Project Stabilize Humanity

I started a Facebook reply earlier today that took me into a much larger amount of information than I had originally intended. It’s funny how simple answers can scale up to large answers! This post is to help clarify some base terms, ideas, and foundational items that I feel might be helpful to other people. If nothing else, this helps me get my own thoughts in order so that I can be a more helpful human being.

My hope is that what I’m getting into here can help others do the same. Overall, that’s all I’m doing here – trying to be helpful in a way that I am able to do in this existence we find ourselves in.

Thoughts on clarification of message and purpose

I am very new to this public work – I just launched the website and social media on 11-11-19. I am a one-person operation for now. As I work through solidifying the CME voice and how to best present the work, I feel strongly that crowd-sourcing is necessary to refine and expand our collective work: specifically Project Stabilize Humanity. This is as good a name as any, so I’m planting my flag on it going forward – PSH for short. THE work, the ultimate goal for my work, in other words. Most – very probably all – of what I’m saying here has been said before. I do not claim to be particularly unique or new – it’s been a very rare day lately where I come upon something that I don’t think I’ve heard or seen before. Even when I do find something new to me, a quick web search usually finds something similar already in existence. I think this clarification is important to grok, to fully understand.

Humanity has all of the tools necessary to make for a fantastically fulfilling, safe, supportive, fair, and nurturing planet so that humanity can keep growing and progressing. We do not need anything new (yet) – we have all the tools at our disposal now to, very literally, create Heaven on Earth. Not from some woo-woo level white robes and we sit on clouds playing harps all day – that’s fairy tale bullshit. I mean we have everything we need idea-wise and technology-wise for PSH to be real. What we lack is the will to make this happen; or, more specifically, the knowledge that this is something that we individually not only can do, it’s something we all individually MUST do. If not all of us, then at least a critical-mass of sane adults must do this. We all need skin in the game or PSH does not work.

No Big Brother Government or Big Parent Goddess, Gods, or God is going to swoop in and save us. No benevolent alien race is going to keep us from completely self-destructing, at least fully and out in the open yet. Those ways of saving humanity are a child’s fantasy; they are spiritual-level fairy tales told for spiritual-level children. What we need in the world today are Adults who agree to leave their childhood fantasies behind, to dump them in the trash bin of history where such ideas belong because they no longer serve us collectively.

I feel I’ve stumbled on to a way that we can help each other grow up and see the work that must be done through the eyes of a functioning, rational, caring adult human. I absolutely DO NOT have “THE BIG ANSWERS” to how exactly we go forward. However, I see clearly and feel strongly that this baseline foundation I can help you build for yourself is a critical piece of the puzzle that we need today. I am not here to throw around my egotistic ideas – I can if you want me to, but my ideas are still just one guy’s ideas for what’s wrong and how I’d like to see us do better. Even with the Akashic-level awareness, I am still very much a physical human being with baked in biases, a very strong egotistical voice, and specific ideas of what’s right and wrong, what’s fair and unfair. Like every other human being, I am completely and 100% unqualified to “fix” what’s wrong by myself. We’ve been down that road of letting a few people at the top run roughshod over the rest of us with their ideas of what makes for a good, functioning planet and that has pushed us to this edge of a decision point as I see it.

If it helps you get on board with PSH by throwing out all the woo-woo level psychic and spiritual mumbo-jumbo, please do. I very well am a bipolar schizophrenic with delusions of grandeur. That explanation also works, but the ideas are stand-alone. We discerning adults of the world need to be free to separate the ideas from the person. An idea can stand alone, regardless of who said it or gets behind it. In this realm of work, ideas matter, people not so much in that way. So chill if you find me strange or not believable; listen to the message, don’t worry about me.

The Decision Point

Solutions and also the problems we face are all scalable. This means we can look to the Universe and Nature – things like the Golden Mean spiral-fractal nature of our reality – and scale things down to a very concise, simple to understand level. If an idea is scalable, it is then both expandable and reducible at the same time. So the base ideas I’m working with can be reduced to some very simple points. I see two sets of choices that we collectively are facing today, and by all means, please tell me if my logic is flawed or I’m not on the right track here:

  1. Self-annihilation vs self-progression.
  2. Using our own minds and bodies as they exist naturally vs technology-based upgrades and implants to “improve” our physical human bodies; to make ourselves cyborgs.

I started discussing these decisions a bit here: Thoughts on Transhumanism

What do I mean and why is this important?

I’ve found I can “plug into” what, right now, I understand to be the Akashic record-level of awareness. I’ve stumbled – not quite blindly, but as an untrained novice – into this by following my intuition and with a lot of deep self-work. By self-work I mean what most functioning and rational adult humans understand this to me – self-improvement and trying to be a useful member of human society, as best I understand it from all of my own biases, identities, group associations, past experiences, etc. How I bring my physical 3D self into the mix, to do things, to do work in this world we find ourselves in. This is what I mean by “Me” or my 3D-self: physical reality me and all that is baked into this thing I know of as Me (note the capital M-Me here).

I can hold my awareness with that vibration and then receive/know things. At times I seem to be having conversations with “others” outside of myself, and at other times its more like the knowing just sort of appears inside my own psyche and translates in my own voice more or less. Basically, once I realized what’s possible, then it’s no big deal for me to go there. Sort of like seeing a blueprint for a new kind of design and then saying, oh yea, I can build that. I didn’t know I could build it until I got a peek at the design, but now it makes sense.

Cutting through the woo-woo level of this work, what this new, expanded point of view has given me is the ability to look back at our physical-level selves and see how it fits into the larger picture. This larger picture is really no different than the similar process we go through as children growing into teens and then young-adults. Our very self-centered focus of life opens up one day, if you are growing in a positive and functionally helpful way. One day it’s just you and your immediate family and friends in the world, and the next day you’re suddenly aware of the larger world and other people in it. At least, we hope that’s where we each can go with human-level maturity. This is really just the next step in that maturity, and less about any woo-woo psychic claims that I cannot currently prove to you. No one told us there is further to go, but I am here to tell you definitively, yes, there is more maturity and growth that is necessary for us.

That’s the crux of this thing I can do: Adult-level awareness and the implications that become glaringly apparent when you take this view over humanity and the Earth in general. We’re not in a great place and there is some Adult work that needs to be done; that’s all I am saying.

Akashic-level work Supports our Physical-level work

I’m settling on this as a working definition for now. There is a lot of data out there already, so please just Google Akashic Records if you are not yet familiar with this term. It’s much easier to piggy-back on already existing and understood terms and ideas.

Looking through the lens of IT terminology seems to work really well to describe things at this level. When I plug in, it’s like I’m hitting the Universal WiFi signal, signing into the Universal Internet, and then I receive what feels like a compressed file. Sometimes I have good control over my browser search and I can find what I went looking for, but at other times it feels as if there is a Master/Root-level user sending me files that “they” feel I need.

This is what I mean when I say “they told me” or “they showed me”. I’m not quite sure who/what they are yet, I just know they feed me data when they feel I need it, and also when they feel I am ready to handle some of the larger, more complex data files. Some are so big and so large they know it’s stretching me and I do sometimes fall short – hey, I’m coming up on just a year now that I’ve been working with this, and only a few months since I really even understand it to this level I’m talking about today. Humans cannot hold these larger Akashic-level files in our 3D brains, any more than you can hold the entire human knowledge base that is the full World Wide Web in your individual computer.

As an explanation it completely scales; Akashic-level work is very much digital and information-driven, it’s just a hell of a lot larger than we can imagine.  This is not what is commonly understood to be “spiritual work” as its been sold to us. All soft music, bright calming lights, like you’re floating in the Universal hot tub of relaxation all groveling at the foot of your better spiritual level beings – Jesus, God, Buddha, The Tao, Muhammad (PBUH), Gaia, and so on. Yes, there is that place we can go to for relaxation and connection, but the work I’m doing is very much grounded in the physical and in my own personality. I swear, I cuss, I have a potty mouth and a dirty sense of humor, so that’s how the message comes out sometimes, and that’s how I talk back to them when I feel frustrated. They ARE NOT our betters, they are our peers here to help. This is very, very important to understand and bring back around full-circle to the work we need to do.

I’ve heard it said elsewhere and I fully, completely cannot agree more that this is a base truth of our existence: God does not want supplicants, God wants peers. Get out of your own way believing the lies you’ve been sold your whole life, that you are not worthy. That you should be God-fearing. That the higher beings in our Universe are somehow better than us. Each entity is its own self-sustaining system, from the lowest living entity to the largest Universal connected in oneness higher mind – God, if you want to call it that. Radical, Universal equality is important to understand and bring back into your day-to-day life when we do the work. Living, conscious beings have an inherent equality baked-in, regardless of their size or station in life. Don’t demote yourself to be lesser-than, lower-than, or unworthy. Know your equality in the Universe, and then live this truth in whatever way is meaningful to you.

My CME Work

Another scalable idea/concept as seen in nature is the idea commonly said/understood as “if you’re not growing, you’re dying”. In other words, progress is never static, it’s an always-in-movement, always progressing sort of thing. Progress is not a destination, it’s a constant never-ending process. So this is all for me, today, how I see this new start point I’ve kicked off. All changes are subject to change, and all progress can and will lead us in other, unknown directions as we work further down the path of life. Physical Me and my Brain/Mind complex does not create these files I download – this much I am sure of, but 3D me does uncompress and try to explain the file, bringing the language into manifestation at our physical level. To call it a translation isn’t accurate; there is a lot more going on. Relaying meaning as best I can from a very massive abstract concept that is not bound by space, time, or physical being-ness into physical language is a better, more inclusive description. It’s not exactly easy and running off the rails into my own ego and personal preferences, beliefs, etc is unavoidable, but I do try my best to keep myself as honest as I can – this is where I have specific side notes and commentary at times – a method of writing that I haven’t yet but will make available eventually.

I’m experimenting with voice, how I post blogs, what I discuss to see what resonates with folks. I was curious how raw notes from a session lands with people, so please ask for clarification and I’m happy to help uncompress some ideas more. Raw notes are Me writing as fast as possible to keep up with the speed and massive amount of data contained in these files, so they can be a cryptic and difficult to follow at times for me even, let alone someone coming in new without any frame of reference.

This brings me back around to why I’m here, why I’m taking this live and putting it out in the wild: I’m testing the water, building a following, and seeing what next steps make sense – traditional publishing, Patreon-style crowd sourced freeware, or something else – all cards are on the table.

I’ve spent 20+ years as a business writer and instructor, so I’m pretty good at breaking down complex topics in clear layman’s language. However, the vastness of the Akashic record downloads are not even close to something as “simple” as, for example, cranking out a series of tech manual for a fortune-100 AWS infrastructure. That’s complex enough, so imagine 1,000,000-fold  more complex and abstract. Finding a clear voice and message is crucial for me to be as honest as possible to the real message – I don’t want to twist this around my ego as many, many before me have done. This is a huge statement with a lot to unpack, which I will chisel away at over time and in the forthcoming book.

To help with all this, I feel that crowd-sourcing is a great tool and solution, to a lot of things. One thing I have learned is that anything that “works” functionally at our physical level HAS to be scalable. Crowd-sourcing a simple message that a couple 100 people read works the exact same as crowd-sourcing fixing the environment, for example. This is what I mean by ideas have to be scalable. The fractal nature of the Universe demands that anything sustainable and supporting the system within the toroidal feedback loop of reality has to balance and has to scale. If it doesn’t balance and scale, then the whole system is weakened and can fall apart. This means a one-sided ego-based conversation where only I talk is not sustainable or helpful any more than one single Oligarch deciding how to save the rain forest would be a sustainable solution that holds up over time. It is too complex of a system for any one person to be able to hold the whole thing, deal with their own ego, and still be helpful to humanity…. I’m kind of riffing and summarizing nine months and 300 pages worth of writing here, but it is what it is.

Every long, difficult journey begins with one step. Just one step is all we need to get started. So this is me taking very small baby steps, to help do my part for what I’m just now calling Project Stabilize Humanity.

Heavy Lifting

By embracing the unity of the human experience we DO NOT give up or lose our individual selves. On the contrary, solidifying your 3D humanness and voice is crucial to this work. We are all one has a dualistic meaning! We are all one, parts of the same thing… AND We are all one individual entity, each single human being in this case. We are all one means two different things. Duality of meaning is also very important to understand if you chose to do this work, and our physical selves are an important part of the work. We get through this by going through this, not by pulling the ripcord or diving out an escape hatch like the Christian ideal of Heaven only after death. We make positive progress together by doing the work in 3D. We have the choice and opportunity to invoke our birth-right and use Akashic-level manifestation to create a living, sustainable Heaven here on Earth, NOT only waiting on our death-right passage to heaven.

This is what we (Them and Me together as one voice) mean by the Heavy Lifting – this is a massively large project, the largest ever handed to Humanity, maybe. No Big Brother or God/Goddess is going to swoop in to save us. We sink or swim on our own here, physically at least. The Akashic-level is available as a tool to support us, but, just like the Internet is a tool, so is that just a tool. It’s great and fun and mind-blowing to connect to, to feel the Universal-level love and acceptance – it’s like a drug so be careful! But it’s still just another tool available to us. Don’t be a tourist; put your talent to work for us!

Physical work is involved and all functioning adults that choose to be on board and join the crew for Project Stabilize Humanity ought  to do some work; to have some skin in the game. That can mean whatever you want it to mean, for you personally. Ascension work is very, very personal work. No one can tell you how it should go and what you should do. You get to decide.

How I can help other people do the work

I think I have a good methodology to give us a foundational framework to move forward with PSH, but I am not so egotistical that I think this is the only way. There are as many ways as there are stars in the Universe. So join this CME crew and help propagate the message from this angle I’m working, or form your own crew and propagate your message as you see fit – it really does not matter to me in that way.

I only care that you wake up, know that there is a choice to make, know that you can make a choice in the matter, and then make a useful choice for us to stabilize, in whatever way you feel makes sense, if you want to. Free will dictates there is no other way around this. You have to choose, and then we have to choose together and do the heavy lifting. Not as one kumbaya we hold hands and sing together bullshit utopia vision, but real, functional work to help your fellow human beings. What that work eventually looks like, I DO NOT AND CANNOT YET KNOW. I only know that we first need to work our way through the aforementioned decision points. Once we stabilize, then we can choose to work together, to crowd-source what that looks like. The sane, functional adult human beings need to crowd-source and work cooperatively, this is all I mean as a baseline foundation to Project Stabilize Humanity.

I feel what I’ve managed to stumble into here can be helpful as a self-stabilization model for other human beings. To keep the ego a little bit controlled and let adults have adult-level conversations, make some hard and sometimes painful choices, but always with an eye towards a sustainable, livable and growing human existence. This much I know for sure.

Join the CME Crew!

If you’ve come this far and feel my flavor of vision and message has something to offer you, then join our crew!

If you want me to clarify anything, please let me know. If you feel I’m off the rails on something, then also please let me know. I’ve gotten decent at parking my ego off to the side in this work, so I don’t really do not give one shit about being “right”. I only care about what “works” to help stabilize humanity, in whatever way makes sense.

If you want to engage with me please do not bring childish fallacies and sharp-shooting bullshit to my home, to my crew. Stress-testing ideas is very important work that we need to do together, but a lot of people just want to throw their own ego-based verbal diarrhea around at the rest of us and bludgeon us into accepting their very narrow idea of “the way the world ought to be”. So please understand the difference between constructive criticism and discourse vs egotistical bullshit verbal masturbation. I’m happy to poke holes in these ideas I offer all day long; that is critically important to the heavy lifting.

All ideas and every possible solution needs to be on the table – we cannot start from a good baseline foundation without starting with EVERYTHING in our known history and common experience as humans. However, time is short and I will not suffer fools and asshats lightly. I will not engage, I will do my best to not be snarky or mean-spirited as best I can hold myself in check – I know better. I simply will not give energy or attention to such people except to tell them I’m happy to engage when they learn how to be a civil, helpful human being – an Adult, in other words. So come one, come all to the party – we have a lot of work to do and I feel I can help level-set, help offer some baseline ideas and suppositions that I feel will give us a good solid foundation to work forwards from!

All ideas are on the operating table and we all should be wielding the scalpel and power tools here. The only way I see PSH working within the Universal laws of fractal expansion and contraction – an idea that scales will always scale in both directions – is if we ALL work together. This is NOT some pie-in-the-sky vision of utopia, a socialist workers paradise, or an anarchist complete “freedom” with no rules or consequences dystopia bullshit. What I feel we can do is build a solid working model for how we stabilize humanity and ensure our forward expansion, in whatever way we decide makes sense and serves the feedback loop to keep us alive and stable. Beyond that, I am way too opinionated and biased to be allowed to make any rules or “what needs to be done” dictates.

Peace and Love to All,


Thoughts on Free Will and Freedom

Hot off the presses, (mostly raw) session notes from 11/27/19

We can save the world and give ourselves a comfortable life. There is enough. Don’t be a dick. Don’t take more than you need.

Hoarding is a sign of a sickness, relating to an imbalance of trust – trust that there is indeed enough, for all 7.5+ billion of us. That you can take what you need – yes, take – but only what you need, and then trust that others have enough also and we all just don’t bust each other’s balls about it. Hoarding, taking more than you need is a sickness and that imbalance then causes other imbalances in the system. Live within that system too long and the host is sickened, maybe inwardly, maybe outwardly… If its someone from immense wealth and power, then the imbalance is highest for a situation such as this. It’s a negative feedback torus. More hoarding creates more of a vision of winning and justifies the seeking of more, rinse and repeat. It addles the mind and soul. Makes you think you are that much more special that you get to decide what is to be done in the world. These people feel their “winning” at the 3D zero-sum games means something. It does at their level, but it’s just a façade, an illusion…//

Shit, I’m drifting, feel not so well connected. Like a bit of this last bit is off – ego?

Sigh, the problem is I have one person in particular on this level I completely think of when these words are coming out. I know who he is well and his manipulations in the world today… So I dunno if this isn’t sub-conscious ego, pulling a little confirmation bias. I already don’t like people like this – not hate, mind you. Words mean things. I do not care for the egotistical manipulations of the billionaires of the world, the above 1%ers, by another name. They are drunk on their own wealth and influence, and feel it gives them the right to meddle in the rest of our lives.

The arrogance!

Each soul is to make its own way, as free as possible to do so. No other rule works, we are an indivisible system, embodied with freedom in our hearts, as much as we are animated with blood, bones, skin – a physical body, IOW.

Free will and, therefore, freedom are an irreducible system. Humanity and freedom. Freedom IS free will.

Without it we reject the system, we reject any attempts to control us. This, this is the cause of all the revolutions from all your history? An oppressed/repressed people rise up, when they can’t take the pressure any more. And when it’s at its worst, the pressure is autocratic control, is it not? Surrender does not mean what our 3D existence tells us it does – this isn’t the Knight surrendering and vowing allegiance to the King, so that the Knights life is forfeit at the King’s pleasure. That’s not it at all – you have to let go that fear hook that this is that kind of surrender.

I suppose we should consider a new/different word. Surrender might be too loaded to successfully use without the negative 3D imprint it carries. Alignment is more accurate. Getting on board with the team. Joining the crew… Not “I give up all that I am and all that I have” to any other; NOT a surrender of personal sovereignty, IOW. The system cannot be broken down that far. Personal sovereignty is a non-reducible piece of our “whole” human 3D system. We cannot remove it from the individual human experience any more than we could remove a liver without killing the person. “Leaders” gone wrong, drunk on their own importance, thinking it’s about them – push the people too far. Let them eat cake, kind of shit.

Isn’t that enough of a standard human trait that we can even call that a base meme of humanity, a base truth of one of our core struggles, as Humanity in general? The bi-polar, duality of freedom and repression, individual sovereignty and autocratic control? What revolution hasn’t been sparked by a people leaned on too hard, by those who thought they were the betters, smarter, whatever? A standard us – them dynamic. We rule, you suck. This means anything we say is automatically good, because we rule and you suck. Not all wars, mind you. I’m talking about revolutions. And I do not know history well enough to even claim to not be talking out of my ass…

But they have a point here, don’t they?

Sorry, I guess at this point it’s such a fluid shift into “them talking” and my own commentary. It’s damn near seamless at times. I start a thought & sentence, next thing I know we’re a page on and I haven’t really added anything more…

So Humanity and human spirituality is important to consider when we have us a little humanity time-out, before going forward again. What is the base human condition, that is our 3D core blueprint operating system of a single human being, because this is the smallest entity in our system that can’t be taken apart, right? So this means a human being individual needs to be whole in order to be functional. Is freedom and, yes, individual sovereignty (of at least body, physically speaking, if nothing else as a starting point) not a part of what makes an individual human whole? The freedom to dream. To create, to rise higher, to build something never seen before? To live, even if to live a life that seems inconsequential by modern standards – a Hopi subsistence farmer, for example, in the high desert of Arizona. Dirt poor, but happy. If an individual base right is their own free will itself, then I see that for any system to operate in balance, we must start out with a base foundation, and hold it for real this time – not in word only, as we have today, in both word and deed and, therefore, in reality. In word only is not reality.

Am I wrong?

Can the human being be a whole human being without their own freedom?

Let me ask it this way: Do whole, happy humans start revolutions, burn it all down, and lop off heads of the old rulers?

So if we keep up with this revolution of war, empire, expansion, more wars, empire falls – on many scales… So that model of known history has gotten us a lot of revolutions, a lot of death, a lot of misery. Today, like 7 trillion dollars spent on the War of Terror, over 18 years. Global hunger – GLOBAL FUCKING HUNGER – can be eradicated, we know, for LESS THAN 1 Trillion dollars, for FUCKING GOD’S SAKE! You could have lifted all of your poorest brothers and sisters out of life-threatening poverty 6 trillion dollars ago! Probably could have funded a moon base, mars bases – why not? How good are we in this current model of really taking care of our fellow human beings? LOL, even you so-called humanists and “power to the people” types. How could this be permitted under your watch if you really love your fellow humans and want to help, to help all people lead a better life? If even a small portion of you really cared, you would have it fixed already. There is plenty to go around today. There is plenty to stabilize the Earth now, today.

Project Stabilization is what I’m calling this. We must stabilize before we decide how we move forward. The Hopis worked with 7-generations – that seems like a good start point. What you do today needs to be sustainable, at least, for 7 generations. We can adjust fire from there, as necessary.

You’re worried a little adult responsibility and adult freedoms are going to hurt you, ruin shit?

Have you taken a look at yourselves lately, what you’ve allowed in your world for the past 18 years, let alone since… Fuck, the dawn of your history? Tyrants rise. They crush the spirit of their people, thinking they can just find the breaking point. Push the people far enough, break their spirit and will for freedom, just like you break a horse. Of course you can break some of us, but you cannot break all of us. Some of us have a serious fire for a just fight in our hearts. And if you give us enough pressure to fight back and we feel like there’s nothing to lose, that we fight for “right” reasons – then you, if you are the “leader” of those people, your head will be on a pike eventually.

So what’s our history of this expansion and contraction, always apparently around the freedom–control paradigm. Rulers fear freedom because it takes away the control they have and makes them irrelevant. You don’t beat them by fighting them, you beat them, once and for all, by making them irrelevant.

But to get there, oh boy… Talk about a massive project for humanity! But we need to start somewhere.

So, yes, for all that is holy. Yes, the human individual has an in integral part of their humanity, let’s just say freedom baked-in, shall we? As in, free will works no other way. So if free will means we’re free to choose our own way, then any impedance to this freedom would be treated as a threat by the system… In this case, a system of one, but many ones can make up larger and larger systems. As interconnected as we are these days, that’s one global system now.

So herein is the problem as I see it, as how we might annihilate ourselves and the decision we keep talking about. The standard ebb and flow of history goes toward another revolution. You are too far interconnected now; this next full-blown revolution, and you all feel it. The feeling of unease, like we’ve maybe been here before. We thought we were through and never to return, but here we are back again… And it’s looking like, no, we said we’re done with that, but here it is, peeking around the corner at us again. If you allow another full-blown revolution, you very well will not return from that fall. Not in any way recognizable as modern Humans on Earth, circa your timeline of 2019. Maybe you completely annihilate, maybe you suffer a near mortal wound and crawl your way back again in another 1000 years… I dunno.

So let’s have this discussion. I think I’m on a core truth of life, of humanity. Probably no different than many humanist philosophers have. I have never read much… well, any philosophy. Every time I try, I find it dry and boring.

But isn’t this a good start point to discuss?

How do we make the “powers that be” irrelevant?

I promise you, if we “fight” them, in the way we’ve fought all previous revolutions, we get that – just another revolving shit-storm that just might take us all down this next time.

Evolution, NOT revolution.

Thoughts on Transhumanism

See this article If the Universe is a Simulation, Can We Hack It?

…Pearce says the hedonistic imperative is not a plea for blissing out, but rather “radical hedonic recalibration.” How radical? The complete abolishment of suffering, period. And not just human mental and physical suffering, Pearce calls for a global utopia in which all animals are free of suffering, whether caused by humans or nature. It’s probably no surprise that Pearce is a vegan. With transhumanism, gene editing is considered the future key to solving our physical, emotional and intellectual problems. While this is perhaps the most scientific approach of hacking the simulation, it also raises ethical concerns of theoretical designer babies and physical upgrades that only the wealthy can afford.

I get excited reading stuff like this, because there is so much they get right, IMO, that I’m happily nodding along… Sitting here reading while eating lunch, munching my grub, chugging my beverage, nodding along all happy and “how cool is this stuff?” – then I come to the end and PPPPPSSSSTTTTTT – spit up my water and food all over the keyboard.

You know the feeling, right?

I had hoped to avoid battles right out of the gate, but I see two primary decision points for Humanity going forward. These are not ranked in order, they are both of equal importance. These are not mutually exclusive decision points, either – they are interconnected but have enough different reference points that I think of them as two separate but equal decision points. One can and will most likely affect the other, so the “wrong” answer to one might give us no choice for a “right” answer to the second one:

  1. Sustainable forward progress vs. self-annihilation.
  2. Natural human evolution and ascension vs Transhumanism (computer-boosted AI – Human interface)

I talk about point one in my Introduction blog, at least as an introduction to one of the “BIG Q” questions I think about and look to Universe to help understand.

With Decision Point 1, where sustainable progress can always run off the rails into self-annihilation if we don’t stay on top of things, we can turn and adjust course on one path but not turn and adjust course on the other side of the decision. Self-annihilation cannot be undone; it’s a one-way path. Likewise, I don’t see how we could undo Transhumanism – turning ourselves into cyborgs of one type or another – can be undone. It’s a one-way path also. So we must tread very, very carefully and never rush in where we cannot back ourselves out of.

As a baseline, for now, I’ll assume Transhumanists do not hate humanity. They want to see us grow and improve – fair enough? There is a subset of Transhumanists who feel humanity is a plague and needs “fixed” or taken out. If you feel I’m making this up you’re not paying attention. I assure you, such people exist, and they have a lot of clout in the Western world. They are not just lunatic-fringe, in other words, but they are a small minority.

We need to be careful and learn to look backwards better, in order to look forward. The idea that we are on the cutting edge of human knowledge and existence is extremely naive, egotistical, and dangerous. It is a mindset that won’t look back at “savage ways of uncivilized cultures”, and assumes the way forward is with more and more tech, gadgets, and computer power.

We do not fully understand how our bodies and minds work, and we want to start upgrading them? Am I the only one who understands what the precautionary principle is? How on Earth can anyone justify tinkering with a system that we are NOT EXPERTS in?

I don’t know how dams work, but I’m gonna go cut a big hole at the bottom of the Hoover dam and see what happens. I don’t know how airplanes work but I’m going to remove one engine, just to see what happens. We don’t understand how genetics fully work so we’re gonna fire a bunch of genes into a cell with a shotgun shell and call that precise gene splicing – genetic drift, unintended consequences… We’re pretty sure, maybe, we don’t have to worry about that… until we do. I don’t know how the human brain works, but I want to install an AI plug-in directly into your brain, just to see what happens.

Do you see a problem here?

How can you claim to hack and improve something that you don’t fully understand? What kind of stupid fucking idea is hacking into our brain/mind when you don’t know what you might break?

If you don’t understand it, how can you know if it even needs your help in the first place?

If you don’t understand it, how can you know if other methods might work?

And I’m only talking hard-science here, genetics and brain function! Not even touching on sociological and soft-science things like “end of all suffering”. If you don’t fully understand what the human condition even is and what makes us tick, what gives you the right to tinker? Furthermore, how the fuck do you even know what you are trying to fix is something that should be fixed?

They don’t know, and anyone who claims they do know for sure is lying or is a sociopathic shithead who shouldn’t be trusted with an easy bake oven, let alone the keys to the human genome and brain function.

We have HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF DEAD PEOPLE littered throughout history, from do-gooders thinking some more, better kind of good just absolutely must be done. The arrogance, the hubris! I mean, Jesus Christ, the inventor of the machine gun thought it would be too horrible to use. Oppenheimer thought the nuclear bombs would be too horrific to use… How’d those two improvements to the human experience work out for us?

I can and will go into this further in my longer writing, but suffice to say for now:

You do not need anything more but what the Universe has already gifted you. You are perfect in your physical 3D manifestation and you do not need any fucking AI chips implanted in your brain to know the Universe. We have ample evidence of this, if you would just open your eyes, your mind, and your heart.

What???? You mean hacking the mind and Universal transcendence is something that’s already been done? Why haven’t I read about it in Why isn’t my buddy at the University already studying it? Why is this the first I’m hearing of it??? The evidence is all around us, if the mechanical-universe faction would stop to look around with an honest appraisal of our history.

Ask the Shamans. Ask the psychics. Ask the spiritual thinkers and seekers. Ask those who’ve taken sacred plant and animal medicines. We do not need AI for ascension. We have everything we need already available, today, right now. You just need to grok this.

This I know for sure: If we choose to go down the human-AI cyborg path, there is NO coming back from that. We have warnings as to how wrong that could go – Star Trek’s The Borg comes to mind. Is that what you Transhumanists want, that we become a Borg collective?

If we stay on the natural methods and possibilities exploration route, while we learn more and perfect our understanding of genetics and the human mind, then we can always change paths if and when it becomes prudent to do so. Maybe we find technological ways to help boost and stabilize what we already can do – there are rumors of this already existing. The Montauk Project and Project Looking Glass come to mind – although that’s some pretty dark stuff.

The precautionary principle ought to be our first answer to anything and everything. There is no hurry. Prove to me you can do something without breaking another thing. If you cannot prove this, then you do not get to go tinkering with my mind and my body. I’m doing just fine plugging into the Universe without a fucking Borg collective to boost me.

The danger as I see it is a human-AI interface will lock us into our 3D existence. We’ll be smart as all get out, but lose our spiritual side. (I suppose herein is the argument: Physical materialists say there is no soul, no spiritual side of the Universe, so there’s no danger.) We’ll understand the Universe, but we’ll never know the Universe. We will yearn for it like we yearn for it today, but we will know that we can never have it, and that, my friends, is my vision of what hell will look like for humanity.

Please work to educate these people when you come across one. I really feel most of them are trying to help. But you know what they say about the path to hell, right?

You are living Universal perfection in 3D form. The Universe does not make mistakes in that way. We are not incomplete, imperfect and in need of an upgrade. You might not feel this today, but I am telling you, yes, you are perfect. As a living extension of Universal perfection, your birthright is the entire Universe, and you do not need any changes, upgrades, or physical plug-ins to do this, to know this. You only need to know that it’s possible and there are paths – well-worn paths – available to you. But you have to agree to look. You have to agree that you are a child who doesn’t fully understand everything, and there are some good answers in the past. Not all progress is made from new discoveries and new science. We must also look back in order to look forward. To move forward without looking back, we risk making catastrophic errors that we cannot recover from.

Choose wisely!

Peace and love to all,


Thoughts on the Black Whole

Nassim Haramein’s documentary Black Whole

Interesting stuff, I think I can draw a line from this to what I download in my sessions.

So if the nature of the dual-polarity toroidal universe infinitely scales up and down, then all things at all levels have an inverse/opposite for the universe to function, yes?

Okay, that means there is an opposite me, so to speak, and the two of us have a balancing dance of life.

Does he age in reverse?

Does every memory I gain, he – or she! – forgets?

Is he a she, or is he a him- and I am a him+ – or am I the him-??!! It has to balance, right? What’s the inverse of Male or Female? They are not each other’s inverse, I feel strongly. Male and Female – we are each other’s polarity balance, but not each other’s inverse, if that makes sense.

If all things are infinitely scalable, and all are toroidal, then isn’t my reasoning sound? That we have an inverse, someway, somehow, but not just personally, at all scales, at every scale, of the universe? And is there more than one inverse – there could be in a 9D Universe, for example. So there are dual-polarities in 3D, but then when we go larger, I feel the dual nature then expands out into the other dimensions. So maybe not even so much an inverse, but a 1-through-9 D “thing” of any one “thing”.

<Side note, this is too big for right now. I’ll come back to this and grok on it for a while, during my next session. Polarity, more-than-3D-layering of the Universe. Work out in my head how all that fits together under the scaling law I’m talking about here. More on this later!>

But interesting vis-à-vis how I am visualizing the balance point as my way to connect/expand/ascend into the Universal flow.

I find a polarity in my mind and balance the two. Then I add more in, when I can hold a few balance points – a few different torus in my mind’s eye, at some point it feels like the balance holds on my “side”, and then it feels almost like the other “side”, the Universe I guess, reaches down, or scales down in frequency, to meet me half-way. Then the more complex geometries start flowing – again, in mind’s eye is how I see them, IOW. At that point, so long as I can keep up my side – the balancing act. No emotion, quiet mind, ego helping record NOT writing the script – then more and more can build. It scales infinitely, so staying plugged in is its own 64x growth pattern, and bloop, bloop, bloop! You are fractal-blended into the universal fabric. It’s almost like getting up to speed on an on ramp and then merging into freeway traffic.

All other fractal points in the Universe are connected from here, so you can ride the stream anywhere you want to. For me it’s not so much astral travel as it is Astral viewing. I stay put, anchoring the meatsuit in 3D while my mind rides the currents. The problem arises when, as an individual conscious entity, I cannot hold the duality in my little 3D brain. The millisecond I try to, I break the connection. Think of it as a universal circuit breaker – to keep our brains from blowing, maybe. So we can float with and grok all, but the moment we identify as “3D me” groking it, boop, boop, boop, the levels collapse back down into 3D body, meatsuit-level.

As in “HOLY SHIT, I JUST LOOKED GOD IN THE EYE!” (another blog for another day, but yes, that happened to me not too long ago).

So this means – duh – there is no separation between body and soul. We are one and the same – just resonating at different frequencies. And if our reality is only a minuscule part of the vacuum (God, why can I understand it but still never spell it wright? J ) 0.001% of the Universe (or is it .0001% – it’s way minuscule, regardless!) is the non “empty space” part, then there’s another 99.998% out there that is not this physical aspect of us – this universe as we see and measure it.

But the idea of the opposite – the shadow self, but not in the psychological way – a dark side, IOW. An opposite spin other, an inverse other, NOT a shadow. Shit, we’re the shadow – if even that much – for that side, if the math holds up, and it does seem to. So we have no claim to be on the “better” side. Just the physical, as we understand it, side. I dunno, but good questions for Mr. Haramein!

Fun side note: Hara in Japanese and Esoteric traditions means center. We do a flipped German-Japanese translation and Haramein = My Center.

In my experience, the Universe indeed has a wicked sense of humor!


For me the world is weird because it is stupendous, awesome, mysterious, unfathomable; my interest has been to convince you that you must assume responsibility for being here, in this marvelous world, in this marvelous desert, in this marvelous time. I want to convince you that you must learn to make every act count, since you are going to be here for only a short while, in fact, too short for witnessing all the marvels of it.
Don Juan’s teachings, Carlos Castaneda, Journey to Ixtlan

I’m sitting here on Halloween and this seems like a fitting day to lay out this last bit. To start from the end, but every end is also a new beginning, right? This is going to be a mess of a ride for you– because it was at times a total shit-show for me. I’m all over the place, with lots of swearing and gnashing of teeth, questioning my sanity and slaying of far too many sacred cows… But please, walk with me, just a little bit. Try your best to hold judgement until you come out the other side, and then we can talk about how bat-shit crazy I could be… But maybe, just maybe, I’m not so crazy and you’ll find we’re in alignment, regardless of your background or place in this world. Not all of you will agree, but I’m betting my life some of you, enough of you, will hear and grok.

I invite you on a journey into my mind, and through my mind to a connection with the ineffable, the Universe, God even if you want to call it that, for some answers to life’s big questions, and a path through this mess. Just a little bit of your time is all I ask, walk with me. Don’t fight against me, don’t try to pull yourself off our path and in another direction, just walk with me for a little while – that’s all I ask, for a little bit of your time… What do you have to lose?

I can and will keep going, but where do I find the logical end point to this meandering, often times maddening, dialog? I think my last marathon session on 10/28/19 is a good place. I have gone round and round with the base ideas, presenting them from a several different perspectives, to carve out what it is, exactly, we’ve been working towards. Sometimes it might feel like a descent into egotistical fluff, or even the Heart of Darkness, but there’s a reason behind all this. The base ideas are both very large but also small and easy. Like the duality that is the Universe, it scales infinitely in either direction. That’s why the Tao Te Ching reads like a puzzle; it’s why getting a straight answer from the Universe can be so damn maddening. All things are, literally, bi-polar. Nature, the Universe, the Earth, the Human body, atoms, quarks, quantum strings, etc. – all are bi-polar… Ha! Maybe we should say dual-polarity, lest I be accused of being certifiably bipolar for real.

But I’ve decided to move forward with this, anyway. I remember one of the first self-help books I ever saw, on my mother’s bookshelf when I was a teenager – Feel the Fear and Do it Anyway. I guess my mantra is now feel the crazy and go forth with your message anyway. So what if I meet the criteria of bipolar with delusions of grandeur with a healthy side of schizophrenia? I am fully comfortable with that diagnosis, should someone want to throw it my way. I posit that it does not matter – this is too important to hide behind fear of what people will say – and they will, or what attacks come my way, and they will if I’m over the target that I feel I am. The flack is a sign we’re over the target, not that we’re on the wrong path.

I can be bat-shit crazy, or, like my mother was once told when I was still a young boy, “he could be like an Edgar Cayce”. I don’t know, maybe hearing that when I was young set me up for a life of thinking I’m something… But I want you to understand that I don’t care because it doesn’t matter what labels we use. The message stands on its own as both mad rantings and as Universal wisdom. I developed a set of rules to follow that I am comfortable with, to mitigate the possibility of crazed rantings sending folks off in a negative direction. I hope you’ll see them as logical and sensible, like I do. When you get the calling, the voice, “them talking to you”; when the thoughts in your head are so big and so far out they couldn’t possibly be “my own” any longer, then you have to come to terms with what it is you’re sitting with. That’s where I am today – perfectly comfortable with this gift we all have, and ready to start putting my way to positive use. What’s the fucking point if I just sit on all this, afraid of what “they” might think?

In my opinion, a person would be for-real certifiable if they did not leave that door open as a possibility to explain this thing we can do. I say we because, as you’ll read in the coming pages, I am not special. I am not giving you anything here you probably haven’t heard before. I don’t even know how much of this we can claim is even an original, new thought or idea. This is not about me; this is about humanity overall and how we choose to continue this dance through life that we find ourselves in.

Do we self-annihilate?

Do we limp along another couple hundred years, and eventually die out, like in the story Cloud Atlas?

Do we end it all with one big bang of Nuclear War or deadly disease?

Or do we choose differently, going forward from the now?

Do we declare the end of one epoch in human history and, slowly, painfully – not without errors and setbacks, but without annihilation and destruction, do we pick ourselves up, grow ourselves up, and join this galactic community that is our birthright?

Whether or not I’m crazy doesn’t matter, and I hope you’ll agree… However, how we label things and call things doesn’t matter, because our language is imperfect.

The message matters.

This message matters.

You matter.

We matter and we can do better, but you have to know that you have the choice to do better before you can make it so. You know what I’m saying is right. Hell, you can be the staunchest Christopher Hitchens atheist and you’ll, hopefully, still agree with me! Drop all the quasi-religious, spiritual parts and cut to the meat of the point here:
The survival of our species demands that we do better, and soon.

I cannot predict the future. I can read some of the infinite threads and tell you probable path outcomes if you like, but I don’t need a crystal ball and connection to the ineffable Universe to tell you those things. I only need a balanced mind and to follow some big propositions through to their logical conclusions.

We are an immature species with a lot of destructive power. Like a preteen with the key’s to Mom & Dad’s tracked and armored rocket launcher. Would you trust a petulant and moody child with 40 high explosive warheads and a 200km range? What about a bratty tween with their finger on the nuclear launch button?

Because that is who and what we are, collectively, right now.

We love to look at our accomplishments and pat ourselves on our backs for how advanced and sophisticated we are, all grown up and adulting; but at the end of the day – and you all know this deep in your hearts, even if you have trouble admitting or even articulating it: We humans are still very young.

We are destructive children with very powerful and dangerous toys, and we allow our fellow children with the worst of the worst motives and self-destructive tendencies to be in charge of things. Our culture is geared for the worst of us to rise to the top, and when they get there they do what spoiled, immature children do without fail – they soil their own space, with no regard for long-term viability, livability, or even survivability.

I am not a pessimist. We have so much beauty and possibility – look how far we’ve come! I feel we are on the cusp of something, but I know it takes hard work to get over that hump; to clear this precipice, this trial of adulthood. We can choose to do it, or we can choose to not do it – both options are on the table. Both options are always on the table

So call me crazy, burn me at the stake, shoot the messenger… But I think if you go to that quiet place we all can find, where no one else is watching or listening, where you can be fully honest without fear of judgement or consequences, you’ll agree also – we are children and we need to grow up.

I cannot tell you the future, but I can tell you some possibilities, to help give you a picture for what we manifest, what we co-create together. To know one side is to know the other, once you get the hang of it. So a negative vision serves as a big flashing warning sign of “don’t go down here”. Know the worst of the worst of where we can go, and then flip its polarity in your mind and focus on that.

I can see a lot of timeline threads and I know which one I am working to manifest: I like the thread where we come in for a soft landing, not a crash landing, and not – God forbid, a crash and burn or a complete explosion and annihilation in the sky… a soft landing is my manifestation vision for my future, but I cannot force you to join me.

The choice is yours.

Yes YOU, reading this right now.

Everything you need already exists, not just in the expected places like religious texts, but also contemporary art and entertainment, even. Open your mind and listen. There is plenty of help if you know not only how to ask, but, more importantly, how to listen. A lot of us know how to ask, but fewer know how to listen. As I’ve settled into being a better listener, I hope you’ll find some helpful tips and pointers that have worked for me. I hope you understand, at the end, why I’m leaving most of my raw notes and writing intact, without too much editing and rearranging – because my manifestation is you walk this path with me, even if only for a few hours. If you can suspend disbelief, allow me my potty-mouth cursing, blasphemy, and skewering of some very large sacred cows, then I have a message for you:

The fate of the world depends on you to make a choice; if you choose not to decide you have still made a choice and you have ceded your ability to manifest to universal chance, or, worse, to those who have a different vision for our future. Make no mistake, there are the opposite ideas and goals out there working against us, regardless if you “feel” they are or are not, whether you lie to yourself and choose to believe it that “they would never do that!”. I assure you, “they” can and will do that – we are already and have been doing that – working towards self-annihilation – until we choose not to.

Rush – Freewill
There are those who think that life
Has nothing left to chance
With a host of holy horrors
To direct our aimless dance
A planet of playthings
We dance on the strings
Of powers we cannot perceive
“The stars aren’t aligned –
Or the gods are malign”
Blame is better to give than receive
You can choose a ready guide
In some celestial voice
If you choose not to decide
You still have made a choice
You can choose from phantom fears
And kindness that can kill
I will choose a path that’s clear
I will choose free will.
There are those who think that
They were dealt a losing hand
The cards were stacked against them
They weren’t born in Lotus-Land.
All pre-ordained
A prisoner in chains
A victim of venomous fate
Kicked in the face
You can’t pray for a place
In Heaven’s unearthly estate
Each of us
A cell of awareness
Imperfect and incomplete
Genetic blends
With uncertain ends
On a fortune hunt
That’s far too fleet…

You have a choice to make.

Maybe we limp along and survive by accident, maybe not…
If you do indeed have a choice, and this is what I’m doing here – trying to remind you what you already know: you have a choice to make. Knowing that you have a choice in the matter, don’t you prefer to take positive control and ensure that we survive? If you can get this far, and know that we do indeed have a choice, then why not just survive, but thrive?

For me the choice and the answer is obvious; there’s no other way but we do it ourselves. There is no easy answer and, yes, the answer requires some heavy lifting. 10,000 lbs to a single person seems impossible to move, but among 100 people it becomes easier, and among 10,000 people it’s downright easy – a mere 1 lb each.

I invite you to choose to join me with this heavy lifting. If we choose together it won’t be so heavy, after all, and we just might get to have some fun along the way.

I am so excited and filled with unlimited joy and love for what we can accomplish, and also so utterly terrified of how bad we might choose to make things. I am the center between these two realities.

Chief Manifestation Engineer – CME “See Me!”