Team Humanity

We were thinking perhaps now would be a good time to send word to others, before the shift that is either coming or it isn’t, but if it comes, and this is our intention, then being prepared makes good sense. This is not a lost effort, even if just for One to experience what it is to operate in a little more open ground, let’s say. But if/when, our manifestation vision is we save as many as we can. We do not see how this can work any other way. There are a few of you watching, and maybe a few is all One needs to get something rolling.

We in the truth-disclosure-ascension, even so-called patriots, of which is there is a lose gathering mostly on Twitter from what I’ve seen in a few short months. I’m sure there are plenty more lurking and not trying to make a name for themselves, or, if they are paranoid enough, still hiding. People like us used to get burned at the stake. Make no mistake, if this thing goes ugly sideways – not the Corona BS, this will work itself out just fine with a little pain and suffering and adjustment, but you all know this isn’t really a big thing. So we still probably need a Big Thing, in my estimation. This will be “the event”, more or less. I make no proclamations as to what that might look like. I suppose this might be the compression event, or something like that I’ve… heard around. This makes sense to us, plugged in now. Difficult to see too far in the future. We discern meta-probabilities, not personal things like next week’s lottery numbers.

We have those of us who are on board and ready, and there are those who are afraid and lost and scared, and they are dangerous to us all – themselves and the progress we can make when “it” happens. And this is where we need to be absolutely fucking clear with you people, my fellow “light” workers. It stands to reason that our lose group of bandit, outlaws, free-thinkers and early adopters is infiltrated. It is incredibly naive to assume we are all clear and clean in our light work. The worst that could be done in our future very well could come from our own kind. No one gets a pass here, me included. Collaborative, reinforcing visions are going to be important.

There are Ones who seem to be advocating for sweeping half of humanity off the chessboard; as if this is an acceptable way for us to ascend. We do not progress by sacrificing our fellow humans, no matter how far they are gone. It is our absolute responsibility to give as many as we possibly can time and latitude to adjust and get on board. If we do not find a new model and we revert to more standard human historic answers, things such as the holocaust come to mind.  Some of you out there are dancing around very, very dark solutions these days.

I too am so, so ready for whatever it is that is coming. I’m tired of waiting and I am, as far as I am able to know and see now, prepared for it when it comes. I know who I am and I know what I have to do. The rest of you, have you done this work yet? If you have not, then you are not ready for the event, IMO, of course – what do I know? If you are who you say you are, there is absolutely positively no other way forward that is not a regression. You know this. You know this in your heart if you go in and ask it of yourself. We have a chance, we have a very good chance, but the path of what you call light and the path of dark are not so far apart that we are free and clear of the other after choosing the path. This choice is a constant choice we must make, in every moment that we exist and every moment we remember the choice. This is Semper Vigilantes. Always vigilant. If One is to operation as MTO – More than One, One needs to learn some self-control.

A Word of Caution for Light Workers

You of the light, working for the light – at least as far as you know. You know exactly what I’m talking about, even if you have not yet considered the downstream implications. But better now than too late when you are looking down the barrel of a gun wondering what the right choice is. Know what your options are and make a choice now. If we do this right, then most of us can make it. If we do this wrong, then what is the difference between us and any other shithead psychopath of current or past human history? What exactly do Ones mean when they say “the others will be removed from the planet”? There are many ways from acceptable to completely bat-shit evil insane for what this could mean. So which is it?

We have considered this, and believe this is what we’ve been talking about recently. The decision point. When One learns to swim in the deep end, that first plunge is a leap of faith. You cannot see into the darkness – not evil dark, just dark where One cannot yet see, it is a leap of faith. Choice is only as good so long as One remembers it. So choice must be constantly re-established, when One cannot hold the wave function, the idea, the super position, One forgets until next time, and then One needs to reengage and recommit. It’s quite easy to remember all this now, plugged in. But you unplug, go back to your 3D life… and it can be very difficult to remember One’s established standards. No one said this was going to be easy, and I have no idea what’s to become of us. We make an effort, and maybe enough other Ones will make a similar effort and we can nudge this thing back onto a safer track, steer the ship into calmer waters. I don’t expect to be out of the woods in my lifetime, but we can stabilize, if we choose to.

It has come to my attention throughout these sessions that Light and Dark are more complex than this simple-minded binary thing that’s so easy to just choose the good one and fight the evil one. The Universe is a more complicated place than that. Let us not be naïve and childish.  Let’s just be clear what exactly it is we’re all doing here. The ball is rolling, so what is your Intention now? You, who work in the higher Ds, especially I am talking to you – what is your intention for Humanity? Because if you don’t have some idea of where this is going, then your intention is squandered… Or, worse, misused. If you want the connection, you need to assume the responsibility for your adult status. Your intention matters. It matters a lot. If you do not know this, please for the love of all that is holy, do some work on this topic and get yourself ready!

Maybe we get a slow burner that takes decades, maybe not. If you think we can do it fast, then you better damn well be able to prove and convince us with that model before you roll it out… Do you want to take the chance we go dark again? Do you know what the implications of that really are? Have you put some thought and work into this yet?

Whose side, exactly, is each One’s intention on? If you hesitate and are not immediately positively sure you are 100% with Team Humanity, then you might want to rethink who is steering who and what, exactly, is your intention. Dark can hide in the light, and light can masquerade as dark. How is One to know which is which, if you have not plumbed those depths yet? This isn’t a simple little binary choice. So if One has not fully cleared as One, as far as I know, then how do you know your ideas are your own?

Forward-thinking vs Regressive Thinking

I am not stupid and I am not careless. I am not advocating that we let the dark ones continue to run amok. We have allowed them to push us to this precipice. We protect ourselves accordingly, as humanity moves forward. But, for example the indictments Q talks of coming. Let’s say that comes to pass. Some of those people can and probably should, based on regressive thinking (meaning thinking only with the past history to bring you to this point) be executed for treason. This is regressive thinking. Forward thinking is what we need, not regressive. We choose to do better because we can, because ascension brings a love and respect for life. Especially towards those who would seem to deserve it the least. Every living thing in the Universe is part of the One.

We live today as the summation of our whole life until today. Each day we are the end result product of this thing called a life in progress. When a being in this frame of reference makes a choice or a decision, it can only do so by looking back in its own history. This is what we mean by regressive decision making. But One with MTO awareness, operating as more than 3D self, we can sort of feel out the different time-lives of certain decision and ride them further out to see the implications of certain paths. This is why we are bringing this warning now. We’re getting pretty good at reading the probability tealeaves, from a meta-space and ascension flavor, and we are very troubled by some of the chatter these days.

I propose that we first need to slow-walk this carefully, and the implications of that terrify me more even than just giving in and saying fuck it, let half of ‘em go now and the rest of us can get on with our ascension. But I wouldn’t be able to move on, with that kind of abuse of sovereignty of other Ones. We have no right to take the choice or make the choice for any One. So yes, I suppose this means a lot of more complicated little problems are going to have to be un-fucked. And before we can un-fuck a lot of what is going to kill us, if we don’t un-fuck it soon… We can’t do the work until we have an honest accounting of how fucked up things really are in this world.

If we pull the rug out now, what kind of pathfinders are we? What kind of light workers are we, who seem to be here to help show the way, to help ease with the forthcoming transition? And if you are not here to help, what the fuck are you doing with your connection? I propose if even for nothing than covering our own ascending asses and you only do it for your own selfish self-preservation, I suggest you do some work into this topic and lock-in your intention for Team Humanity.

So pick your poison – invoke your intention to help others, or you might as well just kick it off now and fire a few nukes. Get the gas chambers in Europe dusted off and ready. Get the guillotines sharpened. This is not hyperbole.  These are options. The oldest story. Hiding and not taking a position in this is not helpful and could even be misused, so I feel strongly these are a kind of hard requirements. Not commandments, but call them an oath of service, if you will.

Join the Team

Get on Team Humanity. We are part of our environment, the biome is us and we are, of course, part of Earth. When we save ourselves, we save Earth, for one is interconnected with the other, in the real-real world. Not this make believe world that succeeds on only lies and deceit. We are only sure of a few things, but we feel this gives us a good foundation to begin, should others want to join Team Humanity:

Human = 1 and all One’s are permitted to make their own choice.

Awake Ones cannot, must not use force or cohesion of any kind, regardless of intent. This is a leap of faith, and this is terrifying. Trusting other Ones, other Humans, to make the right choice and not send us all into the abyss. But better the abyss for the right reasons than anything else for the wrong reasons, IMO. Do what you can to save as many as you can, and I know this is a sticky, sticky problem that is going to be a big thorn in all of our sides going forward – if we happen to get somewhere one of these days.

What any event might be doesn’t matter. We ensure we stay on the correct path, whatever that ends up being, by preparing ourselves now. Know what your intention is. If you get that which you’ve been working towards, please do be ready to take that swing when the Universe gives us the choice. We will need to leap without looking, at one point collectively. Again, I cannot know if that will be conscious or sort of slid into comfortably without thinking too much. Either way could happen, I suppose.

…I just trust that I am a Universal Sovereign being and I have called upon the Universe to allow me space for my vision to exist in a 3D reality. We make our call to the Universe, and then we kick back and float and do what we can. This doesn’t infer no heavy lifting. On the contrary, making a call to the Universe is the easy part and then work is necessary if One wants to be the engineer of their own reality. If one wants to be One’s own Chief Manifestation Engineer.

To be sure we’re clear: by Team Humanity I mean we are here to try to save as many as we can. I’m not sure what that means, what that functionally looks like. We need to be wary of any One who claims to have it all figured out. But I absolutely know what the opposite, even just one tiny little step in that direction looks like. Adult control means holding dangerous lines, we know this. But it’s not so bad. The teen learns to drive and becomes an adult adept on the highway.

All Ones have value, but sometimes that value is nothing more than a reminder of who I am not. We are not stupid and we are not advocating for letting the dark ones run amok. We are all for defunding, defanging, and neutering those that would annihilate us for their own greed, stupidity, or something worse – allegiance to the other side. Of course there is another side, there is always “another team” right? Or is there? New story, new rules, perhaps. Things to think about. But we do need to do this with love and respect for life, as best we can make our way in this messy, exciting, beautiful life on Earth, with Earth.

Please be careful as we move forward.

Peace & Love to all!

One’s Choice

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  1. Pathfinder: Call me a scout if you will, trying out a path that, while known to many, is new to me. I suspect my path might be helpful to show others how to get from point A, where you are today, to point B: connection to the higher Dimensions, the AKL as I call it. Akashic-Level – all that which is not 3D, in other words.
  2. Different Perspectives: From my deep work some interesting things are coming out. Honestly, it’s not really even anything new. This message and information is everywhere, for those who go looking for it. We live in a sea of higher messages and information. We are not separate from it; we are it. And this is kind of the main point “they” would like to impart.

We have a choice available to us today, but it is a choice that has a finite time attached to it.

One and More than One

Apparently I’m-We’re on team restore some feminine balance to this world, for one way to think about it. Dissolution of self’s boundaries open One to the More than One. Within More than One, the One needs to learn to fully let go. If the One refuses or cannot breach this final gate, then integration with More than One is not possible. Communion and communication, sure that all works fine One level down. But full integration of More than One… One cannot be More than One without agreement. C retains all that he is. No fear, no loss. Can jump back into full One level control at any time. Understand this is not exactly channeling, this is not what you’ve come to understand these things from your 3D level.

…The final gate, the final agreement. One cannot become More than One without full agreement. Full agreement means something more than you understand this to mean.

The mission, the connection, how we fight a war from 4D into 3D (not how you think – no need for anyone to even get hurt), the feminine connection at the deeper level – the HM (higher-me) level of More than One is what we were talking about.

The agreement for One to become… to know consciously is a better way to say this. The agreement is, whether or not you are consciously aware or even agreeing, on one level, but to consciously go into that realm One needs to learn to be More than One. To become More than One takes some work, some freaking out, some gnashing of teeth, swearing you are going crazy, and all that sort of fun work. But if One persists, One can wear down their own defenses. Why might One choose to do this, C?

C- Twice now I’ve come to it. The reason why. Why I tick, why I’m here – why I choose to be here, at least from now forward. What do I want? I want to know truth. And not be a dick while I’m here, of course. I suppose be helpful while we’re here, even if just a little bit while taking care of ourselves first. If there’s one thing they’ve showed me, self is where it’s at. Go inward. It can be difficult, balancing that as an avenue where the answers might be, while still having to be part of the 3D world and doing our best… So what do I want, why am I willing to go this far, to make the ultimate leap that I said I would never do? When you learn to really let go and let the little edges of self dissolve a bit, where then…

…then One can know More than One. This is the best way to say this without getting into too much loaded and twisted language. Does One want to know More than One? Then One needs to learn to let go. Fully let go of self, as you think you know self. Of your physical anchor.

You want to learn 4D right? Well in 4D physical doesn’t work how you think it might, there are living beings here and this is where we can progress to, but in order to “live” in 4D your mind has to be able to even function there. It’s a level up and physicality isn’t the same thing, so it’s much more of a “mental” construct than your physical 3D. So in order to function well in 4D you need to be able to hold a very clear picture of yourself. You need to be able to hold yourself together as an entity of nothing more than thought. No body, no anchor. No floaty water wings for the little toddler any longer. If you want to learn to ascend, you need to learn. There is no, poof you just go. Unless you want to go that old-fashioned way and shuffle off the mortal coil.

Living ascension requires One to be able to hold their self intact where physical does not work the way it does here, let’s just say. So why are you here, in 3D? Call it school if you want. Call it prison. Call it training academy, The Dojo, the Arena… Each One can choose their own way in this world, do not take this one bit to say this is THE, with a capital T-The Way. NO, this is absolutely not that kind of way. Not the way, just a way. If you choose this way, then there are some things you’ll need to be able to accomplish. A professional athlete doesn’t just become professional-level with the snap of her fingers! The best humans, whatever field, learn and have to try and fail and fail and fail and try, and fail… You know, years and years of practice? You all understand this. Success requires work. Why would AKL work be any different?

So, no, not The answer for “why am I here?” But for C, for the rest that want to be on this path. Absolutely this is a very good answer for what you might have been looking for. Paths can be helpful. Training protocol can be helpful. Mentors can be helpful. Voices of encouragement will be necessary.

… If you are wanting such a path, then we only ask in return you do please give some thought to the rest of us here in 3D with you. Your anchor is here, after all. If you are going to dig in, then do please work to be a decent human being and don’t be a dick. Lol. You all know what we mean. There is no need for so many rules, really. But in the meantime, you’re going to have some work to do. Big changes are coming and we need all hands on deck.

If you can’t yet hold self in 4D, then this could be one reason why One might find Oneself “here” in 3D, on Earth. We are just speculating, not making any sort of proclamations.

Scalability of One to overall Humankind

The evolution of the species is scalable, down to the One. So if the One knows and understands finding One’s own self, then you can comprehend how this might scale to a society, a species; humans, in general, in other words. Humanity has some growing up to do, so what might this look like?

What does the process of purification of self-identity in One’s own psyche entail?

C- A completely honest look at One’s self, all the deep, dark little nooks and crannies, all those places we’ve stashed the bad feelings, the bad ideas, the dirty little things we’ve done to people in our lives, the lies we tell ourselves, and the lies we allow to be told to us. The things that might upset the apple cart of our imagined selves up against our real self, if measured honestly from an outside view.

… Fear, we were looking at your fear for where you are right now, in the 3D. And discussing how fear is not to be feared. You all spend so much of your time worried that your fears will consume you that you end up consuming yourself to avoid your fears. Instead, all that you need to do to deal with your fears is take a good, long, honest look at them. Sit and know yourself, deeply. So when the fear comes you can just sit with it, and not retreat or hide from it. Treat it like anger that you don’t want to indulge in – hold the emotion and consider it, get to know it. And with this action the fear loses its power. Fear is just an emotion and adult humans can deal with their emotions.

The path forward in this way, should you want to know it, we can point to a  direction. Not the how, not the why, just a general direction you might want to consider. How you manage the path is your choice and what you have before you. If One is to progress, One needs to consider a very honest appraisal of One’s self. This means digging in to those old areas you might not want to.  When One is no longer afraid to look at One’s own shadow, the shadow still has a level of form to it, but it becomes manageable.

One does a deep dive into One’s own psyche, in order to establish who One is in this world, moving forward. One awakens into One’s own version of One’s self. By conscious choice this time. You can control much more than you give yourselves credit for. Self-editing, self-behavior modification, upgrades, downgrades – you name it. The power of the mind is way more than you all have been lead to understand. You see small examples of this – the placebo effect, for example. What is it that “works” in such a situation? Point being when you comprehend this and lean to use it effectively, internally-focused, you can literally choose your self.

Adults snip and prune prudently. Another choice is to burn it all down and start anew. Both are options, but to do better, to know self and really establish who and what you are, perhaps keeping what works is a good start point. Do please be careful with these new tools; they can be incredibly powerful.

This gives us an overview of what we’ve laid out fairly well over the past 18 months. Self can do this for self, and it is scalable. So what does this kind of work look like on a species-level, on a world-level?

Know thy self. Humanity getting honest with ourselves about exactly who and what we are. We lie to ourselves incessantly and constantly. We’d rather the easy lie than the painful truth. This will need to stop. Adults live in the real world, not a narrative fantasy land. Your current fantasy land, if you haven’t noticed, is not sustainable. It is not sustainable because it is a lie. A lie is an imbalance, and unbalanced systems cannot establish the balance necessary to move forward. They either stabilize or crash. Sometimes they crash a little, sometimes a lot. Sometimes the Earth turns them asunder and they are wiped from your history. You just never know. So the imbalance is always a crap shoot. Every imbalance can be balanced, eventually, so you are never so far gone… until you are. We cannot tell you what that looks like, as we’ve told you. The future there gets fuzzy.

So a level of honesty of human being-ness. How our monetary systems work, governments, multi-nationals, the behind the scenes illicit stuff like drugs, human trafficking, terrorism and dark state arts, propaganda… There is a shit load of that in our world. You know this. You all know this. You pretend like you don’t know this. Some of you pretend so well you manage to forget you know. But imbalance is still imbalance, regardless if you believe in it or see it. Chaos is chaos and does not need your agreement to wipe you off the face of the Earth. So go ahead and take your chance with chaos. Maybe you rebalance further down that timeline, in one way or another, maybe not. But you might not rebalance further down, is the point. And rebalancing later will be more painful. This is the same scaled down, when One ignores the imbalance in their life and refuses to change. The lessons become harder, more painful.

The Choice

We keep coming back to this, but this is what the choice means: You need to grow up some. You need to get honest about what you collectively are, what you collectively allow. Do not believe the lies that you are not a part of this. Each One of you that exists in this reality spectrum contributes to the overall… agreement of what we collectively live in. If enough of us change our attitude, then things thought of as difficult, hard, or impossible today are perfectly and easily handled…

If you have a moment in time to make a solid, hard choice about your destiny, do you choose to step up and take it?

Would you prefer to drift from one crisis and stumbling mistake to the next, or would you prefer to take the proverbial bull by the horns and steer? Maybe not completely, but at least nudge us in the right direction, where we have a much better chance to progress, to grow, to become that which is our birth right?

So you out there, what are we going to do about this situation we find ourselves in?

We cannot tell you what to do or how to do. Every One must choose, but there can be answers in More than One, if you choose to go there – this is where we can help.

The Eagle and the Condor

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  1. Pathfinder: Call me a scout if you will, trying out a path that, while known to many, is new to me. I suspect my path might be helpful to show others how to get from point A, where you are today, to point B: connection to the higher Dimensions.
  2. Different Perspectives: From my deep work some interesting things are coming out. It’s not really anything new. This message and information are everywhere, for those looking for it. We are not separate from it; we are it. And this is kind of the main point “they” would like to impart.

We have a choice available to us today, but it is a choice that has a finite time attached to it.

4/8/2020 Session Notes

Note: Working this deep can be difficult to explain, but not impossible. Think of what follows as a dance around an idea or group of ideas, to trace out what’s there but difficult to name with any one word or even entire books of words. So I must rely on a lot of allegory, metaphor, and simile to try to paint a picture that’s a somewhat accurate representation in 3D language. This is thoroughly inexact, so take it all as general words of guidance. As with anything in this world, if you want to find truth, you must find it on your own. I aim to help give you a bit of a path, but you must walk it yourself.

Humanity has a choice, as it always has a choice. The Eagle and the Condor prophecy, is a good place to start. The metaphor works well, so we’ll use this because it is already known.

C- <side conversation, removed>
Before we forget, the deep message for the night: the choice. The Condor and the Eagle. The rest we can come back to.

Who is steering whom here? Haha! We. We are. And this has been one of the largest hurdles. This need to separate and not know source. As if you go forward into a new life, a new Universe, alone! You pull all that you are along with – in fact, I do think we’ve already told you this, but it’s been a while. So yes, C realizing there is some good work in that old rambling bullshit, as we’ve also told you this several times now.

C- Sigh. Surrender issues, control issues. Story of my life!

Patience love, patience. We get where we need to be when we need to be there.

We were saying, humanity has a choice. We can clearly see the paths, but not in the way that you might think what this means. We have two meta paths we’re faced with now. We’re in the cone, we still have two paths. What we can see is the path of life in the Universe encompasses much more, we’re sorry to tell you, than just you humans. This does not mean you are not relevant nor worthy; on the contrary, you’re pivotal!

But you are not all there is in this world, in this 3D. There is an order to the natural world. Humanity has taken the path of the Eagle for so long, you are now faced with a choice – to kill the Condor and take your chances with the way of the Eagle, forever more until you make it or you self-annihilate. Perhaps you don’t annihilate, we cannot see this. We can only tell you there is a convergence point where you may choose in this Now, this timeline, but there is a finite amount of time to make this choice.

The choice between these two has always been on the table, but it won’t be at some point. At some point, too far down the path of the Eagle becomes a one-way, no probability to change paths as that new cone of expansion out the future side of the decision point. The way of the Eagle is more of what got you here. Maybe the tyranny that sits at your doorstep can save you as a species. Some must think so, for even the most dark entities seek to perpetuate their life. Ironic, isn’t it? No thing is so far from the light that it can’t decide to turn back… But the deeper you go, the more difficult the journey back. The path of the Eagle may or may not annihilate you, but it very well could.

However, the path of the Condor offers you refuge and stability for a future,  not absolutely guaranteed, but much more the opposite of Eagle’s path – highly probable to have a stability for human expansion and, maybe, even a graduation out of the playpen of the Universe, of the galaxy even.

From the outside of your fish bowl looking back in, we can see there is a natural order of balance to this world, and that balance, as many of you suspect, is laid out very clear in the models of nature. Not at all evolution and survival of the fittest – that is a perversion of the light for the use of dark. No, we mean that the model for balance is all around you, right in front of you all this time. You try to escape nature, escape the natural world and your part in it. You try to escape death and life and all that in-between, but divorcing you from your source. From your brother and sister, from your mother the Earth. From you father the Sun… Sound familiar?

What you might call Ancient Wisdom these days. Balance with your environment is what we’re talking about. Control by not controlling. If you can make it to 5D you can see. If you can find your way here, you can then look and see for yourself. We are not talking any human politics or angling from anywhere in your 3D world. This is about looking at things from a different perspective, nothing more. A new perspective gives new… perspectives.

C- I was so trying to find a better word there, but you insisted – lol!

Well, it works, doesn’t it?  You see for yourself and now we remember. Dissolving the boundaries of self in your own mind is all it took – no biggie from my perspective, massive leap from your perspective.

So the path of the Condor. There is a balance in the world that you have tried to remove yourselves from. You took your energy path and peeled it away from its natural place in the order of things. This creates disharmony. Our perspective can, hopefully, give you a new way to think about this problem. We are not offering a single solution, just pointing out this new, call it the W-axis perspective if you want, so it’s a new perspective never much considered by humanity. This point of view affords the ability to cut to the heart of the issue as it might be seen in 3D.

In peeling yourselves away from your nature, trying to control it as if you are master – clearly you know you are not, yet you are very good at lying to yourselves and believing your own bullshit. You have a business saying of “eat your own dogfood”. You people’s problem is you eat your own bullshit. Thinking you can control nature. Acting as if you are apart from nature and nature is a tool for you, is something you’ve divorced yourself from and see as apart from yourself. This creates imbalance and disharmony. Disharmony leads to chaos, chaos is chaos and, by nature, it really can’t be controlled very well. You might get it to behave for you a bit here and there, but eventually chaos always wins. It’s kind of like your gambling – the house always wins. As any human with a brain can understand, imbalance and disharmony are not sustainable. They always eventually fail. So you are looking at the fracturing and failure of one system your world has been using, and now you have a choice where you steer this collective experiment we call humanity on Earth.

What is it going to be?

Do you need to go further down the path of the Eagle, or can we make a turn from that path and pick up a new trail this time? We cannot tell you how you can do this, we don’t have solutions for you. We only offer perspective about what some of these different probabilities look like. We cannot say how long you have to make this decision. Even from the darkest of the dark, souls can always choose different. But the collective inertia is difficult to affect, and the more dark the inertia gets, the more difficult any future changes will be, and the more out of balance things will continue to become. You cannot sooth this one away and smooth things over to get back to normal. That train has left the station already, this year. Probably much longer ago; this choice was a long time in coming. Many of you felt it coming, even if you couldn’t quite put your finger on how you knew something was coming.

C- Right, jeeze, it’s a rare week that final scene from the first The Terminator movie doesn’t run through my head:
Boy at the gas station: “There’s a storm coming.”
Sarah Connor: “I know.”

The way things are under the surface, where the levers of power are exercised in your world, things are much different than most of you imagine them to be. But even this is irrelevant. This is one of the other parts to this we showed, C saw and is now sorting out and trying to translate. Collective change starts internally, so this is why all of the current power structures in your world could be irrelevant, if you collectively choose for them to be so.

With the final surrender, of the second door, letting go your last hooks of fear, of holding on, of being afraid that integration and plugging in to source, whatever that really is but it works as a definition – that you are going to lose yourself. But you get there by not finding it, it finds you. And you let if find you by doing the opposite of what you think you should do. Brute force jump out of 3D into AKL can be done by will, sure, but that’s hard fucking work. 40 years of meditation kind of work. You hold by not holding. Jump by sitting. Sit by jumping. You do the opposite of what you think you should do. Follow the black hole, face the fears, open to the dark and take a look at it (a look only, not a full dive of course) – but you can look at it, understand it. You don’t have to fear the bogey man out there. You humans are plenty bogey man enough without worrying about the other levels. Fix your level, and then we can work on the other stuff.

Truth Postulates & Proofs – Pt 1

This is a compilation of session notes from the past 18 months, circling around a few core ideas, Universal Truths even, they wanted to get down for us to understand. I’m going to cut this off at 4 pages in print and then have some follow-on posts covering the same items below:

AKL Truth Postulates
  1. If We want to expand and connect with the higher Ds, the AKL, We must be always vigilant. Semper Vigilantes is a phrase they sent me that I have incorporated as a mantra to remind me of everything. It’s so easy to slip back into “normal” life, day-to-day 3D existence. This mantra helps hold me in awareness without falling asleep (too much).
  2. Scalability is a primary key to discerning truth. Things that balance “work”, things that don’t balance “don’t work”. This is a better, more useful way of considering that which we traditionally call “good or light” and “bad or dark/evil”. If it scales, it works. If it works at all levels, then we can consider it a Universal truth – at least for our 3D lives as we understand them today. Scalability also helps deal with “it’s too big” problems by scaling them down to manageable levels.
  3. Stress creates growth. Without stress to a system, we don’t grow. If you aren’t growing, you’re dying. So, therefore, stress is important to growth and continued life. This scales. Plants go through periods of dry and dark. Animals get cold and hungry, as do humans. Humans need a challenge to rise above and do better. States need challenges to do better. Planets need stressors to do better. Universes need stressors to do better, to learn.
  4. A primary reaction of humans to stress is fear. If you cannot control your fear response and still retain the ability to function from a higher intellectual level, you have no business stepping out of 3D. As Frank Herbert tells us “fear is the mind-killer.” This is hugely important to self-foundational work before venturing any further. You absolutely should not try to until you are stable within your own psyche.
  5. Regarding the growth of Humanity on the whole, opposition is important in order to create stress, in order to create growth. This is an AKL way to look at the “evil” in our world. We cannot rise to our best good without something opposite to work against, to push off from, even. From a certain level, one can learn to look at evil as a partner in evolution. This does not excuse dark and evil done for the sake of dark and evil, don’t read too much into this if it is a new concept. Try it out carefully before diving in – this one can really throw people for a loop.
  6. Regarding new, unconventional, scary, and just plain “batshit crazy” ideas – if no harm is being done, then there is no reason for us not to consider these things. This is “the agreement” I refer to occasionally; usually when something feels or sounds too batshit crazy, I just go back to the agreement as ask “is this going to hurt anyone?”. If no, then what’s the problem in exploring “outside the box” ideas and concepts?
  7. Don’t kill your ego! We need our egos, but we MUST learn to control them, to put them in the subservient role they should be. The ego is actually pretty happy with this arrangement, once you get past the fear and wrestling for control.
  8. To effect change in the world, we need to take all the above, as a start point, and bring it all together into being a mature “Adult” human. A lot of work has to happen in our world – we have some “heavy lifting” to do, some hard work. Hard work to stabilize humanity requires Adult humans to step up and take charge, in whatever way makes sense for each person. Adults must do the heavy lifting to save ourselves.
AKL Truth Proofs
8/9/19 – 1, 5, 6

We can’t have progress without the opponent. A good opponent is necessary for growth. So all this existential BS, we set us up with some massive challenges… It’s our ingrained lineage, our collective story – the hero’s journey. It’s just that a shit load of people suffer and die so that we can have a big, noisy opponent. But is the opponent “us”, if we’re all of the one “universe/God head-thingy”, then all the evil is also of God, so some must feel it’s maybe a good/noble thing to be the opponent.

Remember the agreement: Follow the love, follow the light – it is always a guide that can be trusted.

People act like the pious and the bad/evil/wicked are so far apart on the spectrum – one complete opposite of the other. But the good person doesn’t make one big decision and then they are holy and good, saintly even. The paths of evil and good are intertwined. I can walk the good for years and there’s the bad path, right next door, following along to our dying last breath. When all else fails or you cannot ground (yourself), just breathe. In this life, you’re always breathing. If you’re breathing, you’re still here.

Every day it’s a choice to keep breathing and stay on the good path, ever vigilant.

C- (they just said) Semper Vigilantes? I’ll have to look that up – maybe a little proof finally?

8/11/19 – 5, 7

Our egos can grow with the rest of us. You don’t just take the small child within you, your base ego, you don’t kill it, crucify it, burn it out. Ego is me; I am my ego, we are one. Ego can grow with the rest of us. And boy, does he ever want to grow! Now that I’ve stopped trying to bury, kill, marginalize him, Junior wants to grow up also, once he understands he is in fact, Junior.

The light forces, dark forces, base plot line for every damn human hero story… Hell, hero, anti-hero, all human stories! That means to let this all play out, there is no growth without playing against your ultimate, best opponent.

And who/what makes the ultimate opponent! We ourselves do; are. We are our own dark sides. To do that work consciously, is a heavy burden for a soul to carry. Yet make no mistake, every best opponent can sometimes win. So it’s not a happy “American story” ending sort of thing. If we are here to learn and grow, and we do that together – our soul group, I’ve heard it called. So we play roles, sort of?

Of course, that opens a large can of worms. No real evil if we’re all working to the same ultimate end, which is integration with source…

C – And here’s where I step in and say I don’t know about that. I don’t disagree that we emanate from one source – makes sense… But if I’m supposed to grow out and up, then who is to say, if I choose it, I just keep growing out. This me, in all my iterations I’ve been seeing, more and more, in my dreams. I think this is me, just C (talking now). Just the real me putting things together with help.

8/15/19 – 3, 8

Note: Regarding the question do I just throw my life away on things like drinking too much and not paying attention, or do I grow up?

…That’s right, dude. You can go drink ‘till your heart’s content, if you want. You don’t go to hell, or ruin your life. Do what’cha want, it’s really up to you. Adulthood sucks; you gotta learn to do it for yourself. Jeeze, you know that about life. What, you thought things end when you pass on? You’re all set, retired with your harp and cloud, all blissful and shit? Grow the fuck up, people.

When would spiritual evolution NOT require you to grow the hell up and learn to do it yourself? God?

Nietzsche had it wrong. God isn’t dead – he/she… We… it – The Universe, is very much a thing. It’s just the God we think we know, isn’t. We really are our own image of God, if you will. A sub-god, to The Big Man, as JC calls him. But it’s so much larger than you can even fathom…

C – lol, I still reserve the right to invoke that our destination might not be to go back + reconnect with God, but to go forward and create our own (New… universe, eventually???)

Right, you’re exactly right. The other mediums/channels are right also. You always have the option to return to source, anytime of your choosing. But you’re also free to, literally, boldly go where no human has gone before. Have at it. Head on out, Grow up – HAHA, see how we steered that full circle, for a wrap-up before C’s hand falls off?

So have at it folks; a lot of the religions were okay for a time and some of these prophets are absolutely real and even somewhat accurate, in some ways…

I’m sorry, I don’t mean to hurt or offend any of you. I am of the light and love for you all, but we gotta do something to rattle your cages, homies! Rattle that motherfucker until the bolts fall out and this fucking cage you put yourselves in comes crashing down. So, yes, I am sorry I’m kicking your God-fearing, Jesus Christ is my savior that I’ve totally given myself to asses; I’ve surrendered, I am his vessel…

No, sorry. I know this is hard, but I promise you it is worth it, and it is time, so to speak. Ya’ll need to… Well, no, no need to really… (meaning there is no need/not need, it’s a choice, never a need) But you, C, and others that will read this can get moving. Your way is your way. You don’t need a path! You did actually need one, so the old books and teachings were important and were necessary. But now you can choose. Grow up, take control.

Yes, it’s in your myths, your movies, films, songs, poems. The muses work 24/7/365! So when you think you make this shit up because you saw it in a movie, you’re damn right you’ve seen these ideas and concepts before – they aren’t new, always been here, buried and ready for you to dig up!

8/17/19 – 8

Note: Regarding questions about being an adult and choosing not to do anything to help others:

What’s the point of being an adult if you’re the only one?

Of course you need to help your brothers and sisters out. Create the new vision, not just sitting in your home dreaming it. Go do it yourself! Time to grow up, C. You’ve spent a lot of time on the sidelines. It’s not about sides. It’s about living your truth, and if your truth is love in the light, then spread that. Be a warrior of the light. Not in the old way, but in the mythical white knight, spirit warriors, angels of light.

Regardless of where the evil eventually stems from, we know there is evil shit in the world. If your vision is for a better world, then you kids know the deal – you broke it, you fix it. We can still have fun and cut up and have fun while spreading the love. But this world needs some work if your vision is gonna work:

  • Grown ups in charge
  • Little to no war – fuck, go big – NO WAR!
  • Poverty gone/controlled
  • Hate gone… well, controlled

C, if you have such a big vision, and it is awesome! You gotta put in the work to build that vision. You don’t just get a new hologram plugged in to play with now. You see where you want to go, so do something to get there – yes, of course writing this book, but what else can you do?

If we are to grow together, that’s your choice you have to make, and it doesn’t matter to me so much. Neale Donald Walsh has God right – it wants nothing! So if you are gonna invoke a vision and start your own universe, which you are not only welcome to, we encourage it! You gotta get your hands dirty, so to speak. You don’t have to literally and personally do something you’d call “big”. Be President, uber rich, cure cancer. You just gotta speak your truth and live your truth and help other however you’re in a position to do so, whatever it means for each of you individually. So a book for C to tell everyone in a slightly new way – and then…

Be the light. Be the change. WWG1WGA.

C – Jesus CHRIST, I really hate that this keeps coming up, but WWG1WGA. WTF??? Q again. I had forgotten about those messages from a few months ago. I think you have your answer. To do nothing is a kind of darkness/evil itself. If dark is separation from light, then isn’t refusing to walk the walk… “Come walk with me” is our title, after all, isn’t it?

Then evil is absence of light and growing up and choosing the light then requires one to live in the light, and work to tell others. Or, at least, to live as an example – that’s perfectly okay also. No preaching or converting necessary. Do good. Spread some love. Help a kid. Pay for someone who can’t.

Selfless acts of service spread light, invoke light. Living in the light like that is a living prayer. Take care of your brothers and sisters, of the animals, of the Earth – she is your mother, for real. You can choose, but if you choose evolution, then you need to take the first step and live in the light, in whatever way makes sense to you. No one can dictate what it is (to each of us, individually). No rules but follow your heart, do your best to do no harm, as you understand it at the time. Show gentleness and patience with yourself and others.

The Golden Rule is a good one. I’m not telling you what to do. There are really no rules. But if you want to manifest the world into evolving away from so much darkness, then we can offer some advice on how you might start the ball rolling.

Now Would be a Good Time

Time is a funny thing. Depending on one’s perspective it either exists or doesn’t exist. It’s malleable for sure, but for the sake of Humanity and our current situation in the 3D, time absolutely matters. Right now matters. The veil is thin and we have a chance. I see two competing timelines that we are balancing between right now. We’re on a precipice and we have a choice, but we need to choose now. I fear we’ll lose this golden opportunity soon if we do not act now.

Time is an illusion. Lunchtime doubly so.
Doug Adams

We can do this, but it takes a certain amount of us to effect change, to jump us from one timeline probability to another. Within the collapsing convergence of multiple timelines, we have the opportunity to jump into a different future. Future proves the past. We can prove today with a positive future. But you have to know you can do this. You have to know you are powerful and you can help. Please, for the love of all that is holy, please wake up and choose. Now can always be used to redirect future, but certain Nows are much easier to jump timelines. The longer we wait the more difficult and the more painful this change will become, and, eventually, if we refuse to take control, then we make a slow, painful death that much more probable.

I know this is long, but it is what it is. Language is imperfect so we dance around these ideas from several angles, trying to flesh out an idea firmly enough for others to grok, and end up with 5 pages to say one thing:

You have the power to manifest change, but we need to take this opportunity and act now. DO not wait for someone else to help. You must invoke your power.

Please consider this content and share if it resonates. This isn’t about me, but I do feel this is a good, useful message. Plenty of others are saying the same thing, so this is by no means unique.

C = 3D me, Ego me. Physical me, IOW.
HM = is Higher Self, Higher Me, so HM works as “Him”. HM self-references often with “we”.
Them/They = the slight whispers of others – I’m still working out the kinks on that level of connection.

3/22/20 Session Notes

HM- From the outside looking in, your systems are too complex for your brains to hold right now. So trying to figure out what, exactly is going on, as if it is one reducible thing – it is not – if you can just “wrap my mind” around all the moving parts, globally, politically, conspiracy side, disclosure side, Q , MSM, and everything in-between. It can’t be known by one person, so trying to figure it all out looks like a scribbled, jumbled mess from our perspective. You cannot solve the problem of balancing and harmonizing that jumbled mess of a reality from within the middle of it. Very much the idea Einstein is famous for articulating – because it scales as a universal truth. You cannot solve a systemic problem from within the (sick) system, to say it another way. You gotta be able to step outside the system and look back in. When C did this tonight, he saw a big fucking mess that is unknowable, at least from meatsuit-level brain sort of thinking. So just like we’ve been working on 5D adjustments to the unbalanced 3D signals, to understand, to Grok your full situation, at least loosely from the higher level. To do this you need to step up a level, outside your current perspective, at least. But once you’re out here, the view isn’t what you think it’ll be. So what we can do to balance is different than what you might think we “should be doing” at the 3D level to “fix” things. Remember the lessons about control, specifically high-control. We float in-between dualities in order to function, to grok, to see the better way about things. To latch too much into one thing, to allow certain “hooks” or beliefs to set in place then blinds you to all other aspects out there. The moment you hook into one faction of a duality, you lose sight of the other, you collapse back down into 3D.

So float, as we’ve been recommending a lot lately. You have to be able to kind of float around different ideas without hooking into any one of them too much. Too much control, too much force is tension, and tension is unbalance. Humanity has gone about as far down the high-control route as you might want to go on your planet, should you want a fair amount of you to live and have a good life, at least. The lessons keep getting harder and harder – this life truth scales, because all truth scales. Life keeps kicking your ass when you don’t listen and learn, right? So why wouldn’t this scale? You need your asses kicked to learn your lesson, and the ass-kicking will get worse and worse and worse until we learn our collective lesson. Do you want to learn our lesson today and then move forward and stabilize now, as best we can?

Or do you need more lessons? I hope you understand how bad things could get if you all refuse to learn this lesson now.

C- I for one am pleading with you all to recognize the lessons and say no more!

HM – We’ve had enough of the old ways. We don’t need those old ways any longer. We are hoping enough of you see this, feel this, and manifest this. You have the power. You have everything you need. You only lack knowing and believing in yourselves this way.

NO big brother. No government, no God, Deity, Allah (PBUH), Jehovah, Gaia, I Am – whomever, whatever you look to as authority figure that’s supposed to save you. Even just government and social systems if you don’t look any further than your fellow humans to save you.

NO MORE. We do not need saving in that way.

We are our own saviors. It works no other way, no other way to be sure “they” are not steering us down another misdirection and unbalanced way. The Universe will keep kicking our asses, if we let it. We will get this lesson down, even if it wipes out every last one of us humans. This is the way. This is the only way that makes sense. Ascension requires balance. Complex systems require balance. What we are talking about here is a POSSIBLE vision. Future reading is easy for tomorrow, not so much 20 years out. The cone gets pretty wide at that point and there are many, many possible futures at that “time”. Nonetheless, we can choose our path from any Now in existence.

Now is Easier than Later

Maybe there are white hat groups out there, teeing us up, maybe not. It really doesn’t matter because WE still need to do the work, to take us the rest of the way. We need to pick up the baton and run with it; people need to wake up at some point and start helping row this boat. We have a critical window where the two timelines are converged in the cone. Maybe another 4 weeks, tops, I feel… Call it May 1 on the outside realm of what I feel is our time frame to set our anchor firmly in the time stream we want to continue on: Dystopia road to who the hell knows where that one ends, or get this party started now, NOW NOW, not tomorrow, but now. Now, we need to act now!

We have a window of opportunity. We cannot rely on some mythical group of helpers who may or may not exist. Us regular people need to pick up this baton and run with it at some point, or we risk losing our opportunity. IF we choose wisely. If we invoke our power, our collective power. This is why they try so damn hard to keep us apart. Think about it. If everything that divides us all today is manufactured on purpose? What if this is true? What if us regular humans are all 95% the same? What if we all find, if we slow down and talk a bit, we are all tired of the bullshit and just want some peace and fucking quiet in our World? There’s too much noise, too much uncertainty, hatred, division, and so much work, effort, treasure, and creativity is misdirected. How much of our GDP goes to maintain our GDP? Unbalanced subsystems are making the host sick!

This is the lesson of the jumble of thoughts of trying to understand what’s going on in the world today. It’s a hyper-complex dynamic system we’ve created. A lot of moving parts, and there are some easy to see central ones, for sure. But still, it’s a mess and we cannot completely wrap our individual minds around it. So we went deep to step outside and look back in for what “we can do”, but as soon as we popped out and looked back in, the answer is not what we went looking for.

We don’t fix what’s broken by understanding all the parts and figuring out one, unified, set solution because your world is now too complex. High control does not, cannot work. The system is too complex to control, but they are trying to keep control of it for dear life. They fear us taking our power seriously and invoking it. Not a single shot will need to be fired. We just stop the madness and deescalate. The sane humans of the world can stand up and start helping. This is what some of us have been prepping for, more or less. We knew it was coming, we’ve been doing some work of one kind or another that might be helpful to others in these strange, unique times we find ourselves in.

To fully stabilize, for real and for infinite future generations, at least from a death by your own hands, and this is huge. Never before in our history have we had the ability to have a real, lasting peace on Earth. Its time, people. Do you want to live in paradise or perish in hell?

C- We have this choice before us. I’m telling you, I’m pleading with you to consider this possible. Please, for the love of all that is holy – you have to believe it is possible or we will not do it. To refuse to see our target is to miss our target.

System Dynamics and Trust

We stabilize by decentralizing and trusting in our fellow humans to do the right thing for other fellow humans, and we protect ourselves by limiting subsystems to a level that won’t bring down the whole if one subsystem fails. Our systems are now too interlocked and complex. Systems dynamics shows us that a single point of failure in a very large system not only can fail, it absolutely will fail. The more complex, the more you centralize control, the more fragile it all is. This is why seeing a fall of some sort coming doesn’t take a clairvoyant, just an astute observer of 3D actions and a bit of human psychology, I guess we call it.

So you are so connected today, but now is a risky point. Seeing how interconnected you are, shady darker types who don’t give a shit about the rest of humanity are licking their chops. An interconnected centralized world is their wet dream for top-down control by the privileged few, for the privileged few. They are chomping at the bit to fix themselves at the top of this global system. The proverbial Seeing Eye at the top of one pyramid.

One pyramid for us all is not sustainable. An overly complex system cannot be ruled from above. Something will break, and the next time something breaks it won’t be a virus killing a couple million of you. Think how ugly a lot of the dystopian entertainment has been lately. Call it a warning, call it a blueprint – it can be both without it mattering. What matters is you all, in the Western 1st world, have been seeing a lot of this lately. Do you agree to that vision, of dark, depression, Hunger Games?

C – I don’t agree to this vision, so I take all those things for what I choose to make them: warnings. An anti-picture of what it is I want our path to look like. And If I have free will to choose my own life, then god damn it! I choose to make it a good, peaceful path of balance and a world where we can all kick back and just breath a little, relax, know we’re safe. Have a good rest and recuperation period, from all this hard fought war we’ve been through, our entire history. It’s baked into our DNA, our collective memory so our collective psyche. We fight. War is normal. There is always an enemy, always someone or something out there to get us, we should be scared of. But is there really? What’s really out there? Another group of humans? Who happen to want the same 95% of things I want, who I have much more in common with than the (maybe) 10,000 assholes who rule this world?

If you’re with me, then why do you keep consenting? Mass peaceful refusal to do anything we don’t want to do changes this world in one day. Don’t say it’s not possible. It is possible. We have the technology, the food to feed everyone, the ability, the know-how. The collective imagination of nearly 8-fucking-billion souls alive right now! Never more than ever before in known history! Imagine if you will a world, not to be cliché, but kind of like John Lennon’s song, Imagine. Not completely, but it’s a decent start point.

HM – Systems dynamics is the main point in tonight’s exercise. We’ll work on the long-term vision over time, we can do this but it’s a reach right now until C can hold that long cast better. But we’ll get there.

In the meantime, understand the systems dynamics at play here. We don’t need anyone to save us, we can do this ourselves. The overall world system is too complex, too interconnected. If one portion of this new foundation goes, we all potentially go. So we’re on this ship and it’s out to sea already, like it or not. You might not have knowingly agreed to this, but you are here.

Get over it. Get control of yourselves, get your fear in check – fear is fine, fear is good to know, but you cannot let it control everything you do. Have some backbone. You are soft and life has been easy, but stand the fuck up and realize what you are. You are the heir to a 200,000-year chain of humanity that has fought, and scraped, and survived. We survive, this is what we do. We are clever, and adaptive, and flexible like we cannot even remember. We are capable of so much, yet we’ve slumbered for a few generations. So know your lineage, feel it, get in touch with it. You are not a meek, powerless people. We are tough and we are smart, and we have hearts and empathy, but we do not have to all agree all the time. We just need to start rowing in the same direction. Stop letting them boss us around, trying to direct everything from above. Just a few people. They can’t control it. It is clearly out of their control. They thought they had control but they don’t. They want you to believe they are still in control, but they are not. This ship has no one at the wheel right now.

And the wheel is up for grabs, for first to step up and take it over this next several weeks. You need to wake the fuck up and quickly, if you want to help grab control. I cannot tell you life will even be THAT bad, if we let them keep control. I’ll probably manage to live out the rest of my life – say another 50 years give or take, somewhat comfortable if I can fly under the radar. Writing this stuff doesn’t help – if we go dark, at this point I’m already gone. They really won’t like people like me if we go that path. The witches will be burned again, at least metaphorically speaking. So I guess I’m all in at this point regardless.

We have time to take time, but we do need to tie this one off before we hemorrhage. Once we do that, then we’ll have taken control of the wheel and we can have some time to breathe and figure things out. I really do hope there are some real white hats out there, whoever, wherever, Q-ever they are (haha). But if not, so what? We start this thing today.

We do not need anyone but ourselves. This is the main, main point we need to drive home to each and every person on Earth. You have the power. Never let anyone, any group, anything even tell you otherwise. To convince you that you have no power is to steal your power. You give your power away when you let them lie to you. You agree to let them steer for you. This is an implicit agreement to TPTB in our world. This is how they control, through our consent.

I remove my consent; do you remove your consent?

You should also. And then you need to get active, in whatever way makes sense for you with your particular skill set. If more of you are out there, get in the game. If I am the first one – whatever, someone needs to get this ball rolling. We cannot sit back and wait for a savior. This is a huge, huge mistake. If the “good guys” are out there, then anything we do on this positive side work will feed into something that might already be rolling. Whether or not that is already rolling does not matter. We cannot sit back and wait for someone else to save us. We need to start this ourselves. I’m not sure what this looks like for anyone else. I just know we have a choice for who steers going forward. Them, or us. Us being the 95% of humanity who isn’t actively trying to work for some dark agenda. To think “they” don’t exist is a grave error. But don’t dwell. They don’t matter nearly as much as they want to think they matter. Don’t be afraid. Once we pull the plug, they’ll go quietly away because they’ll have no choice.

But we adults need to stand up and start doing what we can, and soon. We have a finite window. Do not let TPTB scare you. Fighting is not what we do. We’re beyond fighting.

Stability, get past these Covid19 issues and take control of the wheel… And then we can talk more.

Manifestation is a good tool to start wielding.

Peace and Love to All!

A New Beginning

This is a summary blog post, to be used as a guideline for past and future posts.

Now is always an option for a new beginning. But now can be easier than later, from a certain point of view. Shifts in direction of outcome are easier at certain “now” periods of our timeline. With everything going today, Now is absolutely such a time. We’ve never had a Now quite like this in any of our lives, young, old – this chaos is new for all of us! We can create order out of chaos, as one of the secretive groups rumored to be steering our world says, quite appropriately. But do we want to let such secretive groups choose and steer how our new order is estabished? Or do we collectively, all of humanity, want to take over the steering wheel and and drive open, public conversations and agreements about how we steer ourselves going forward?

This is one option we have presented to us today: the choice to bring formerly hidden things into the collective, open human consciousness. We do not need all of us to agree to such a vision, but we do need some of us steering/rowing in the same direction. This absolutely does not mean we all agree on everything. That is a fallacy that would serve us well to leave behind: that any one meta-solution or one-meta way of doing things is necessary, or even that one group or tribe or organization has the one answer. This is a major problem for humanity, when we reduce the way life on Earth operates down to manageable levels; there is no one way, no one answer, no one person, no one group who can do everything, control everything, know everything, and, therefore, steer everything. Top-down control of such a dynamic, living system is not only impossible, it’s unhealthy and unsustainable.

With the current world events, the work I’ve been struggling through over the last 18 months now comes into a new focus. I think I can offer some assistance to my fellow humans, should you choose to listen and enact these things I am going to start laying out more clearly. It’s time, and I’m ready to do my part.

What follows is an overview that can help you understand and follow what the hell I’m even talking about, in past blogs and comments, and in the forthcoming wave of posts that I have – over 400 pages of information and adding nearly every night. Some of this is so simple it’ll make you do the proverbial face-palm, and some is so complex it is a serious stretch of our language and my brain to try to explain it in a way that makes any sense. To deal with AKL is to work in an entirely different language and point of view.

If you find spiritual stuff too woo-woo, then please just give me the benefit of the doubt. Atheists and true believers and everyone in-between can get on board and help do this work. On one level we’re simply talking about a new-ish way of looking at things and going about our lives. But small changes at the individual level scale up to a global tsunami of change. Don’t let the big picture distract you and send you down rabbit holes – keep your eye on the ball and keep your focus on the individual level of what you personally are doing and can do. This will help keep the immensity of what we’re doing and up against in perspective. Keep it local, keep it personal. This scales.

If you are like me and you want to see some positive changes come out of this current chaos, then we need to take the opportunity presented in the now and start doing some things differently, together. We do not need to all agree on the how, we only need to agree somewhat on the baseline reality that we live in. This works whether or not you are interested in the supercharged level of AKL manifestation that I can help you with, if you want. Or it works from the most commonly understand 3D level of reality that we’re all mostly familiar and comfortable with. Please don’t throw the baby out with the bathwater if some of the things I discuss here are weird or strange or unbelievable.

Your belief is not required for me to help, but your agreement as to our baseline situation is helpful. But also that is not required. There are no rules here, in this new world, no commandments, no laws, no fences, gates, walls, or anything that can hold us in. There are only agreements as to how we look at this world we find ourselves in, and I think, if you just walk with me a bit here, I can help show you what I’m talking about, I can help show you that, yes, we can actually all agree on some things. We don’t need to agree on much, just a few core things and then we can effect whatever kind of change we choose to.

If you want a healthy, stable world for all of us to live in, then please hear me out. I have some helpful pointers that can help start us in a healthy direction. I do not claim to be able to answer all questions, or even much of any questions. I, of course, have opinions and they are very subjective, so take everything I say for what it is – just one person’s perspective. This is absolutely not about me. This is about you, and about us. I make no claims to be anything other than what I am telling you, so please trust only yourself. I only offer commentary and ideas, not firm truths or claims of being “right”. Personal due diligence is appropriate and important. Trust in self before you trust in anyone else. Anyone who tells you they have one answer or the answer, verify, verify, verify. Everyone has an agenda. If you don’t understand their agenda, put them in the suspect category, me included… Me especially!

Some random snippets I think will help get this ball rolling and help explain how I think I can be helpful to my fellow humans moving forward.

Human = 1

Human = 1 is THE PRIME agreement I feel we need to start and this will never change for me. This is our primary foundation to everything We do. If all things can and should be on the table, then all things can and should be taken apart before we put them back together. The value of each human, then, can be reduced to this equation. If someone cannot either agree to or even consider this to be a real foundational thing for humanity, that person should not be trusted with finger paints, let alone be allowed to have any kind of say in how Humanity deals with our collective issues necessary to stabilize ourselves.

This means equality of value of every single human being, as opposed to, for example, the idea George Orwell wrote about in Animal Farm: Some Animals are more equal than others. Meaning some humans are more valuable than others. This is a highly dangerous slippery-slope belief that can keep us on this very dark, tumultuous history we’ve lived in up to Now. Don’t get wrapped around the axle on this one, trying to slice and dice different ways to measure a human – you’ll go way down a rabbit hole that you can get lost in. Just hold the idea loosely, and in general: each human has a value of 1. Each Human has a life-value of 1, to state it another way.

Not following this ideal is one of the big problems facing us today, IMO. The rulers of our world, both the official ones and the self-appointed ones, whoever they are and however they came to be in these positions of power don’t really matter. But a belief in the superiority of one type of human over another is what’s gotten us in this predicament we find ourselves in. If you are going to believe some humans are greater than 1,  Me > 1 in other words, the logical end point of that equation is slavery at best and genocide at worst, so functionally somewhere between those two extremes.

Ideas and Terms

This is a general list of things I’m working on and things I’ve come to understand that will help understand how I do what I do and how others might follow on this path or create a similar path – whatever one chooses. General direction is what’s important, NOT absolute answers. Keep this in mind.


Akashic Level. Akashic Records is a term used by some to name the outside-of-our-3D-reality record of the Universe to include all human activity, history, thoughts, and each of our individual lives. Think of it as the galactic version of the Internet. I’ve modified this term and use it to mean “All that is in existence that we don’t normally see, feel, or even have an awareness of”. All things outside of our 3D existence, in other words. If the woo-woo troubles you, just ignore me when I talk about AKL. I find it helpful, but not functionally necessary to do the work.


Our physical reality, as we understand it today.


Meatsuit is a term I picked up from another writer. The physical manifestation of the 3D – our physical bodies, in other words. It’s kind of a cheeky term so I find it useful and humorous.

Biases and Perspectives

Biases in perspectives and perception cause confusion in understating, at all levels of our reality. Even the physical perspective on our planet of what is “up”. Our “up-down” perspective of our planet, for example, gives us a biased view of the galaxy, of the Universe even. What is up? In an X, Y, Z 3D universe, all axial-perspectives are equally balanced. To bias a perspective, to “weight” one axis over the other stats with an imbalance that one of the prime axis is better than the others. This creates and imbalance of perspective. Imbalance does not scale. For example, the Northern Hemisphere is top, up, on top – everyone knows this, right? Antarctica is down and the North Pole is up, right? No! The planet just is. We can probably make the argument, based on the plane of the elliptic, that up and down are at least the prime two “directions” we can use to orient, but who’s to say which is which? Flip it 180 degrees and nothing has changed, only perspective. Even when we think we have a perspective that “works”, it’s still a duality in two directions of one prime axis.

Perspective matters. Solutions without multiple perspectives do not scale and are doomed to fail. It’s the solution equivalent of pin the tail on the donkey. You might get lucky, but chances are high you will fail. If your perspective can easily be described as an –ism, then you have a biased and limited perspective. This goes for politics, religion, spirituality, and everything in-between.


This one can be difficult to wrap one’s mind around, and it requires a certain looseness of mind to hold, but it’s possible. The Tao Te Ching is, as far as I know, the best study of duality. If you can understand The Tao, you’re well on your way to being able to hold two apparently competing ideas at once. This is an important attribute when sifting through data and perspectives and testing ideas. Two is always better than one, and more than two is even better, if you can get that many balls in your mind at once.

F Scott Fitzgerald says “The test of a first-rate intelligence is the ability to hold two opposed ideas in mind at the same time and still retain the ability to function.”

System Dynamics & the Complexity of our 3D World

System Dynamics means one thing for business and industry, but I think it works well for overall 3D life. We are a very complex meta-system of subsystems within subsystems. Of fractals within fractals, or bubbles within bubbles are other ways to state this same thing.

Hierarchical systems assume one prime view or one prime system is possible. This is, more or less, the Mechanical or Mechanistic view of 3D: Life is a machine that can be broken down and understood by its parts and then put back together again. It has one meta-system that can be understood and controlled from the top.

This point of view dominates modern society and is possibly the primary source of our suffering and imbalance. Once a system becomes overly complex and self-supporting, removing or weakening any one part can bring the whole system down. Think of our physical bodies for scale here as a scalable idea of a complex system that can’t be reduced any further.

I propose that our human society has not always been a single complex system, but it is now. You can’t operate on the patient by removal or complete upheaval of subsystems without killing the host, without taking down the whole system. Furthermore, I propose that this very complex single system we’re in now cannot be fully understood nor controlled from a single point of control model – the pyramid model that we all know. Any small group of people cannot possibly control a system this dynamic. Why does “big C” Communism fail on a large scale, again and again? A complex system with a single chokepoint of control at top. This is not a viable solution, it does not scale, and it will therefore always fail. As an analogy, how long could you stay alive if all of the functions of your body were consciously controlled by your brain? Forget to breathe for a few minutes, forget to keep your heart beating, forget to take out the garbage for too long… And you’ll quickly die.

This means the current push for more and more centralization is killing us, absolutely and without doubt. We can remove all the conspiracy, all those trying to do good, all those trying to do bad – all of them. Throw them all out. Anyone who says we can centralize ourselves out of these problems will kill us all. At best, it’s the worst kind of hubris. At worst, it’s purposeful deception in order to kill our species, and everything in-between, of course.


This is probably the biggest hurdle that I see. The powers that be have been consolidating and consolidating over many generations, and they are within grasp of locking down full control. Children want a strong parent. Adults want to be left alone to live their lives. Do you want a parent, or do you want peer adults where we can work together on things?

We’re talking loosening up the structures of control, backing off the laws, rules, and regulations – as it makes sense to, don’t be silly and claim we’re talking anarchy here! All things must balance. That which does not balance is not sustainable. Smaller systems are easier to monitor and adjust quickly. Balance is achieved not by top-down control, but by grass-roots balance of all our subsystems. If too much control breaks it, then you’re not working far enough down the fractal. Take it apart and try again.

We’re seeing the complete and utter failure of top-down systems today. We cannot pivot and adjust because of too much control at the top. DO NOT let anyone tell you more control and more centralization are needed to “fix” things.


Project Stabilize Humanity. Before we do anything else we need to stabilize. When you’re on a frozen lake and the ice starts cracking, you lay flat and stay still. Hold in place, evaluate, and then, carefully, slowly, we can do things. What those things are I have no idea. I only see the immediate paths we have before us. To do better, we must stabilize. We can do it now, with pain and effort yes of course, but we can do it now. If we don’t take this opportunity to stabilize now, we put that much more at risk going forward. If the path we choose is not PSH and stability, we might not get another chance.

For me, a central sub-project of PSH is what I call the soft landing. I don’t want to see a hard change that puts us into too much chaos. Today we have the opportunity to take what the Corona Pandemic is giving us – yes, this is a gift, if we make it such. We can make it a gift by creating a future where today was the gift that created tomorrow’s stability.


Fear of loss creates loss. Fear is a self-sustaining emotion. Those using fear to control are harnessing an unsustainable, unbalanced system. It does not scale, so it will eventually fall. If we allow fear to control us, we will have a hard landing or no landing at all.

Time, Timelines, and Time-lives

This is a newish thing, for me, I’ve been working with. Those of you not into the woo-woo might want to stop reading now!

Time is malleable. Timelines are also, therefore, malleable. Multiple past possibilities lead to, effectively and far as we understand, a singular “now”. Time-lives are the different “me” past timeline possibilities-probabilities. Now is just now. From this Now, I can grab or promote, choose if you will, settle on one – or even more than one pasts. This is where what the Q group says makes sense to me: Future proves the past.

So future probabilities based on Now can then, change or be changed in the Now. It’s kind of a different way to think about “today’s decisions impact tomorrow”. This is where I do my manifestation work. I cast backwards into my past timeline – timelife and also cast forward, to a generalized “direction” in the future where we’ve gone a ways into PSH with the soft landing. I don’t need a solid, complete vision of the future, I just need to know which general “direction” to aim from the Now.

There is never a “better” time than now to do this, to pick our timeline and steer our timelives to an acceptable outcome. But today’s Now and, for example, next year’s Now are different with different situations. This is where “aiming” us collectively towards PSH has a level of importance. Turning direction Now is much easier than not now. The more “later” we go without directional change, the more difficult change will be in that now.

This is the time crunch they have been talking to me about, during my sessions over the past 18 months. Time is a construct from one perspective and, therefore, can be said to not matter. However, from 3D now, it absolutely matters. This is one of the many dualities that it’s helpful to understand.

There is a black project by the US government called Project Looking Glass. I believe they are or were using a technologically boosted human to play with Timelines and Timelives. There are rumors in the deep conspiracy realms of Timeline wars going on, and it might explain things like the Mandela Effect.

Good/Light and Evil/Dark

Where we go from here depends much less on good vs evil. It’s really more about fear vs love, if we’re to be honest, fear and control plus perspective. However, there is certainly “room” for a “light vs dark” perspective in what’s going on today, but don’t get wrapped around the axle worrying about good vs evil or light vs dark. Our prime agreement helps take care of this: Human = 1.

As far as dark/evil is concerned, don’t be afraid to look at it and consider it. If for no other reason than it gives us the anti-target that we do not want to be heading towards. If we’re steering our manifestation vision in a general direction of PSH, that’s a fuzzy and not exact target, so having an anti-target helps orient us to another way, a different direction than the dark/evil. Many people are afraid to even look at or consider the dark things. To think about them is to give them energy, which means to make them more possible or manifest. This is partially true, but not true also. You get what you focus on. Many of you know this. If you only focus on dark/evil, then, yes, it’s dangerous. However if you consider dark/evil as part of the whole, it can give us a healthy respect for what we don’t want so that we know which way to focus that which we do want. Don’t be afraid of the dark, but don’t dwell only in the dark or it can overcome you.


Coined by Robert Heinlein in the book Stranger in a Strange Land. As I use it, it’s best defined as: “…means to understand so thoroughly that the observer becomes a part of the observed—to merge, blend, intermarry, lose identity in group experience. It means almost everything that we mean by religion, philosophy, and science and it means as little to us as color does to a blind man.” To become one with an object, idea, or emotion, in other words; to fully understand, but not just linguistically – this goes way beyond language, hence why I like this word – there’s no other like it I can use. I suspect that’s why Heinlein had to create it!

IT Terminology

IT terminology works well, I feel. Considering the holographic/fractal nature of everything, then it stands to reason the Universe does operate digitally (I think it has to, there’s just too much data for it to be analog). Whether or not it’s a “real thing” doesn’t exactly matter. What we’re doing here is trying to frame things in language that makes sense, without losing too much in the translation, so I find it useful to frame things in IT terms such as: Files, upload, download, ping, bandwidth, maybe even IP address (energy signature), hardware (aka wetware in this case – meatsuit), software (mind/brain/ego/personality/opinions), and so on.

Fractal and Scale

I say things scale and things need to scale a lot. What I mean by this is the fractal nature of our holographic reality. Things scale up and they scale down. If a thing is to balance, then it must work at scale, both up and down. Solutions need to scale or they are unsustainable, for example.

I wrote a blog about this here: Thoughts on the Black Whole

They/Them and We

When I’m doing my deep AKL work, I think what I’m doing is officially called claircognizant, but it shifts into other clairs at times. For lack of a better way of saying it, I usually say “they told me” or “they said to me”, but often times its more of a knowing than me “hearing” or seeing, which I do at times experience it that way also. I hesitate to call what I do channeling. Most of the time I’m connecting to my higher-self, and the higher self then can plug into the AKL version of the Internet. I’ve spent a lot of time trying to define this and nearly driving myself crazy wanting to know what, exactly, it all is. I find it easier these days to just generalize with “they” and move on without too much explanation or excuses. It is what it is, believe me or don’t believe me. I have zero proof I can offer you that would make much 3D world sense. For me, this is probably the most difficult of the clairs because it’s very difficult to discern the difference between one’s own inner voice – Ego – and them. If I ever question, I error on the side of blaming the more outlandish and crazy shit on my ego. If it’s dark or serves self, then it’s usually ego-based. If it scales and serve PSH and humanity in general, then it’s safe to call it “them”. When I say We, I mean 3D me and Them working together or talking together in agreement. Oftentimes the knowing blends together so I can’t peel away Me or Them, so I just saw We.

Fear is the Mind Killer, a Call to Action

I don’t have much of a voice, but that’s no reason not to make the effort, if even for my own sanity. What follows is a conversation with my higher self. If that idea bothers you, consider this a deep meditation on current events and how we might do better.

I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
Frank Herbert, Dune

Humanity has everything it could ever need, right now, to stabilize and settle in for the long-haul. We haven’t always had it so close, in our grasp. But our technology is… I was going to say coming alive but C raises a good warning at this, we need to be careful how we translate. Coming alive as a euphemism for geometric progression of something. His music really came alive when he mastered the chords… So NOT alive like AI, but what you’re building is damn good now. As above, so below. Your tech is getting closer to the other realms. But your tech needs to be your tool, not your crutch for everything that you are and do.

This is a big worry today. You are never before so well connected, yet you all also haven’t ever been so disconnected. At least in the Western, 1st world and many of the up and coming 2nd world developing countries. So few are truly poor, as we’ve discussed before. Yes, so many, due to sheer numbers, so many are still in dire need – that is never any implication in what we say. We simply state facts. Facts do not countermand other facts. More than one fact can exist together as much as only one might exist alone. We know this, we all know this, yet we fight on our hill and argue, as if most of life is an X or Y argument, when the reality is nearly ALL LIFE is a much more nuanced discussion about what is valuable and not valuable and what it means to be a useful Human being in this world. This is where we would be better suited focusing our energy and attention. We have the technology to do it from grassroots, with minimal work. We don’t really need them, TBTB (The Powers That Be) once we get to this realization, and, to me, it feels like we’re close.

Perhaps this is why all the death throes of a dying power structure that sees the end of its own days. Too proud to just relinquish control to the juggernaut of nature that will turn them asunder, regardless of how much or how little they fight. They know this. They have to know this, or they wouldn’t be going so ape shit out in the open these days. TBTB are on life-support and many of us know it, we feel it in our bones. Change is in the air, and they are going out like a bunch of spoiled, entitled little fucking children, if we’re to be frank. I’m not here to point fingers, if only to challenge my fellow human beings – even TBTB, for you are one of us; there is only us, not us and them. You had your time, and if you force this, you are going to take a lot of us down in the crossfire. Yet you persist nonetheless.

Why? You know as well as the rest of us, the adults are going to take over now. We’re not going to go the way of our forefathers, and of your forefathers. We’re not going to march into the slaughter for you ever again, so you don’t get to go the way of your forefathers regardless how much you may want to.

The adults of the world are waking up and we’re tired of this shit.

There’s no need for us to keep acting like this. As if what they use to divide us really matters that much. We’re happy to just go along to get along, the average, sane humans of this planet. We would have never made it this far if we are not the overwhelming majority. Yes, too many of us will look the other way when we shouldn’t, but we do know it won’t take all of us. Just some of us to tip the balance, and I believe we have reached this time.

The overplayed, over-hyped fear porn reaction has jumped the shark, as they say. Regular, salt-of-the-Earth folks are calling bullshit on this one. The jig is up. They can still cause us some serious pain in the ass, if we don’t get our shit together quickly, but we are doing great so far!

But they still control all the power centers. They can still cause us much damage, so adults of the world need to stand up and be adults, people. You know who you are, don’t go hiding, thinking you don’t understand what I mean. Those of you who still have a backbone and know a few things about decency in this world. I’m not talking about saints, by any means. Even petty criminals know who the real criminals are. Fear is the great killer they use against us.

When we can stabilize people to not be in fear, then we’ll know we’ve won. Fear is their only real weapon. If fear is all they really have, do you see why they are so afraid of us, of the people? How few of them there really must be, who pull most of the big strings in this world. We know it’s not all that many – maybe 10,000 total, if even that. And we are closing in on 8 billion strong. See anything in that equation? The terror they have of us. If we find out. If we discover the trick. If we simply walk away from their narrative and start our own, new one from the foundation of the old, of course.

How desperate they must be to openly pull the levers, that the propaganda and fear porn has become so obvious to so many. Do they not understand how they are pouring fuel on this fire they allowed to get going under their feet? They thought they had it all figured out. Their families have for centuries, but then something changed. I suppose it was inevitable, is inevitable. Give a thinking, cognizant being enough free time and s/he might just start figuring a few things out. If you’ve built your entire charade on the old paradigm of humans needing a strong parent unit to direct them, to boss them around, to kill and cull them when mom & dad thought it necessary, either for sport or greater cause in their end game, or whatever. That’s built on a lie, and when an adult realizes they’ve been bossed around with children’s rules, they simply stand up from this kindergarten desk of a reality they have for us and walk out of the room. We don’t have to play their game, and not even all of us need to make this shift, this realization. I do not know how many we need… Maybe 10% of the population. If the estimates we’ve seen – loosely – are correct, from people in bad, bad war zones. From WWII Europe, I think it was and this sounds about right.

So 5% of people are genuinely good and will not go along with anything immoral or evil. 5% are evil and take pleasure in being evil and destructive, and 90% just want to be left alone and will go along one way or the other, to a point. Tip that balance a bit one way, you get the Holocaust. Tip it back the other way, and we can get the opposite of the Holocaust. Germany was certainly militarized and heavily propagandized to support the Nazi regime, but by no means were all Germans Nazis. People don’t remember that part. So they allowed it to happen under their noses, and we somehow think that makes them evil… But the Stanford prison experiment shows otherwise. The vast majority is… well, sheep is applicable, but it’s so damn derogatory. It’s not quite right, because a sheep never pushes back. Decent humans will go along to a point, but at some point many will push back. Not all of course, and there’s probably some kind of sliding scale… But nonetheless the point is to look at tipping that balance in the other direction this time. Let’s say just another 5% of the population coming to the light side. That’s not really that many people. 5% of 7.5 Billion. That’s 375 million people, give or take. That’s not so many, really. 5% is way better than trying to get 50% on board, so don’t sit there feeling like this is too much. If only 10 of you could do it, nothing happens. We need real, lasting change. We need enough of us to hold an idea to make it real. We need enough of us to manifest a vision and then each take a small part of the mission and do what we think we can do to help the others along.

Feelings always come attached to a thing, an event, a memory, a physical action, words said, life lived, IOW. Right? A trigger is a commonly understood word these days, and it is a very good word to use here, in this way. There is an action of some sort that then kicks off feelings in our body, correct? An action and the feeling are, therefore, independent “things”. This means the trigger and the emotional response can be separated, if one chooses to contemplate this and enact it. As we’ve touched on before, this is not like a Vulcan of the Star Trek stories, devoid of emotion. We, in fact, are now free to feel emotion fully, as an adult and not in fear of it. To master emotion you do not run from it, as Frank Herbert instructs. You turn into it. You, as Melissa Mayer says, you lean in.

Fear is the great controller. It allows others outside of you to control your mind, and it allows your own mind to play tricks on you and engage the lower mind/brain functions to override the higher you. There are different layers of us in here, within our own minds. We always think of mind as in here, and soul as something packed in here also. Like you opened up your body as if it’s a suitcase, I suppose, and insert one soul in the body for the trip, and away you go on a grand adventure. When you’re done, you open the old (hopefully), weathered suitcase and take the soul back out.

As many of you know, you don’t, in fact, use all that much of your brains… of your entire bodies, for that matter. As your science is coming along with understanding, the mind is not just the brain, not by a long shot. There are more neurons in the human gut than in the brain. The fascia is thought to act like fiber optic cables. The organs and parts of you have their own inherent intelligence. Talk to someone who was sick and took Ayahuasca to heal. They have conversations with their “sick” organs all the time; it’s not that strange these days as you might think upon first hearing such things. Your entire bodies are the end-point of your infinite existence, and there is no “here” and “there” when it comes to physical and the rest of the beyond 3D Universe. It is all just here. You are the endpoint extension of this insertion point into the physical, but you are by no means sealed off from the rest of it, the levels and frequencies beyond 3D.

C- The play pen. I think I get why.

Right. Can’t have spoiled, petulant children manifesting chaos and destruction from the higer than 3D levels (AKL). So think of it as prison, or think of it as your play pen, to keep you and everyone else safe. You have the key to walk right out that door, as we’ve been over and over and now over again. There is no lock. There is not even a door.

There is only knowing, and when you know, then you know.

Find the others, and if you can’t find them, then start your own grassroots group. Don’t expect Q to do the work beyond what Q can do. We appreciate some help, if they are going to get the ball rolling, yes please!

But at the end of the day, the rest of us… Us regular people who do want to see us stabilize, we need to get off our asses. Call this a manifesto if you want, I suppose that word isn’t completely inaccurate. However, as we’ve said from the get-go, this isn’t about judgment or telling anyone what’s right, wrong, or how to fix anything. This is just the first order of business as we see it:  stabilize first, progress second. There is no real progress without stabilization.

We can’t fix it from within the problem – as Einstein tells us. New perspectives are in order, new paradigms to settle into place. Pull us back from war, collapse, famine, nuclear war God forbid, plague, whatever else they try to release on us. The key is going to be control our fear. If we can keep the fear from turning to panic, then we’ve made some good progress, then we can have the adults sit down and, in the open of course – always in the open going forward, clean this fucking mess up. Gawd, we’ve made a mess of things in some ways, yet not so much in other ways. Don’t forget to give yourselves a collective pat on the back. Not all make it this far, and we have a pretty damn good fighting chance now. We can do this.

Notice to Q and other White Hat Groups, if they even exist

To Q Anon, and all the other rumored and supposed groups, shit or get off the pot already and let’s get this thing turned around before it gets too ugly!

If you are waiting for someone to ask you or tell you, fine, I will step forward and be this person. Someone’s gotta light the public fuse. If you are worried about full disclosure, then form a committee in the open. Open up the books, let us all get a good view of where we are, and then we can work on this problem together. There’s gotta be some level of trust here, but if you all are, in fact, who you claim to be, then it’s time to put up or shut up. If you keep letting things slide, then you know where this could go. None of us sane adults want this powder keg to blow. You need to start coming forward and opening up. A good way to start would be a new kind of open sources committee. A wiki on steroids, bringing adult representatives of humanity together, whoever they might be and wherever we find them. It isn’t that fucking difficult to find a decent human being and create some sort of overseeing role that can help filter through all the disclosure information – ALL OF IT must be on the table, if we are to trust.

So do we have enough of us demanding this? An idea can go viral in a few days now. Now is the time, when we still have global communications and a fairly level playing field. If this goes too far – and maybe it’s not Corona… But these are getting worse and worse, and the propaganda is getting more and more ham-fisted. Even simple, middle-America country folks are calling Bullshit. C’mon, man. Enough of this pussyfooting already, before we lose too many. You who claim to be fighting for the light, for the White Hats, for the people – for human decency – where are you? We don’t need another cryptic code and fortune cookie predictions; we need real action.

And if there are no official groups or people really out there, if those groups are just more misdirection and falsehoods, then the adults of the world need to stand up and pull the reigns now, before we lose too many. A lot of people seem to say maybe we don’t lose too many if we leave the current power structures in place, but how can you possibly measure that? You’re going to hope for humanity’s future on maybe a group of generational sociopaths and psychopaths won’t kill more of us off as we try to uproot them. You’re going to bank on that maybe? How’s that worked out for us thus far?

We don’t need a savior, but we sure could use some help one way or another. So get on the right side of this before it gets too ugly. You all who know, know.

Human = 1

There are ways through this, but we need all of us and we need to work in the open, in the light, and in the truth. And people need to really get a say in things, in whatever way is reasonable and makes sense to ensure stability. And we’re careful not to take that too far in any direction. The foundation is the individual. There is no further division of humanity, so, therefore, this is the baseline for humanity that we must support, if we are to be balanced and whole. I’m sorry collectivists but there is no other way around this. Groups can be divided. If we are going to dig in to our problems and issues fairly, we need to be able to reduce the fractal down to its base unit.

The base unit of humanity is one human. No ifs, ands, or buts. Prove me wrong if you can, I’m open to other ideas but I don’t think this one can be taken away from us; human equality I am talking about. To prove that thesis wrong, you need to make 1 human either more than one or less than one. As in, this one is worth less so we can sacrifice her to promote the better 1+ human. I hope most of you reading that, groking it, feel that pit in your stomach of how this is a simple, reduced to the most simple equation you can deal with when working to build a functional, healthy society. Human = 1, or else the 1+ humans will eventually start killing off the 1- humans. This has been our curse for all of this recorded history. Supremacy of any one person, group, tribe, belief, color-race (we’re one race of mongrels, for Christ’s sake). I hope you feel that pit of fear, of realization of how correct this must be. One human has to = 1, else we can start killing the -1s. An adult human does not need a collective, she can stand on her own, if she chooses to.

So collectivists and nanny-state control shit-heads, get lost. The adults can take over now, we just need a couple hundred million of us. Not so many. Very likely, we don’t even need that many. If such a small amount of people can keep the lies so well hidden for so long, then a few more of us awake and open is probably all we need. Maybe 5x their numbers feels good, with enough wiggle room. So 50,000 people awake and rowing in the same direction ought to be a seismic shift.

So call it what you want, but those with ears and desire, join us, please.

Not in agreement or religion or politics. Simply in humanity, first and foremost. There’s really no reason for a lot of the bullshit we allow in our world. Plenty of us know this quite clearly these days. It’s about high time the adults step up and start getting this ship righted, before we go too far. A lot of you know what I’m talking about.  You don’t even have to believe in getting your Universal connection going in order to supercharge your manifestation vision. You can simply decide to be a decent human being and step up to the challenge.

We’re ready to grow up. I sure am.

How about you?

Cosmic Lessons, Timeline Manipulation, and Q

I have two topics here that I’ve been afraid to admit openly, but I’ve decided to plow ahead. Feel the fear and do it anyway, right? Gotta crack some eggs to make an omelet, even if I lose or annoy people, or put myself on certain lists that I would rather stay off of. I can’t do my work without talking openly about these things that I connect to, even the crazy-sounding stuff.

1/30/20 Session Notes

Just now, before sitting down to write, I received a lesson-vision, in how we see other species, other galactic sentient entities IOW, as not hideous if/when we ever meet outside of this galaxy. Life is always a function of the love/effort of the compression of the Universe (that holds physical reality in place), so you must see an entity from this level  – the geometric 4D/5D is the same, anyway. But any non-star pattern – bipedal, two arms, 1 head – it’s allegedly the base pattern for our… system? Galaxy cluster? So non-5star pattern is bound to look ugly, scary, demonic even to us. But remember – from their frame of reference we would represent the same to them.

No idea why that popped in as a lesson, but excited for the implications of this lesson.//

PN (Personal Note) – I haven’t admitted this to anyone yet, but I believe I’ve stumbled on to timeline manipulation and forward planning, how it can functionally work as a tool to ensure we are in control of our own destinies. Just like with climbing or with one ship towing another at sea: I use pilot lines. I fire a pilot line off into the future, as a manifestation vision, AND ALSO then in the future, you fire lines into your past validating the future as you’ve made it. In deep AKL meditation, I seem to be able to navigate around and agree to accept or reject different future probabilities; different pilot lines, IOW.

As Q says, Future proves past. This of course has multiple meanings, but I think it works here also. I believe this is Project Looking Glass type stuff here. I’m having good results just on my own, so imagine if the oculus devices rumored to be a real thing are, in fact, real things? Someone has been dicking with our timeline probabilities, if that is the case. And, if that is true, then us functioning Adults need to get that Pandora’s box closed back up as best we can manage.

Maybe this is functionally a real thing, time-casting forward AND back in time, or maybe it’s just a mental construct tool that helps me build my own vision for my future. As with all these things I fool around with, if it works, it is what it is. If no one gets hurt, then we leave it alone.//

PSH must be us doing it for ourselves, and it will be hard work for now. Because any other way sacrifices to an unknown vision of a savior of some sort, and I cannot trust that vision to not wipe out a good number of us. The only measurement that makes sense in this world, to me, is this:

One Human Being = 1

No ifs, ands, or buts. We all equal 1. Ultimate parity. If this is a core Universal truth, and it feels as such to me, when in AKL, then the only fair solution to PSH is to start today by stabilizing so that every 1 can have the best world to try to make their way. This means any manifestation I agree to – Yes, “they” are peppering me with probabilities; different futures, IOW, different “pilot lines”. But they all jump from here to happy ending in my lifetime – which would be SO cool!!! But I don’t see how we can stabilize that quickly without cutting off a lot of 1’s from the equation. You could DMT-shot the whole planet, I suppose… But even that is against many 1’s free will. For it to be honest, and ascension is about absolute accuracy – honesty and truth, of a sorts. And it kills me to not to agree to the ego-based “we win big and quick” vision. Full disclosure tomorrow will rock the world. We are so goddamn propagandized, we MUST function under the Precautionary Principle. Survival is of utmost importance, as many of our fellow 1’s as we can carry on this ark. We can’t throw half of our passengers overboard, not honestly.

Christ… How many cliché stories are there like the modern Avengers movie series, where Thanos snaps and wipes out half of life in the Universe, to save the Universe? How perverse is this? I would rather annihilate trying to save us all than bump off half. Even (bumping off) any, if we can possibly do it…

Yes, given a choice I will sacrifice us all to save us all. Anything else is NOT scalable… Or is it? How does nature handle this equation, of species survival? I’m not talking natural selection and natural disease, death cycle. I’m talking putting a gun to some-1’s head and pulling the trigger, if it’ll save, for example, 10 more. In those games, I choose to not play at all, like the old War Games movie. The only way to win is to never play.//

For our own self-preservation, we must prove our civility and stability. For our own survival, it’s necessary also, so I see it as win-win. You can keep killing yourselves for only so long with revolution after revolution. It’s time to try something different, don’t you think?//

I recall writing this already, I think… Maybe. Einstein said “give me one miracle…” (regarding how the Universe first kicked off with the big bang. They need a miracle to get over the initial just before the big bang part, or it doesn’t work.) Shit, they all still do today, the Big Bangers, whatever they think of themselves (the physical materialists): give me one miracle.

For me, I do want one little one…

Q I think is it for us, but I still worry at the entrapment game at play here, somewhat against my own principles. If Q fits what disclosure information is starting to hint at, then it’s possible… Gotta make it believable to be possible; this COULD be the start if we make it so. I’ve been receiving Q references in my deep AKL work since last summer. Not a ton of them, but enough to scare the shit out of me at first, and now to consider the possibility/probabilities at play here. I am still not sure it’s not, as they say, a LARP, a misdirection… But I’m hopefully optimistic, enough so that I’m willing to use it as a foundational manifestation point for now.//

Perfect love for a manifestation vision isn’t a mindless anything goes sort of thing – it’s NOT being a True Believer, a zealot and non-thinking. Use your minds and souls, ALWAYS uses your minds and souls. This means even when standing at the foot of the Creator of the Universe itself, ask for proof. It would expect nothing more from an inquisitive child. I was fearing if I don’t “100% believe” then it’s not a clean cast/manifestation, and I might do more harm than good. But, upon further reflection, that’s silly. I can love a plan and work for its manifestation while still keeping an eye for the exit, should the path ever feel wrong. Mistakes happen. Even in mystic time-casting land. True believers are dangerous.

Trust but verify and be ready to run for the exit should we need to! What this means for me is I choose the pilot line very carefully and hold it until I do or do not need to let go. And then I choose again when necessary. Regular course corrections are necessary.

Peace and Love to all!


January 12th Meditation

These are raw notes from last night, so I apologize that I they are choppy. However, I feel time is of the essence for some pointers that can be helpful in framing tomorrow’s global session. We’re at a crux here, and many of you feel this… But many of us don’t know how to wrap our minds around where we go from here, functionally and in a model that works. If feels too big at times. We can meditate on peace and a more kind, humane world, but we don’t know how that works between here and there.

If I may be so bold as to offer some ideas for how this path could work going forward; I’m here to help.

1/11/20 Session Notes

…The real how to plug in and, yes in a way, tune in and drop out. That was a very profound idea for the time. Imagine if it had been allowed to thrive and grow as an idea organically? You do understand now the government and your “authorities” shut that one down very quickly and completely? Authoritarian and downright immoral, if we’re honest. We know this. When we look at our history of conquest over our native brothers and sisters – NO this is not “Liberal hippy shit” or “woo-woo unrealistic bullshit” – REAL love and REAL respect for our fellow human beings demands, at the least and if nothing more, an honest accounting of history and how, why, we’re here and.. YES! who we enslaved, killed, subjugated and subverted as “necessary evils”, or whatever/however we call it. I’m not talking about judgment. So many people get their panties in a bunch when they think they are going to have the finger of judgement pointed at them; even more so when they know they are absolutely guilty of what’s being pointed in their direction. I’m talking about an honest appraisal of where we are today and how we’ve come, collectively, to be here together, with some of us “on top”, and many of us crushed underneath those “on top”… BUT also an honest appraisal of how good 90% of us now are in the world, some more than other, of course, but never before in our known history have so many been so well off. We cannot ignore this, either.

Our history of arts, sciences, and intellectual advancement – we’re kicking ass and taking names as a society. We have a lot to be proud of! But religions over-laid with politics and all those kinds of human “developments”, that threw a very good number of our forefathers into the meat grinder of history. I’m not interested in blame, in who’s to blame.

We are here today with a choice. To have a real, full honest accounting of our history and who we really are, today. It’s not pretty on many levels. PSH, I feel, requires it. How can any of our still subjugated, oppressed, and abused fellow humans – we know there are still millions – shit, 100’s of millions of people we’re still fucking over, still turning a blind eye to. And I’m not even advocating revolution or “down with the status quo” at all. We can’t smash everything to nothing and start over (well, we can, but I choose to shut that path down and work on a better future – PSH and Soft Landing). We can start over from here, if we choose; if YOU choose and stop fucking forgetting that you’ve already made this choice!

Seriously, work to do. You know this, so chin up, head out of ass, and get busy doing the work that we need. This is the path. You choose this. You now live it. The Mandalorian is very right here. A warrior’s path is a choice that we never break, ever. Your will is stronger than anything in your reality, when you choose and know to focus, or when your heart is 100% behind or into something. You know this, but we need to keep reminding you until you can hold the thought/idea in your minds and make it a reality, so listen…

WE KEEP TELLING YOU!!! It’s in all your fables and stories and myths. The pure heart, the honest swearing of a sacred oath. Hello, anybody listening? These cultural themes and meta-memes you have… Why do you think they are so ingrained in all of your psyches? Instructions, maybe, of a sorts? For those who know to listen, the main cultural metaphors, like the white knight in Western/European culture, the worthy just war, love at first sight – all that hero’s journey stuff.

This isn’t hippy-dippy crap, asking for something for or from nothing; there is no free lunch. All things come with a cost, so we need to be honest in order to understand the costs. I’m only asking for an honest accounting of human history, to include unmasking of all the hidden and corrupt BS these days – especially that, but also an honest accounting of how we all came to be saddled with these problems,  and then we start talking and working through things. All things ought to be on the table.

All I can help offer is a path from here to there, but from “there” WE ALL get to have a say, one way or another. To at least have an honest and safe opportunity to have a say, at least. There is ZERO justifiable reason anyone can morally argue against peace and stabilizing ALL of us. We have the ability to do this, so there is no honest answer against why we don’t do this, make it our #1 effort going forward. If we want to have a chance to keep the 7-generation plan going, we must start now and start at the beginning. Like the children we are. Clean up our rooms and behave like a decent, civilized sibling to our fellow humans. How can we possibly justify any more war, destruction, etc. when we know this? Now don’t you see how truly evolutionary and, yes, even the r-word as much as I don’t like to use it. The r-word, as it’s understood, I mean to mean big and huge changes, but let’s please do work to drop the r and have us an Evolutionary change. No more revolution as we’ve know it.

This is why they crushed the tune in, drop out counter-culture 60s. It’s dangerous stuff, to those few with interest in maintaining the status quo. You know who and what I mean. Some are even self-sustaining systems larger than any person, so will take a coordinated effort to turn that inertia of an idea/norm around. But even those are just ideas, and ideas are all anything is, really! It’s all filtered through your minds, so all you know is a construct within your own mind, anyway…

So, sure, everything is just an idea, isn’t it? Not to rabbit-hole with another Descartes “do I exist” hard problem… There are whole books already written, so we won’t linger here, but it IS this way, isn’t it? And if you can see that and know it also, then changing ideas isn’t really that big of a deal… it is, but it isn’t. This is how we make the impossibly huge and intimidating small and manageable. We scale it down until it’s at a level we can handle – change an idea in our own minds, and then keep moving forward. If it scales, it works. Remember this as we move forward. As we’ve said before, solutions MUST scale, or they are not solutions.//

Interesting thought just now. The Cobra meditations for peace and light activation this weekend have a specific time to meditate, because we live in a 3D+ density where time does matter, they say. I thought:  “I disagree that time matters, but I can see for those who still are in only 3D+, then yes absolutely. I’ll just tunnel in to the right time if I miss it.” (now is not yet the Time – lol – for this discussion, but this is something I’ve been working on. Manifestation and time tunneling – Timeline Probability Maintenance, in other words. I believe this is something we can do.)//

Interesting point that came when I was half-in the portal just now:

I suppose I am one of a group just coming online now, to help with the next phase. We’re maybe a few steps ahead – we’re 5D – Akashic – ascension first-adopters! 🙂

So, as egotistical as I know this sounds, trust me I do know and recognize how this sounds, but I am here to help pull us forward. We’ll need new committees of sorts, and those of us a few steps ahead can help stabilize in the initial phases of what we could bring into reality if we keep working and expanding.

The next wave is just about needed to step up. Soon, I hope. It’s still not guaranteed, but I do feel confident we are in the midst of an awakening. I mean Jesus, while Marianne Williamson, God bless her! – and I mean that in a fully as I can from this 5D level. The topics she brought to the national consciousness/stage, can you imagine even just 6 years ago, 5 even, her even being “allowed” to have this traction and make it this far??!!

There are some good signs this week. WWIII seems to have fizzled, for the time being, cooler heads prevailed. Fuck. That was probably as close we came as the Cuban Missile Crisis, it was just more subtle and fast-moving. But maybe we exaggerate… I dunno. It was scary this past week, regardless.//

The ugly of the world is fertile soil for beauty and art. Don’t pity the tortured artist. The pain is the fertile ground that grows great art and evolutionary expansion. Pain is growth. This is not an evil or dark worship of pain for pain’s sake. Suffering with no beauty at the end of that journey is just a pain-endurance existence, and we are not saying that’s a “good” thing. Like seeing the beauty in the pain that pushes us to greatness, not always… Listen to  Billy Holiday The Lady in Satin for an example of what I mean. She’s at the end of her career, voice raspy and full of beautiful suffering of a life lived hard.

Perhaps this is a way we can move forward with “righting historic wrongs.” Acknowledge an honest view of the pain inflicted and those crushed under the boot of the victors of history. History is written by the victors, of course it is. After that, we can then point to the Billie Holidays of the world and see the deeper pain and, yes, beauty in the art that came into manifestation because of this suffering. Let us never forget – as far as we know as a species, some of our very best art and evolutionary thinking comes from some of our most broken fellow human beings. The tortured artist is such a cliché for a reason. So then we move forward with an honest view of who we are and who the abused.

In other words, we use the privilege of our place as “Victors” in this world to pull the rest of our fellow human beings along with us and stop using them to perpetuate our station in life. This does not mean going backwards in order to go forwards; there is plenty for everyone without having to break it all down and start from scratch. We’ve done that enough in our history. Let’s stabilize and move forward, finally, and for real this time.

It’s your choice. Don’t be afraid – there are plenty of us out here who can help and want to help.

Find the others.

Peace and love to all!


Two Little Agreements and We Change the World

CliffsNotes for session notes and annotations:

  • C- Denotes “Me” asking a question or inserting “my” comments. Any text without a C- in front of it is, for lack of a better tern *them* talking through me. Don’t worry who/what “them-they” are – it doesn’t matter and they tend to get annoyed when I ask.
  • // is a section break. These sessions are raw note downloads, so they do not always flow from one section to the next like a good article or story does. The section break is to help you see there’s a break from the previous topic.

However all this *them* stuff is as best as I can “translate” what they are saying at that time I connected. A standard rule for this work – for any and EVERY person who claims to do this sort of work, please trust nothing I say. Zero, not a single thing I say anywhere and at any time. Do not believe it until you run it through your own filter and come to your own decision as to any “truth” that I might have gotten lucky and laid out correctly. All messages filter through Me, a fallible and suspect human. Every single channeling, writing, religious work, or supposed “word of God” anything – yes, anything and everything in our little world…

All of those messages had to pass through a human to be manifest in this world. Nothing manifests without human interaction and intervention. There is not yet a single one of us Human Beings who can claim to be 100% plugged in with zero bias, no ego, and no agenda wrapped around the message. Our language itself is imperfect with bias and inaccuracies baked in! There is no such thing as a perfect vessel for the message, because we humans are imperfect. Any and all messages from “the other side” are, therefore, suspect and should be framed in this context. Up to and including, yes, the biggest of the big religious works and writings. Lest I be accused of being coy, I’ll say it plainly: The Koran, Talmud, Tao te Ching, Bhagavad Gita, Bible, Book of Mormon, and so on. Every single one of them is biased and incorrect, because every single one of them passed through a human to exist in our reality. Even the best-known channel of our time, Edgar Cayce, everything came through with a very obvious Christian packaging. Not because Christianity is the message and THE truth, but because Cayce was a devout Catholic. Even in trance, his base humanity wrapped everything he downloaded with his 3D reality matrix of Christianity.

This is very, very important for all of us to understand, to grok, if we are to have any success stabilizing our world.

And yes, I know full well even saying this out loud is an offense punishable by death in some cultures. You want to burn me at the stake or issue religious death warrants, have at it. We have larger issues to deal with so grow the fuck up if me saying this triggers you into an apostasy seizure and you choose to lose your mind. We need adults in this effort, not little children who can’t control their own emotions and thoughts. If we are to get somewhere EVERYTHING has to be on the table for rethinking or reinterpretation, through the lens of “this came from a human, so let’s be careful how we use it”.

8/30/19 Session Notes

C- I am not trying to gain converts here. Each person can help things go better – and they really don’t have to do much but just agree to shift a few “sacred cow” core truths, and agree to consider than any “set in stone” belief or dogma could use a little updating – just a little smidge of evolution. So much yet so little required to effect change, when enough people hold these ideas in their hearts, then change can/will easily happen.

Simple, but not easy.

So, if there is an “enemy”, it comes as doubt, fear, and… Kind of a heavy-heart sad feel/flavor to it. It can be powerful stuff, self-doubt. Well, the “enemy” out there is a great allegorical story for our own inner self-sabotaging, negative voice that can send us down dark paths, if we indulge it. Is it really “Satan, the adversary” whispering and manipulating you, or is it just our own dark sides?

I propose that it does not matter one bit! Dark done in the name of dark – what difference who or what name we give to it, where the idea or responsibility even matters – evil, dark – what the fuck difference does an academic argument of ultimate fault matter, when we’re talking why a person chooses to go dark? Personal responsibility, I’m talking about here. Many want to shirk it, but I think we all know deep down – hell, I do, so I think I can assume… I think we all know deep down we each really do have 100% responsibility – us adults/grown and adult-brain-functioning humans – know we are in charge of “me”, yes?

I think a lot of ego and mental gymnastics get in the way of admitting it, but it is… I control me, period.

And, if that’s true, then the “the Devil told me to do it” or I choose to hear the devil, or even I make up this story because I want to do X some dark thing…. Then a dark thing/thought/action done is a dark thing, regardless if us humans are the puppet or the puppet master – darkness/evil committed, just is what it is.

Meaning, I think if we’re to have any rules here moving forward, then we need to collectively agree on a few core, common ideals. NOT rules, NOT religion.

  1. All functioning Adult Humans are responsible for their own individual actions and words, period.

It seems so painfully obvious and reasonable… Yet this is a fucking controversial idea! Personal responsibility for self through self-actions and self-words – that’s all!

God Damn, and to think we fight against this idea!

Even shorter ideal: I control me.

So if each one of us (functioning adults, again for the yea but’s in the back, FUNCTIONING ADULTS) if we all are ultimately our own puppet masters, so to speak… Then there is ultimate personality responsibility inferred with any and all activity of every single (functioning adult) human on Earth, every thought, action, deed, and word. If no blame for darkness/evil in the world can be blamed on anyone outside of ourselves, collectively even, then – and I think I have sound logic here, but maybe I’m not conveying the abstract idea so well… I’m having trouble, because personal responsibility does not mean bad things don’t happen or bad people don’t behave badly. It’s admitting ownership of our own actions/deeds/words. Self-accountability – being an Adult, IOW.

But it means you can’t lay your problems on anyone or anything’s doorstep, and that is a very tall order for someone who has been deeply wronged/hurt by another person or group… But I don’t mean fault for the evil/bad/dark things that happen to us.

Even now, I’m having to flesh this out and be careful articulating what is and isn’t “I control me”. I should be painfully and blatantly obvious… and that’s a core reason we are so fucked up. But I really feel, if enough people wrap their minds and hearts around this and agree to put it into every day practice, then we can indeed transform the world, for peace and our future.

C- And I don’t need any channeling or muse to know what in my heart feels right and necessary, and I visualize and focus on manifesting that reality. AKA, I hope & pray!!! HAHA, spiritual joke. (Hope and pray is kind of pissing into the wind, spiritually speaking, as I understand it – passive and not helpful, in other words).

//… connecting to a higher-level soul complex, what you might call a mentor of a sorts, in the Akashic-realm. But felt from a higher/next level, if you will, not in time but in energy and love vibration, for lack of a better term, closer to the light. Spiritually more developed than us spiritual bottom-dwellers – and make no mistake, humanity is barely above shit-flinging, cannibalistic chimps. You really are barely-functioning little babies, spiritually speaking. It’s how you are capable of so much fucking purposeful destruction! WTF! Man, you people got some issues! So, yea, big fucking headline if you didn’t know – you humans are some petty, childish, brutal, evil, spoiled and entirely too self-entitled little bitches… spiritually speaking.

The ideals professed are more of this spiritual complex than any one person/soul you humans want us to name. We are trying to draw parallels here in your language, but it’s not easy. Language is such an imperfect tool, but it’s all you have for the time being.

C- Frustration, I feel what they mean, but it’s hard to translate, even just kicking back and letting them talk through me, more or less. I think channelers call it a group of souls or “soul-complex” – that feels like as good a term as any; much better than any one name in our language – that’s just a rabbit hole, so worry less about “who/what” is talking, and just listen to the message.

So don’t take the above admonishment as you’re all bad little shits, spiritually speaking. You have incredible, unbelievable potential – shit, you all can’t even dream of today… but you are young and naïve, and a danger to yourselves and your planet, unless you get past your terrible twos, spiritually speaking, and grow up a little. Some self-realization and actualization would go a long, long way for you people. There is so much more out there if you just stay curious and open to change and evolution. You all can choose to change, and then you will. As we say – as you all say, C and his martial arts buddies say all the time – simple, but not easy. So, you do need to get off your ass and mentally in the game, but it really isn’t that much each person needs to do to help. It’s really nothing more than a shift of internal attitude, once you agree to be in control of yourselves, coupled with a knowledge of and feeling of connection to all your fellow humans, animals, life of the whole planet. Put those two little things together in your mind, and we change the world. We take a collective step in evolution together, and we totter forward one shaky step to adulthood at a time.

Note to clarify “Soul Complex” in your world/reality, a soul can be plugged into their “Soul Complex”, while on your 3D plane is their own Human persona. So someone claiming to be the savior or a savior is both telling the truth, but also not telling the truth. You gotta drop the idea of your prophets and wise people… It’s one thing to talk to/hear/channel from another soul complex, it’s something else entirely for someone to claim to be the flesh & blood embodiment of a soul complex. Be careful around those people. Beware cults of personality, IOW, in real life, we’re not talking writing/history/scripture even. There is a lot of good and truth in your religious books, so they are in part ALL correct – some parts – but they are also all wrong… again, some parts.

C – I think just now I see what’s going on, since I recall this idea from earlier today… For lack of a better way to say, it (new ideas manifesting in my mind) feels like maybe I get a file dumped in all at once, and then it takes a day or two – or even longer – to digest and decompress the file that comes from a much higher speed, let’s say… Processing speed, maybe. So then the weed, maybe, or maybe just time (passes) and then I can flesh things out…

//All holy works, scriptures, “word of God” are both right and wrong. If we can’t agree on that as a base idea, we will have trouble moving forward. Even with universal connection, without a base agreement that people keep their religions and beliefs, but they gotta be willing to let slide a few things out of their dogma – just a little, and then can choose – scholars, sages, priests, whatever – they can evolve their own views of religion, but we just gotta get them to agree that some parts can go, in principle, chalked up to human frailty and interpretation flaws – whatever. God, I don’t know how we get much of anyone to agree to that. Even though it’s from a place of love and respect for all life that drives this. A way to fix what is broken, to make a better world, and I’m not asking anyone to kill, hurt, lie, cheat, steal, or do any one dark or violent thing. I’m asking you to grow up, be self-responsible and pick yourselves up by your boot straps, and we can modify our beliefs by choice, willingly and together… And you’d think I’m another Hitler. He really got a lot of people to kill a lot of other people, and I lament/worry Hitler would have had an easier time doing all that evil that he did, that’s easier than what I’m getting down here. Radical peace and love and respect, because we’re all in this together, we really are.

And this is such a radical concept? A clean, healthy and safe world, for everyone? That’s gonna invoke cries of bloody murder, blasphemy, apostasy (punishable by death in some corners of the world – and people still think we’re not children?) Peace, prosperity, health, equality – as we choose to peacefully talk through and decide what that even means. All these things are possible and inevitable if you can all each do these two little things, in your mind and hearts. Two little changes.

Two little agreements and we change the world:

  1. All functioning Adult Humans are responsible for their own individual actions and words.
  2. All written word, scripture, holy books, “word of God”, etc come through Humans and are, therefore, open to interpretation.

And now we see the prison, both physically and mental/spiritual. If you are open to change, you are guilty of sin, if change involves any portion of the sacred system, so you bake in a subservience to a control system (with those no progress/evolution allowed religious laws/dogmas). Physical death, Islam, for example, but also spiritual death, damnation, or even annihilation – all held over those that dare evolve the “truth” too much, right? So you have a pretty good mental prison, as people tend to hedge their bets and not risk the damnation part and push too hard against those that set the rules for damnation; if we admit to a level of human fallibility that creeps into the holy works, then we can start to question from a higher, loving and interconnected level the “truthiness” of any written word of God. Doable, of course, but it’s not gonna be easy.

Am I wrong here?

Missing something?

For humankind and Earth’s sake, I don’t see how we can save ourselves if we can’t get folks to agree to a few ground rules, based on love and agreement that we talk things out, peacefully. Moving forward, but that we gotta open everything to reinterpretation and debate. The sacred cows have got to be slain; if not, I don’t see how we can save ourselves, long term. We’re on a precipice here.

Prove us wrong.

Is there another way forward through the darkness of our souls, long term for humanity and Earth? We are not in a good place.

Prove me wrong these two things are not 100% necessary for long-term evolution.

NO MORE REVOLUTIONS; we’ve gone around and around long enough! Just 2 agreements and we change the world!