we get much of anyone to agree to that. Even though it’s from a place of love and respect for all life that drives this. A way to fix what is broken, to make a better world, and I’m not asking anyone to kill, hurt, lie, cheat, steal, or do any one dark or violent thing. I’m asking you to grow up, be self-responsible and pick yourselves up by your boot straps, and we can modify our beliefs by choice, willingly and together… And you’d think I’m another Hitler. He really got a lot of people to kill a lot of other people, and I lament/worry Hitler would have had an easier time doing all that evil that he did, that’s easier than what I’m getting down here. Radical peace and love and respect, because we’re all in this together, we really are.

And this is such a radical concept? A clean, healthy and safe world, for everyone? That’s gonna invoke cries of bloody murder, blasphemy, apostasy (punishable by death in some corners of the world – and people still think we’re not children?) Peace, prosperity, health, equality – as we choose to peacefully talk through and decide what that even means. All these things are possible and inevitable if you can all each do these two little things, in your mind and hearts. Two little changes.

Two little agreements and we change the world:

  1. All functioning Adult Humans are responsible for their own individual actions and words.
  2. All written word, scripture, holy books, “word of God”, etc come through Humans and are, therefore, open to interpretation.

And now we see the prison, both physically and mental/spiritual. If you are open to change, you are guilty of sin, if change involves any portion of the sacred system, so you bake in a subservience to a control system (with those no progress/evolution allowed religious laws/dogmas). Physical death, Islam, for example, but also spiritual death, damnation, or even annihilation – all held over those that dare evolve the “truth” too much, right? So you have a pretty good mental prison, as people tend to hedge their bets and not risk the damnation part and push too hard against those that set the rules for damnation; if we admit to a level of human fallibility that creeps into the holy works, then we can start to question from a higher, loving and interconnected level the “truthiness” of any written word of God. Doable, of course, but it’s not gonna be easy.

Am I wrong here?

Missing something?

For humankind and Earth’s sake, I don’t see how we can save ourselves if we can’t get folks to agree to a few ground rules, based on love and agreement that we talk things out, peacefully. Moving forward, but that we gotta open everything to reinterpretation and debate. The sacred cows have got to be slain; if not, I don’t see how we can save ourselves, long term. We’re on a precipice here.

Prove us wrong.

Is there another way forward through the darkness of our souls, long term for humanity and Earth? We are not in a good place.

Prove me wrong these two things are not 100% necessary for long-term evolution.

NO MORE REVOLUTIONS; we’ve gone around and around long enough! Just 2 agreements and we change the world!

Project Stabilize Humanity

I started a Facebook reply earlier today that took me into a much larger amount of information than I had originally intended. It’s funny how simple answers can scale up to large answers! This post is to help clarify some base terms, ideas, and foundational items that I feel might be helpful to other people. If nothing else, this helps me get my own thoughts in order so that I can be a more helpful human being.

My hope is that what I’m getting into here can help others do the same. Overall, that’s all I’m doing here – trying to be helpful in a way that I am able to do in this existence we find ourselves in.

Thoughts on clarification of message and purpose

I am very new to this public work – I just launched the website and social media on 11-11-19. I am a one-person operation for now. As I work through solidifying the CME voice and how to best present the work, I feel strongly that crowd-sourcing is necessary to refine and expand our collective work: specifically Project Stabilize Humanity. This is as good a name as any, so I’m planting my flag on it going forward – PSH for short. THE work, the ultimate goal for my work, in other words. Most – very probably all – of what I’m saying here has been said before. I do not claim to be particularly unique or new – it’s been a very rare day lately where I come upon something that I don’t think I’ve heard or seen before. Even when I do find something new to me, a quick web search usually finds something similar already in existence. I think this clarification is important to grok, to fully understand.

Humanity has all of the tools necessary to make for a fantastically fulfilling, safe, supportive, fair, and nurturing planet so that humanity can keep growing and progressing. We do not need anything new (yet) – we have all the tools at our disposal now to, very literally, create Heaven on Earth. Not from some woo-woo level white robes and we sit on clouds playing harps all day – that’s fairy tale bullshit. I mean we have everything we need idea-wise and technology-wise for PSH to be real. What we lack is the will to make this happen; or, more specifically, the knowledge that this is something that we individually not only can do, it’s something we all individually MUST do. If not all of us, then at least a critical-mass of sane adults must do this. We all need skin in the game or PSH does not work.

No Big Brother Government or Big Parent Goddess, Gods, or God is going to swoop in and save us. No benevolent alien race is going to keep us from completely self-destructing, at least fully and out in the open yet. Those ways of saving humanity are a child’s fantasy; they are spiritual-level fairy tales told for spiritual-level children. What we need in the world today are Adults who agree to leave their childhood fantasies behind, to dump them in the trash bin of history where such ideas belong because they no longer serve us collectively.

I feel I’ve stumbled on to a way that we can help each other grow up and see the work that must be done through the eyes of a functioning, rational, caring adult human. I absolutely DO NOT have “THE BIG ANSWERS” to how exactly we go forward. However, I see clearly and feel strongly that this baseline foundation I can help you build for yourself is a critical piece of the puzzle that we need today. I am not here to throw around my egotistic ideas – I can if you want me to, but my ideas are still just one guy’s ideas for what’s wrong and how I’d like to see us do better. Even with the Akashic-level awareness, I am still very much a physical human being with baked in biases, a very strong egotistical voice, and specific ideas of what’s right and wrong, what’s fair and unfair. Like every other human being, I am completely and 100% unqualified to “fix” what’s wrong by myself. We’ve been down that road of letting a few people at the top run roughshod over the rest of us with their ideas of what makes for a good, functioning planet and that has pushed us to this edge of a decision point as I see it.

If it helps you get on board with PSH by throwing out all the woo-woo level psychic and spiritual mumbo-jumbo, please do. I very well am a bipolar schizophrenic with delusions of grandeur. That explanation also works, but the ideas are stand-alone. We discerning adults of the world need to be free to separate the ideas from the person. An idea can stand alone, regardless of who said it or gets behind it. In this realm of work, ideas matter, people not so much in that way. So chill if you find me strange or not believable; listen to the message, don’t worry about me.

The Decision Point

Solutions and also the problems we face are all scalable. This means we can look to the Universe and Nature – things like the Golden Mean spiral-fractal nature of our reality – and scale things down to a very concise, simple to understand level. If an idea is scalable, it is then both expandable and reducible at the same time. So the base ideas I’m working with can be reduced to some very simple points. I see two sets of choices that we collectively are facing today, and by all means, please tell me if my logic is flawed or I’m not on the right track here:

  1. Self-annihilation vs self-progression.
  2. Using our own minds and bodies as they exist naturally vs technology-based upgrades and implants to “improve” our physical human bodies; to make ourselves cyborgs.

I started discussing these decisions a bit here: Thoughts on Transhumanism

What do I mean and why is this important?

I’ve found I can “plug into” what, right now, I understand to be the Akashic record-level of awareness. I’ve stumbled – not quite blindly, but as an untrained novice – into this by following my intuition and with a lot of deep self-work. By self-work I mean what most functioning and rational adult humans understand this to me – self-improvement and trying to be a useful member of human society, as best I understand it from all of my own biases, identities, group associations, past experiences, etc. How I bring my physical 3D self into the mix, to do things, to do work in this world we find ourselves in. This is what I mean by “Me” or my 3D-self: physical reality me and all that is baked into this thing I know of as Me (note the capital M-Me here).

I can hold my awareness with that vibration and then receive/know things. At times I seem to be having conversations with “others” outside of myself, and at other times its more like the knowing just sort of appears inside my own psyche and translates in my own voice more or less. Basically, once I realized what’s possible, then it’s no big deal for me to go there. Sort of like seeing a blueprint for a new kind of design and then saying, oh yea, I can build that. I didn’t know I could build it until I got a peek at the design, but now it makes sense.

Cutting through the woo-woo level of this work, what this new, expanded point of view has given me is the ability to look back at our physical-level selves and see how it fits into the larger picture. This larger picture is really no different than the similar process we go through as children growing into teens and then young-adults. Our very self-centered focus of life opens up one day, if you are growing in a positive and functionally helpful way. One day it’s just you and your immediate family and friends in the world, and the next day you’re suddenly aware of the larger world and other people in it. At least, we hope that’s where we each can go with human-level maturity. This is really just the next step in that maturity, and less about any woo-woo psychic claims that I cannot currently prove to you. No one told us there is further to go, but I am here to tell you definitively, yes, there is more maturity and growth that is necessary for us.

That’s the crux of this thing I can do: Adult-level awareness and the implications that become glaringly apparent when you take this view over humanity and the Earth in general. We’re not in a great place and there is some Adult work that needs to be done; that’s all I am saying.

Akashic-level work Supports our Physical-level work

I’m settling on this as a working definition for now. There is a lot of data out there already, so please just Google Akashic Records if you are not yet familiar with this term. It’s much easier to piggy-back on already existing and understood terms and ideas.

Looking through the lens of IT terminology seems to work really well to describe things at this level. When I plug in, it’s like I’m hitting the Universal WiFi signal, signing into the Universal Internet, and then I receive what feels like a compressed file. Sometimes I have good control over my browser search and I can find what I went looking for, but at other times it feels as if there is a Master/Root-level user sending me files that “they” feel I need.

This is what I mean when I say “they told me” or “they showed me”. I’m not quite sure who/what they are yet, I just know they feed me data when they feel I need it, and also when they feel I am ready to handle some of the larger, more complex data files. Some are so big and so large they know it’s stretching me and I do sometimes fall short – hey, I’m coming up on just a year now that I’ve been working with this, and only a few months since I really even understand it to this level I’m talking about today. Humans cannot hold these larger Akashic-level files in our 3D brains, any more than you can hold the entire human knowledge base that is the full World Wide Web in your individual computer.

As an explanation it completely scales; Akashic-level work is very much digital and information-driven, it’s just a hell of a lot larger than we can imagine.  This is not what is commonly understood to be “spiritual work” as its been sold to us. All soft music, bright calming lights, like you’re floating in the Universal hot tub of relaxation all groveling at the foot of your better spiritual level beings – Jesus, God, Buddha, The Tao, Muhammad (PBUH), Gaia, and so on. Yes, there is that place we can go to for relaxation and connection, but the work I’m doing is very much grounded in the physical and in my own personality. I swear, I cuss, I have a potty mouth and a dirty sense of humor, so that’s how the message comes out sometimes, and that’s how I talk back to them when I feel frustrated. They ARE NOT our betters, they are our peers here to help. This is very, very important to understand and bring back around full-circle to the work we need to do.

I’ve heard it said elsewhere and I fully, completely cannot agree more that this is a base truth of our existence: God does not want supplicants, God wants peers. Get out of your own way believing the lies you’ve been sold your whole life, that you are not worthy. That you should be God-fearing. That the higher beings in our Universe are somehow better than us. Each entity is its own self-sustaining system, from the lowest living entity to the largest Universal connected in oneness higher mind – God, if you want to call it that. Radical, Universal equality is important to understand and bring back into your day-to-day life when we do the work. Living, conscious beings have an inherent equality baked-in, regardless of their size or station in life. Don’t demote yourself to be lesser-than, lower-than, or unworthy. Know your equality in the Universe, and then live this truth in whatever way is meaningful to you.

My CME Work

Another scalable idea/concept as seen in nature is the idea commonly said/understood as “if you’re not growing, you’re dying”. In other words, progress is never static, it’s an always-in-movement, always progressing sort of thing. Progress is not a destination, it’s a constant never-ending process. So this is all for me, today, how I see this new start point I’ve kicked off. All changes are subject to change, and all progress can and will lead us in other, unknown directions as we work further down the path of life. Physical Me and my Brain/Mind complex does not create these files I download – this much I am sure of, but 3D me does uncompress and try to explain the file, bringing the language into manifestation at our physical level. To call it a translation isn’t accurate; there is a lot more going on. Relaying meaning as best I can from a very massive abstract concept that is not bound by space, time, or physical being-ness into physical language is a better, more inclusive description. It’s not exactly easy and running off the rails into my own ego and personal preferences, beliefs, etc is unavoidable, but I do try my best to keep myself as honest as I can – this is where I have specific side notes and commentary at times – a method of writing that I haven’t yet but will make available eventually.

I’m experimenting with voice, how I post blogs, what I discuss to see what resonates with folks. I was curious how raw notes from a session lands with people, so please ask for clarification and I’m happy to help uncompress some ideas more. Raw notes are Me writing as fast as possible to keep up with the speed and massive amount of data contained in these files, so they can be a cryptic and difficult to follow at times for me even, let alone someone coming in new without any frame of reference.

This brings me back around to why I’m here, why I’m taking this live and putting it out in the wild: I’m testing the water, building a following, and seeing what next steps make sense – traditional publishing, Patreon-style crowd sourced freeware, or something else – all cards are on the table.

I’ve spent 20+ years as a business writer and instructor, so I’m pretty good at breaking down complex topics in clear layman’s language. However, the vastness of the Akashic record downloads are not even close to something as “simple” as, for example, cranking out a series of tech manual for a fortune-100 AWS infrastructure. That’s complex enough, so imagine 1,000,000-fold  more complex and abstract. Finding a clear voice and message is crucial for me to be as honest as possible to the real message – I don’t want to twist this around my ego as many, many before me have done. This is a huge statement with a lot to unpack, which I will chisel away at over time and in the forthcoming book.

To help with all this, I feel that crowd-sourcing is a great tool and solution, to a lot of things. One thing I have learned is that anything that “works” functionally at our physical level HAS to be scalable. Crowd-sourcing a simple message that a couple 100 people read works the exact same as crowd-sourcing fixing the environment, for example. This is what I mean by ideas have to be scalable. The fractal nature of the Universe demands that anything sustainable and supporting the system within the toroidal feedback loop of reality has to balance and has to scale. If it doesn’t balance and scale, then the whole system is weakened and can fall apart. This means a one-sided ego-based conversation where only I talk is not sustainable or helpful any more than one single Oligarch deciding how to save the rain forest would be a sustainable solution that holds up over time. It is too complex of a system for any one person to be able to hold the whole thing, deal with their own ego, and still be helpful to humanity…. I’m kind of riffing and summarizing nine months and 300 pages worth of writing here, but it is what it is.

Every long, difficult journey begins with one step. Just one step is all we need to get started. So this is me taking very small baby steps, to help do my part for what I’m just now calling Project Stabilize Humanity.

Heavy Lifting

By embracing the unity of the human experience we DO NOT give up or lose our individual selves. On the contrary, solidifying your 3D humanness and voice is crucial to this work. We are all one has a dualistic meaning! We are all one, parts of the same thing… AND We are all one individual entity, each single human being in this case. We are all one means two different things. Duality of meaning is also very important to understand if you chose to do this work, and our physical selves are an important part of the work. We get through this by going through this, not by pulling the ripcord or diving out an escape hatch like the Christian ideal of Heaven only after death. We make positive progress together by doing the work in 3D. We have the choice and opportunity to invoke our birth-right and use Akashic-level manifestation to create a living, sustainable Heaven here on Earth, NOT only waiting on our death-right passage to heaven.

This is what we (Them and Me together as one voice) mean by the Heavy Lifting – this is a massively large project, the largest ever handed to Humanity, maybe. No Big Brother or God/Goddess is going to swoop in to save us. We sink or swim on our own here, physically at least. The Akashic-level is available as a tool to support us, but, just like the Internet is a tool, so is that just a tool. It’s great and fun and mind-blowing to connect to, to feel the Universal-level love and acceptance – it’s like a drug so be careful! But it’s still just another tool available to us. Don’t be a tourist; put your talent to work for us!

Physical work is involved and all functioning adults that choose to be on board and join the crew for Project Stabilize Humanity ought  to do some work; to have some skin in the game. That can mean whatever you want it to mean, for you personally. Ascension work is very, very personal work. No one can tell you how it should go and what you should do. You get to decide.

How I can help other people do the work

I think I have a good methodology to give us a foundational framework to move forward with PSH, but I am not so egotistical that I think this is the only way. There are as many ways as there are stars in the Universe. So join this CME crew and help propagate the message from this angle I’m working, or form your own crew and propagate your message as you see fit – it really does not matter to me in that way.

I only care that you wake up, know that there is a choice to make, know that you can make a choice in the matter, and then make a useful choice for us to stabilize, in whatever way you feel makes sense, if you want to. Free will dictates there is no other way around this. You have to choose, and then we have to choose together and do the heavy lifting. Not as one kumbaya we hold hands and sing together bullshit utopia vision, but real, functional work to help your fellow human beings. What that work eventually looks like, I DO NOT AND CANNOT YET KNOW. I only know that we first need to work our way through the aforementioned decision points. Once we stabilize, then we can choose to work together, to crowd-source what that looks like. The sane, functional adult human beings need to crowd-source and work cooperatively, this is all I mean as a baseline foundation to Project Stabilize Humanity.

I feel what I’ve managed to stumble into here can be helpful as a self-stabilization model for other human beings. To keep the ego a little bit controlled and let adults have adult-level conversations, make some hard and sometimes painful choices, but always with an eye towards a sustainable, livable and growing human existence. This much I know for sure.

Join the CME Crew!

If you’ve come this far and feel my flavor of vision and message has something to offer you, then join our crew!

If you want me to clarify anything, please let me know. If you feel I’m off the rails on something, then also please let me know. I’ve gotten decent at parking my ego off to the side in this work, so I don’t really do not give one shit about being “right”. I only care about what “works” to help stabilize humanity, in whatever way makes sense.

If you want to engage with me please do not bring childish fallacies and sharp-shooting bullshit to my home, to my crew. Stress-testing ideas is very important work that we need to do together, but a lot of people just want to throw their own ego-based verbal diarrhea around at the rest of us and bludgeon us into accepting their very narrow idea of “the way the world ought to be”. So please understand the difference between constructive criticism and discourse vs egotistical bullshit verbal masturbation. I’m happy to poke holes in these ideas I offer all day long; that is critically important to the heavy lifting.

All ideas and every possible solution needs to be on the table – we cannot start from a good baseline foundation without starting with EVERYTHING in our known history and common experience as humans. However, time is short and I will not suffer fools and asshats lightly. I will not engage, I will do my best to not be snarky or mean-spirited as best I can hold myself in check – I know better. I simply will not give energy or attention to such people except to tell them I’m happy to engage when they learn how to be a civil, helpful human being – an Adult, in other words. So come one, come all to the party – we have a lot of work to do and I feel I can help level-set, help offer some baseline ideas and suppositions that I feel will give us a good solid foundation to work forwards from!

All ideas are on the operating table and we all should be wielding the scalpel and power tools here. The only way I see PSH working within the Universal laws of fractal expansion and contraction – an idea that scales will always scale in both directions – is if we ALL work together. This is NOT some pie-in-the-sky vision of utopia, a socialist workers paradise, or an anarchist complete “freedom” with no rules or consequences dystopia bullshit. What I feel we can do is build a solid working model for how we stabilize humanity and ensure our forward expansion, in whatever way we decide makes sense and serves the feedback loop to keep us alive and stable. Beyond that, I am way too opinionated and biased to be allowed to make any rules or “what needs to be done” dictates.

Peace and Love to All,


Thoughts on Free Will and Freedom

Hot off the presses, (mostly raw) session notes from 11/27/19

We can save the world and give ourselves a comfortable life. There is enough. Don’t be a dick. Don’t take more than you need.

Hoarding is a sign of a sickness, relating to an imbalance of trust – trust that there is indeed enough, for all 7.5+ billion of us. That you can take what you need – yes, take – but only what you need, and then trust that others have enough also and we all just don’t bust each other’s balls about it. Hoarding, taking more than you need is a sickness and that imbalance then causes other imbalances in the system. Live within that system too long and the host is sickened, maybe inwardly, maybe outwardly… If its someone from immense wealth and power, then the imbalance is highest for a situation such as this. It’s a negative feedback torus. More hoarding creates more of a vision of winning and justifies the seeking of more, rinse and repeat. It addles the mind and soul. Makes you think you are that much more special that you get to decide what is to be done in the world. These people feel their “winning” at the 3D zero-sum games means something. It does at their level, but it’s just a façade, an illusion…//

Shit, I’m drifting, feel not so well connected. Like a bit of this last bit is off – ego?

Sigh, the problem is I have one person in particular on this level I completely think of when these words are coming out. I know who he is well and his manipulations in the world today… So I dunno if this isn’t sub-conscious ego, pulling a little confirmation bias. I already don’t like people like this – not hate, mind you. Words mean things. I do not care for the egotistical manipulations of the billionaires of the world, the above 1%ers, by another name. They are drunk on their own wealth and influence, and feel it gives them the right to meddle in the rest of our lives.

The arrogance!

Each soul is to make its own way, as free as possible to do so. No other rule works, we are an indivisible system, embodied with freedom in our hearts, as much as we are animated with blood, bones, skin – a physical body, IOW.

Free will and, therefore, freedom are an irreducible system. Humanity and freedom. Freedom IS free will.

Without it we reject the system, we reject any attempts to control us. This, this is the cause of all the revolutions from all your history? An oppressed/repressed people rise up, when they can’t take the pressure any more. And when it’s at its worst, the pressure is autocratic control, is it not? Surrender does not mean what our 3D existence tells us it does – this isn’t the Knight surrendering and vowing allegiance to the King, so that the Knights life is forfeit at the King’s pleasure. That’s not it at all – you have to let go that fear hook that this is that kind of surrender.

I suppose we should consider a new/different word. Surrender might be too loaded to successfully use without the negative 3D imprint it carries. Alignment is more accurate. Getting on board with the team. Joining the crew… Not “I give up all that I am and all that I have” to any other; NOT a surrender of personal sovereignty, IOW. The system cannot be broken down that far. Personal sovereignty is a non-reducible piece of our “whole” human 3D system. We cannot remove it from the individual human experience any more than we could remove a liver without killing the person. “Leaders” gone wrong, drunk on their own importance, thinking it’s about them – push the people too far. Let them eat cake, kind of shit.

Isn’t that enough of a standard human trait that we can even call that a base meme of humanity, a base truth of one of our core struggles, as Humanity in general? The bi-polar, duality of freedom and repression, individual sovereignty and autocratic control? What revolution hasn’t been sparked by a people leaned on too hard, by those who thought they were the betters, smarter, whatever? A standard us – them dynamic. We rule, you suck. This means anything we say is automatically good, because we rule and you suck. Not all wars, mind you. I’m talking about revolutions. And I do not know history well enough to even claim to not be talking out of my ass…

But they have a point here, don’t they?

Sorry, I guess at this point it’s such a fluid shift into “them talking” and my own commentary. It’s damn near seamless at times. I start a thought & sentence, next thing I know we’re a page on and I haven’t really added anything more…

So Humanity and human spirituality is important to consider when we have us a little humanity time-out, before going forward again. What is the base human condition, that is our 3D core blueprint operating system of a single human being, because this is the smallest entity in our system that can’t be taken apart, right? So this means a human being individual needs to be whole in order to be functional. Is freedom and, yes, individual sovereignty (of at least body, physically speaking, if nothing else as a starting point) not a part of what makes an individual human whole? The freedom to dream. To create, to rise higher, to build something never seen before? To live, even if to live a life that seems inconsequential by modern standards – a Hopi subsistence farmer, for example, in the high desert of Arizona. Dirt poor, but happy. If an individual base right is their own free will itself, then I see that for any system to operate in balance, we must start out with a base foundation, and hold it for real this time – not in word only, as we have today, in both word and deed and, therefore, in reality. In word only is not reality.

Am I wrong?

Can the human being be a whole human being without their own freedom?

Let me ask it this way: Do whole, happy humans start revolutions, burn it all down, and lop off heads of the old rulers?

So if we keep up with this revolution of war, empire, expansion, more wars, empire falls – on many scales… So that model of known history has gotten us a lot of revolutions, a lot of death, a lot of misery. Today, like 7 trillion dollars spent on the War of Terror, over 18 years. Global hunger – GLOBAL FUCKING HUNGER – can be eradicated, we know, for LESS THAN 1 Trillion dollars, for FUCKING GOD’S SAKE! You could have lifted all of your poorest brothers and sisters out of life-threatening poverty 6 trillion dollars ago! Probably could have funded a moon base, mars bases – why not? How good are we in this current model of really taking care of our fellow human beings? LOL, even you so-called humanists and “power to the people” types. How could this be permitted under your watch if you really love your fellow humans and want to help, to help all people lead a better life? If even a small portion of you really cared, you would have it fixed already. There is plenty to go around today. There is plenty to stabilize the Earth now, today.

Project Stabilization is what I’m calling this. We must stabilize before we decide how we move forward. The Hopis worked with 7-generations – that seems like a good start point. What you do today needs to be sustainable, at least, for 7 generations. We can adjust fire from there, as necessary.

You’re worried a little adult responsibility and adult freedoms are going to hurt you, ruin shit?

Have you taken a look at yourselves lately, what you’ve allowed in your world for the past 18 years, let alone since… Fuck, the dawn of your history? Tyrants rise. They crush the spirit of their people, thinking they can just find the breaking point. Push the people far enough, break their spirit and will for freedom, just like you break a horse. Of course you can break some of us, but you cannot break all of us. Some of us have a serious fire for a just fight in our hearts. And if you give us enough pressure to fight back and we feel like there’s nothing to lose, that we fight for “right” reasons – then you, if you are the “leader” of those people, your head will be on a pike eventually.

So what’s our history of this expansion and contraction, always apparently around the freedom–control paradigm. Rulers fear freedom because it takes away the control they have and makes them irrelevant. You don’t beat them by fighting them, you beat them, once and for all, by making them irrelevant.

But to get there, oh boy… Talk about a massive project for humanity! But we need to start somewhere.

So, yes, for all that is holy. Yes, the human individual has an in integral part of their humanity, let’s just say freedom baked-in, shall we? As in, free will works no other way. So if free will means we’re free to choose our own way, then any impedance to this freedom would be treated as a threat by the system… In this case, a system of one, but many ones can make up larger and larger systems. As interconnected as we are these days, that’s one global system now.

So herein is the problem as I see it, as how we might annihilate ourselves and the decision we keep talking about. The standard ebb and flow of history goes toward another revolution. You are too far interconnected now; this next full-blown revolution, and you all feel it. The feeling of unease, like we’ve maybe been here before. We thought we were through and never to return, but here we are back again… And it’s looking like, no, we said we’re done with that, but here it is, peeking around the corner at us again. If you allow another full-blown revolution, you very well will not return from that fall. Not in any way recognizable as modern Humans on Earth, circa your timeline of 2019. Maybe you completely annihilate, maybe you suffer a near mortal wound and crawl your way back again in another 1000 years… I dunno.

So let’s have this discussion. I think I’m on a core truth of life, of humanity. Probably no different than many humanist philosophers have. I have never read much… well, any philosophy. Every time I try, I find it dry and boring.

But isn’t this a good start point to discuss?

How do we make the “powers that be” irrelevant?

I promise you, if we “fight” them, in the way we’ve fought all previous revolutions, we get that – just another revolving shit-storm that just might take us all down this next time.

Evolution, NOT revolution.

Thoughts on Transhumanism

See this article If the Universe is a Simulation, Can We Hack It?

…Pearce says the hedonistic imperative is not a plea for blissing out, but rather “radical hedonic recalibration.” How radical? The complete abolishment of suffering, period. And not just human mental and physical suffering, Pearce calls for a global utopia in which all animals are free of suffering, whether caused by humans or nature. It’s probably no surprise that Pearce is a vegan. With transhumanism, gene editing is considered the future key to solving our physical, emotional and intellectual problems. While this is perhaps the most scientific approach of hacking the simulation, it also raises ethical concerns of theoretical designer babies and physical upgrades that only the wealthy can afford.

I get excited reading stuff like this, because there is so much they get right, IMO, that I’m happily nodding along… Sitting here reading while eating lunch, munching my grub, chugging my beverage, nodding along all happy and “how cool is this stuff?” – then I come to the end and PPPPPSSSSTTTTTT – spit up my water and food all over the keyboard.

You know the feeling, right?

I had hoped to avoid battles right out of the gate, but I see two primary decision points for Humanity going forward. These are not ranked in order, they are both of equal importance. These are not mutually exclusive decision points, either – they are interconnected but have enough different reference points that I think of them as two separate but equal decision points. One can and will most likely affect the other, so the “wrong” answer to one might give us no choice for a “right” answer to the second one:

  1. Sustainable forward progress vs. self-annihilation.
  2. Natural human evolution and ascension vs Transhumanism (computer-boosted AI – Human interface)

I talk about point one in my Introduction blog, at least as an introduction to one of the “BIG Q” questions I think about and look to Universe to help understand.

With Decision Point 1, where sustainable progress can always run off the rails into self-annihilation if we don’t stay on top of things, we can turn and adjust course on one path but not turn and adjust course on the other side of the decision. Self-annihilation cannot be undone; it’s a one-way path. Likewise, I don’t see how we could undo Transhumanism – turning ourselves into cyborgs of one type or another – can be undone. It’s a one-way path also. So we must tread very, very carefully and never rush in where we cannot back ourselves out of.

As a baseline, for now, I’ll assume Transhumanists do not hate humanity. They want to see us grow and improve – fair enough? There is a subset of Transhumanists who feel humanity is a plague and needs “fixed” or taken out. If you feel I’m making this up you’re not paying attention. I assure you, such people exist, and they have a lot of clout in the Western world. They are not just lunatic-fringe, in other words, but they are a small minority.

We need to be careful and learn to look backwards better, in order to look forward. The idea that we are on the cutting edge of human knowledge and existence is extremely naive, egotistical, and dangerous. It is a mindset that won’t look back at “savage ways of uncivilized cultures”, and assumes the way forward is with more and more tech, gadgets, and computer power.

We do not fully understand how our bodies and minds work, and we want to start upgrading them? Am I the only one who understands what the precautionary principle is? How on Earth can anyone justify tinkering with a system that we are NOT EXPERTS in?

I don’t know how dams work, but I’m gonna go cut a big hole at the bottom of the Hoover dam and see what happens. I don’t know how airplanes work but I’m going to remove one engine, just to see what happens. We don’t understand how genetics fully work so we’re gonna fire a bunch of genes into a cell with a shotgun shell and call that precise gene splicing – genetic drift, unintended consequences… We’re pretty sure, maybe, we don’t have to worry about that… until we do. I don’t know how the human brain works, but I want to install an AI plug-in directly into your brain, just to see what happens.

Do you see a problem here?

How can you claim to hack and improve something that you don’t fully understand? What kind of stupid fucking idea is hacking into our brain/mind when you don’t know what you might break?

If you don’t understand it, how can you know if it even needs your help in the first place?

If you don’t understand it, how can you know if other methods might work?

And I’m only talking hard-science here, genetics and brain function! Not even touching on sociological and soft-science things like “end of all suffering”. If you don’t fully understand what the human condition even is and what makes us tick, what gives you the right to tinker? Furthermore, how the fuck do you even know what you are trying to fix is something that should be fixed?

They don’t know, and anyone who claims they do know for sure is lying or is a sociopathic shithead who shouldn’t be trusted with an easy bake oven, let alone the keys to the human genome and brain function.

We have HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF DEAD PEOPLE littered throughout history, from do-gooders thinking some more, better kind of good just absolutely must be done. The arrogance, the hubris! I mean, Jesus Christ, the inventor of the machine gun thought it would be too horrible to use. Oppenheimer thought the nuclear bombs would be too horrific to use… How’d those two improvements to the human experience work out for us?

I can and will go into this further in my longer writing, but suffice to say for now:

You do not need anything more but what the Universe has already gifted you. You are perfect in your physical 3D manifestation and you do not need any fucking AI chips implanted in your brain to know the Universe. We have ample evidence of this, if you would just open your eyes, your mind, and your heart.

What???? You mean hacking the mind and Universal transcendence is something that’s already been done? Why haven’t I read about it in Why isn’t my buddy at the University already studying it? Why is this the first I’m hearing of it??? The evidence is all around us, if the mechanical-universe faction would stop to look around with an honest appraisal of our history.

Ask the Shamans. Ask the psychics. Ask the spiritual thinkers and seekers. Ask those who’ve taken sacred plant and animal medicines. We do not need AI for ascension. We have everything we need already available, today, right now. You just need to grok this.

This I know for sure: If we choose to go down the human-AI cyborg path, there is NO coming back from that. We have warnings as to how wrong that could go – Star Trek’s The Borg comes to mind. Is that what you Transhumanists want, that we become a Borg collective?

If we stay on the natural methods and possibilities exploration route, while we learn more and perfect our understanding of genetics and the human mind, then we can always change paths if and when it becomes prudent to do so. Maybe we find technological ways to help boost and stabilize what we already can do – there are rumors of this already existing. The Montauk Project and Project Looking Glass come to mind – although that’s some pretty dark stuff.

The precautionary principle ought to be our first answer to anything and everything. There is no hurry. Prove to me you can do something without breaking another thing. If you cannot prove this, then you do not get to go tinkering with my mind and my body. I’m doing just fine plugging into the Universe without a fucking Borg collective to boost me.

The danger as I see it is a human-AI interface will lock us into our 3D existence. We’ll be smart as all get out, but lose our spiritual side. (I suppose herein is the argument: Physical materialists say there is no soul, no spiritual side of the Universe, so there’s no danger.) We’ll understand the Universe, but we’ll never know the Universe. We will yearn for it like we yearn for it today, but we will know that we can never have it, and that, my friends, is my vision of what hell will look like for humanity.

Please work to educate these people when you come across one. I really feel most of them are trying to help. But you know what they say about the path to hell, right?

You are living Universal perfection in 3D form. The Universe does not make mistakes in that way. We are not incomplete, imperfect and in need of an upgrade. You might not feel this today, but I am telling you, yes, you are perfect. As a living extension of Universal perfection, your birthright is the entire Universe, and you do not need any changes, upgrades, or physical plug-ins to do this, to know this. You only need to know that it’s possible and there are paths – well-worn paths – available to you. But you have to agree to look. You have to agree that you are a child who doesn’t fully understand everything, and there are some good answers in the past. Not all progress is made from new discoveries and new science. We must also look back in order to look forward. To move forward without looking back, we risk making catastrophic errors that we cannot recover from.

Choose wisely!

Peace and love to all,


Thoughts on the Black Whole

Nassim Haramein’s documentary Black Whole

Interesting stuff, I think I can draw a line from this to what I download in my sessions.

So if the nature of the dual-polarity toroidal universe infinitely scales up and down, then all things at all levels have an inverse/opposite for the universe to function, yes?

Okay, that means there is an opposite me, so to speak, and the two of us have a balancing dance of life.

Does he age in reverse?

Does every memory I gain, he – or she! – forgets?

Is he a she, or is he a him- and I am a him+ – or am I the him-??!! It has to balance, right? What’s the inverse of Male or Female? They are not each other’s inverse, I feel strongly. Male and Female – we are each other’s polarity balance, but not each other’s inverse, if that makes sense.

If all things are infinitely scalable, and all are toroidal, then isn’t my reasoning sound? That we have an inverse, someway, somehow, but not just personally, at all scales, at every scale, of the universe? And is there more than one inverse – there could be in a 9D Universe, for example. So there are dual-polarities in 3D, but then when we go larger, I feel the dual nature then expands out into the other dimensions. So maybe not even so much an inverse, but a 1-through-9 D “thing” of any one “thing”.

<Side note, this is too big for right now. I’ll come back to this and grok on it for a while, during my next session. Polarity, more-than-3D-layering of the Universe. Work out in my head how all that fits together under the scaling law I’m talking about here. More on this later!>

But interesting vis-à-vis how I am visualizing the balance point as my way to connect/expand/ascend into the Universal flow.

I find a polarity in my mind and balance the two. Then I add more in, when I can hold a few balance points – a few different torus in my mind’s eye, at some point it feels like the balance holds on my “side”, and then it feels almost like the other “side”, the Universe I guess, reaches down, or scales down in frequency, to meet me half-way. Then the more complex geometries start flowing – again, in mind’s eye is how I see them, IOW. At that point, so long as I can keep up my side – the balancing act. No emotion, quiet mind, ego helping record NOT writing the script – then more and more can build. It scales infinitely, so staying plugged in is its own 64x growth pattern, and bloop, bloop, bloop! You are fractal-blended into the universal fabric. It’s almost like getting up to speed on an on ramp and then merging into freeway traffic.

All other fractal points in the Universe are connected from here, so you can ride the stream anywhere you want to. For me it’s not so much astral travel as it is Astral viewing. I stay put, anchoring the meatsuit in 3D while my mind rides the currents. The problem arises when, as an individual conscious entity, I cannot hold the duality in my little 3D brain. The millisecond I try to, I break the connection. Think of it as a universal circuit breaker – to keep our brains from blowing, maybe. So we can float with and grok all, but the moment we identify as “3D me” groking it, boop, boop, boop, the levels collapse back down into 3D body, meatsuit-level.

As in “HOLY SHIT, I JUST LOOKED GOD IN THE EYE!” (another blog for another day, but yes, that happened to me not too long ago).

So this means – duh – there is no separation between body and soul. We are one and the same – just resonating at different frequencies. And if our reality is only a minuscule part of the vacuum (God, why can I understand it but still never spell it wright? J ) 0.001% of the Universe (or is it .0001% – it’s way minuscule, regardless!) is the non “empty space” part, then there’s another 99.998% out there that is not this physical aspect of us – this universe as we see and measure it.

But the idea of the opposite – the shadow self, but not in the psychological way – a dark side, IOW. An opposite spin other, an inverse other, NOT a shadow. Shit, we’re the shadow – if even that much – for that side, if the math holds up, and it does seem to. So we have no claim to be on the “better” side. Just the physical, as we understand it, side. I dunno, but good questions for Mr. Haramein!

Fun side note: Hara in Japanese and Esoteric traditions means center. We do a flipped German-Japanese translation and Haramein = My Center.

In my experience, the Universe indeed has a wicked sense of humor!